There is a pain, and in the depths, its name is: beyond measure.

People who have been deceived have been desperately trying to find the truth, but the so-called truth is so unbearable.

Han Yu almost didn't move his chopsticks during this meal, and he didn't touch a drop of wine, but he looked like a drunk person, the moment he got up, his head was dizzy, his brain was blank, and even his feet were soft.

Probably feeling too cold, or trying to calm down, he picked up the glass of water in front of him, regardless of whether the water was warm or cold, and drank it in one gulp, but he still felt cold.

He felt that he should go, at least he couldn't continue to stay in the Lu family, he turned around like this, and tripped over the chair, the chair did not fall to the ground on its side, but the "bang" was too loud, and everyone, including Han Yu, was trembling in their hearts.

Han Yu wanted to leave, no one stopped him, no one spoke, he seemed to be walking in the clouds, entering the garden, the cold wind was blowing on his face, and even his mind was much more sober, he suddenly felt that it was better for people to be chaotic, not everyone could withstand sobriety.

"Stop. Da"

The cold wind sent Lu Zichu's voice, which was blown a little deformed by the wind, and it sounded behind Han Yu so abruptly.

In fact, it was not abrupt, from the moment Lu Zichu called him, Han Yu vaguely guessed that Lu Zichu had something to say to him when he came to Lu's house this time.

"Who are you letting stop?" Han Yu turned around and pursed his lips, looking at Lu Zichu quietly: "Your uncle's son?" President Xinyao? Or Gu Sheng's husband? ”

"The one who decides who you are is you, not me. If you can't even decide for yourself, you can only say that you have a bad life. ”

Lu Zichu said this passage very calmly, but it was cold in his ears.

"Oops? yes, isn't that bad enough? In order to take revenge on Gu Qinghuan, I framed you for breaking into a private house, restraining your parents from returning to China to relieve Xinyao, and taking Gu Sheng away from you, am I already heinous in your eyes? If I am dirty, then the Lu family will watch me make mistakes again and again, is it a thousand times, tens of thousands of times more dirty than me. ”

Lu Zichu didn't say a word at first, only looked at Han Yu silently with dark eyes, and then said after a while: "I'm sorry, I didn't understand, who are you talking about?" ”

"Your parents, and you."

Lu Zichu nodded sharply, and said continuously: "Okay, okay, let me tell you what is dirty?" In 2011, when I learned that you were the culprit, I released an obscene video of your mother at that time, which is called filthy. Take advantage of your absence in the country, ignore Gu Qinghuan's will, and take the opportunity to annex Xinyao, which is called dirty. Take Ah Sheng back to China, ignore the so-called moral bottom line, steal and enjoy her flesh ~ body, and give you a green hat, this is called dirty. Speaking of this, Lu Zichu's words changed sharply and hit Han Yu directly: "Let's take a look at you again, in 07, I didn't care about brotherhood, united others to frame me for breaking into a private house, and insisted on prosecuting, which led to the revocation of my lawyer's license, which is called dirty." Knowing that Ah Sheng and I are lovers, I used family affection and love to take her away from me, causing her to go crazy for several years, which is called dirty. Ah Sheng doesn't recognize people, in her chaotic and unknown state, you touch her, this is called dirty. For the sake of your own selfish desires, you would rather drive Ah Sheng crazy again than let go of her hand and let her live in peace, which is called dirty. And today, it was revealed that I broke into a private house back then, trying to discredit me and the Lu family, which is also called dirty. Han Yu, you are the most selfish man in the whole world, using love as a guise, tying Gu Sheng to her side, and exhausting her seven years of youth to accompany the funeral. From the age of 21 to 28, a woman spends her best years in despair and darkness, which is the biggest filth. ”

Lu Zichu's voice was still echoing in his ears, but it was like the sharpest sword, and he was stunned to draw a long blood mark on his heart, and Han Yu couldn't tell where it was hurting for a while.

The pain struck, so much so that "exposing the trespass of private houses" only flashed in his mind, and he was swallowed up by a trace of malice without asking carefully.

"Yes, I am filthy, and who says that a filthy man is not worthy of love? Why can you love Gu Sheng, but I can't? I took care of her for five years, giving her the best of everything, helping her bathe and brush her teeth, wetting the bed and washing the sheets, but whenever it rains, you go to Los Angeles and ask, when will I let her walk on the ground......"

"That's enough—"

With an unbearable roar, the anger buried in the deepest part of his heart was completely vented out by Lu Zichu, and the fierce words were all swept out by him: "Put away your singing praises, what do you want me to say about your infatuation?" Moved or applauded? Look at Ouyang Xun next to you, she is the same age as Ah Sheng, Ouyang Xun is the sun in the morning, what is Gu Sheng? She shivered even when she stood in the sun. A 28-year-old woman, physically and mentally disabled, except for despair, only tiredness. Seeing such a her, why are you ashamed to say that you love her very much? ”

Han Yu's nails were embedded in his palm, and a sharp pain passed out from there: "So, are you going to listen to my confession?" ”

His voice was sharp and cold, and his words were tinged with haggardness.

Lu Zichu looked at him with a cold gaze and said mockingly: "Shouldn't you repent?" ”

The voices of the two seemed to still echo in the garden, beating in their hearts, but finally they sank into the sea in the obscure weather.

After a long time, Han Yu asked rhetorically, "What about after repentance?" Knowing the truth, I was shocked to find that I had spent a lot of time in 07, but in fact, I just staged a stage play to entertain myself, so quickly deny myself completely! can't be Gu Sheng's sweetheart, so he can only choose to let go, and then let a heart have nowhere to put it? ”

Lu Zichu looked at him coldly: "Han Yu, she is tolerant of Shen Ya because she is Ah Sheng's mother; If I used to say to you