Chapter 202 Trying to turn the situation around
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and she could really feel the sting of the cold rain hitting her face, and instead of hiding in the shadows and waiting for the right moment, she would rather stand in the rain for a while, or at least feel that she was a living thing. At this time, Gongsun Yi will not go back to the room to rest so early, under normal circumstances, he will first inspect the house to ensure the safety of the people in the house, with him, she will feel down-to-earth and dependent, she can't imagine how empty and frightened she will live without him.
He came, she watched him from a distance with an umbrella coming this way, she couldn't suppress the excitement in her heart, and suddenly tears welled up in her eyes, just for a moment, but it made her feel that they had been separated by yin and yang for a long time.
"Who's over there? Why don't you take shelter from the rain when it's raining heavily? His voice still fascinated and moved her.
Yue Mingchong opened her mouth, the dryness of her throat made her breathing a little difficult, and after a pause, she said word by word: "It's me, Gongsun Yi, I will encounter danger tomorrow, don't go to Yueyang Pass, it will be easy to do tomorrow." ”
There was no movement for a long time, didn't she say it clearly enough? Weishenme Gongsun Yi didn't react at all?
When the white light appeared, she saw him throw away the umbrella and press his fingers to the long sword at his waist, she was startled, and hurriedly shouted: "Gongsun Yi is me, are you crazy?" Listen to me before you start, don't go to Yueyang Pass tomorrow......"
She was dumbfounded, Weishenme couldn't make any sound, no wonder he drew his sword alertly, it turned out that he didn't hear her say anything at all. Seeing him approaching step by step, the long sword suddenly stabbed at her, Yue Ming rushed to dodge intuitively, but his feet seemed to be tightly bound, and he couldn't move a step.
The sword light flew in, she screamed, her figure suddenly flashed slightly, and she was lucky to escape. When she nested in a dark corner, she began to be afraid, what would happen if the sword was really cut down? Tomorrow's catastrophe is inevitable, and she will continue to be thrown back, and then repeat the saddest experience over and over again?
couldn't make a sound, even if she shouted in her throat, the other party couldn't hear what she was saying, and wanted to tell him that in addition to saying it, it could also be written on paper. That's right, she can write it down, Gongsun Yi is a very smart person, he will definitely understand what she means.
Before he could return to the room, she hurriedly flashed into his room, and the hand holding the brush kept shaking, and the strong sense of anxiety made her unable to hold the pen, and fell out of her hand several times. She forced herself to stabilize her emotions and squeezed the pen tightly so that she would not slip again.
When the tip of the pen touched the paper, and she trembled and wrote the first word, she froze, and the words written on the paper quickly disappeared, she couldn't believe her eyes, and wrote a few more words with force, still like Fang Cai, even if she scribbled on the paper like crazy, there was still no trace of her writing on the white paper.
She froze, unable to explain what was going on, Weishenme was always caught off guard at a critical moment.
In anger, she overturned the inkstone, the ink spilled on the ground, a few drops splashed on the paper, but the ink stains were clearly remaining, inadvertently, she glanced at the top of a pile of books on the desk was "Ming Yu Ji", her heart moved, hurriedly removed the books, one by one picked locally, when she selected the third book, heard the sound of pushing the door, and then, she was forced to change the position.
Standing outside the window, the conversation between Gongsun Yi and Lu Qingya, she could hear it clearly, they were obviously very puzzled by the messy scene in the house, the two were meditating, Yue Mingchong leaned against the pillar, feeling that he had no ability to turn things around.
"How long are you going to hide it from her?" Lu Qingya's tone was always unhurried, and her voice was gentle like a gentle breeze blowing on the surface of the lake.
Gongsun Yi's voice sounded after a while, "You can hide it as long as you can." ”
What are they talking about? Who is the "she" they mentioned, Yue Mingchong gradually understood that they had been hiding the truth. In fact, the two of them have been together for a long time, but Gongsun Yi pretended to be leaky, and told her that he had no personal relationship with Lu Qingya at all, so why bother? Since she can cast an amnesia curse, she will definitely fulfill them, so how can they deceive her like this?
"You lied to her like this, she knew it would be very uncomfortable."
"It's just that I'm afraid that she will be uncomfortable, I deliberately hid it from her, she wanted to put an amnesia spell on me that day, I didn't think she could be so ruthless, she wanted me to forget her, but I don't know, how can the memories I have kept from my previous life be eliminated by her little spell, the more she casts the spell, the more I remember it clearly......"
Gongsun Yi's cold and indifferent voice suddenly became sad, "She doesn't want to tell me what trouble she has encountered, then I will pretend not to know and face it with her, as long as she can live well, she would rather be with me or leave, I will go with the flow, I will not force her again, I have lost once, I only hope that she can spend the rest of her life in peace." ”
"General Gongsun is really affectionate to Miss Yue, no, it should be said that he is really affectionate to Mrs. Zun, I believe that your good intentions, she will understand one day, you are husband and wife, and you have experienced many difficulties together, after so many times of separation and integration, God will take care of you, General Gongsun, I have a request, I don't know if you can agree?"
Lu Qingya was afraid that Gongsun Yi would refuse, her expression was a little hesitant, and after getting his affirmative answer, she said tentatively: "The imperial brother and I have been dependent on each other since childhood, after my mother passed away, it was the imperial brother who took care of me and protected me, but he had to deal with the government, more often, I was still alone, after being with you, I felt that I was not lonely at all, in this world, in addition to the imperial brother, I also have these good friends, you are not alienated from me because of my identity, afraid of me, which makes me very grateful and touched, I think...... If you can become a brother and sister with General Gongsun......"
"Princess, are you joking?" Gongsun Yi was quite surprised by her sudden request, but seeing that her sincerity did not seem like a joke at all, he no longer interrupted her, but sat down and listened to her continue in silence.
Lu Qingya looked a little confused, pulled her robe, and looked around with a different face, before turning her gaze back and continuing: "I'm not joking, when I'm outside, I call you General Gongsun, and in private, I call you brother, hoping that the eldest brother can agree to my request." ”
After hesitating for a while, Gongsun Yi replied lightly: "If the princess insists on this, then the minister will not refuse again." ”
"Since we have become brother and sister, then the marriage contract between us does not count, before the royal brother did not ask my opinion, presumably the eldest brother is also troubled, I have the final say in this matter, between us, there is only the righteousness of brother and sister, there is no love between men and women, I hope that my brother and sister-in-law can rebuild the old good, white hair and eyebrows."
Hearing this, Gongsun Yi's cold face flashed with a smile, "Thank you, princess." The tone also became softer.
Lu Qingya stared at his smile for a while, and said with a warm smile: "After so long, I finally saw the smile of my eldest brother again, I really hope that you can be like this in the future, no matter what happens tomorrow, take good care of yourself, don't let the people around you worry about you and shed tears for you." ”
The candle flame came through the window, the rain drenched the stone steps, Yue Mingchong sat down along the corner, his arms clasped tightly to his knees, tears rolling down his cheeks.
The conversation in the room continued, and she sat like that, the wind and rain completely enveloping her, but her heart was warm. It's so sad that she was once again successfully deceived by him.
In terms of wisdom, scheming, and the city, she thinks that she is not lost to Gongsun Yi at all, but she is often teased by him and deceived by him.
It was this man who made her fascinated and in love, sometimes she was mad with anger, and sometimes she didn't want to leave for a moment.
That is, this man, who chased her from the past life to this life, when she fell, did not stay away from despisation because of the evil she was full of, he guided her on the right path intentionally or unintentionally, and washed away her sins. He would never abandon her at any time, even if she was dead, her soul out of her body, and her body turned to mud.
For her, he would rather pretend to lose his memory, and he wants her to live safely in this world, from resolutely not letting go to being willing to let her leave from him, this man, she must save him even if she sacrifices her life.
Knowing that she will be counterattacked, she will be seriously injured because of this, she also has to try, any of them, she is not willing to lose, they are her most precious and most difficult siblings, heart and lungs in this life, without them, she can live, but she will live in pain forever, life is better than death.
When that slap came, she didn't fight back at all, and it was impossible for her to fight back, it was herself, how could she be cruel to another her? She has no right to blame anyone, she only hates herself for being too ignorant and conceited, if she could have thought of this layer earlier, there would have been no such result.
Blood gushed out, Yue Ming Chong saw that she was knocked into the air yesterday, prostrate on the ground and unable to move, she immediately dispelled the idea of continuing to explain, turned around and disappeared into the courtyard.
Someone followed closely, fighting with Chu Yi in the woods, and returning to the General's Mansion, which happened one after another made her feel familiar, whether she had dreamed of it, or experienced it herself, it didn't matter anymore, she knocked Lu Qingya unconscious, and took advantage of the chaos to kidnap Gongsun Yi, as long as Gongsun Yi didn't appear tomorrow, everything would be reversed. Since she can't trap the first year of junior high school, she can only find a way to trap other people.
I temporarily found a cave to take him in, but he hadn't woken up yet, and at the back of his head, her hands were a little heavy, and I was afraid that he would have to sleep for several hours. Standing beside him with a lamp, knowing that he couldn't hear it, she still kept repeating the message she wanted to tell him over and over again.
When she returned to the cave, there was no trace of Gongsun Yi long gone, and in the general's mansion, everyone was ready to go, and the tense nerves were suddenly broken, and for a while, her brain was gray.
She tried her best to do all this but couldn't change anything, she knew very well what Gongsun meant to be, maybe he also heard her voice and understood what she wanted to convey. But at this moment, the situation is grim, for him, if he misses it, he doesn't know when he will seize a more favorable opportunity, once he makes a decision, he will not give up easily, and it is also a matter of the safety of the people of the dynasty, he will not say that he will change, he knows that there will be danger, and he will fight to the death.
What to do tomorrow? How soon will she disappear, and then things will be the same as before, nothing will change, and she will always make up for her mistakes and change the ending over and over again, again and again, never to end?