Ye Ming saw that Secretary Lu's expression suddenly changed, the expression on his face was both painful and sad, and when he told himself that he was going to go to the bathroom, his voice was hoarse, and his voice trembled very much. Especially when he walked to the bathroom, his feet staggered, his body shook non-stop, and he seemed to fall to the ground at any moment......

As soon as he saw Secretary Lu's demeanor, Ye Ming couldn't help but be shocked in his heart, and he was even more convinced that he was not feeling well now.

So, he walked outside the bathroom and shouted inside in a worried tone: "Secretary Lu, you are fine!" Do you want me to call your secretary or waitress? ”

After Ye Ming finished shouting these words, he listened attentively, but there was no response.

At this time, Secretary Lu had completely fallen into a huge state of grief, with his hands propped on the edge of the sink, his head lowered, and his tears flowing. At the same time, his body was also shaking incessantly, and a kind of regretful despair made his powerful heart almost completely crushed in an instant......

He had imagined all kinds of scenarios to meet Zhao Han, and he had also guessed the current situation of Zhao Han's life, but he just didn't expect that Zhao Han would have died four years ago! Moreover, for him and their children, Zhao Han hid in that remote rural middle school in obscurity all her life, never married again, never started a family again, and spent her short and bleak life alone......

And all the tragedies of her life are caused by herself. The suffering and hardships she has suffered in this life are all because she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, fell in love with someone who was destined to not give her happiness, and fell in love with a ruthless and unrighteous person who didn't care about her for decades despite her high position......

As soon as he thought of this, a deep sense of guilt and guilt made him can't help but lower his head, and hit the white porcelain plate of the sink a few times, until his forehead hurts and his eyes are full of gold stars before stopping.

It was only at this time that he understood why Zhao Han had to disappear quietly without hesitation: she must have known that she was pregnant, but she didn't want to affect his future and break up his family—because in that era, when a college student was pregnant unmarried, both men and women would be severely punished. Especially for a family like Lu Zhiyao, not only will he be severely punished, but if it is more serious, he may be sentenced by the public security organs for hooliganism.

Moreover, Zhao Han definitely didn't want to knock out the child in his belly. Because she knew that Lu Zhiyao's family was a very traditional big family, and she attached great importance to traditional concepts such as "unfilial piety has three, and no queen is great". Lu Zhiyao's family has four brothers and sisters, and he is the only one male. And he and Gu Huaying gave birth to another daughter, and it is impossible to have another daughter according to the national birth policy.

For this reason, Lu Zhiyao's old father was very worried and disappointed at that time, and always felt that his room was about to cut off the incense in Lu Zhiyao's generation, so he had been thinking about it.

Lu Zhiyao knew the thoughts of his old father, but he had no way to give birth to another son. Therefore, after falling in love with Zhao Han, he once said to her half-jokingly and half-seriously: We will get married in the future, and I hope you can give me a son, continue the incense of our old Lu family, but fulfill my old father's wish......

Zhao Han must have listened to this passage to heart. Therefore, after Zhilu Dao was pregnant, he was reluctant to beat it, but he couldn't continue to study in school, and he didn't dare to tell Lu Zhiyao - because she knew that Lu Zhiyao knew that she was pregnant, with his character, he would divorce Gu Huaying desperately and marry her.

Therefore, for the sake of Lu Zhiyao's future, in order to give birth to her and Lu Zhiyao's blood and blood smoothly, she had to choose an extreme way of not saying goodbye, gambling on the future and happiness of her next life, fulfilling Lu Zhiyao's glorious future, and preserving his blood and bones.

And the reason why she chose to change her name and surname to live in seclusion in Xinleng County, and even risked being scolded by her hometown parents and villagers, was to prevent others from knowing Ye Ming's life experience. Because she knows very well: Lu Zhiyao is still fighting in his career, and he must not let his opponent know that he had made a mistake in his style in school, let alone let people know that he now has an illegitimate child. In order to keep it a complete secret and not leave any hidden dangers for Lu Zhiyao, she didn't even dare to tell her son who his father was, nor did she dare to let her son find his biological father......

Everything she did was for Lu Zhiyao; The suffering and sins she suffered were all because of Lu Zhiyao; For the sake of Lu Zhiyao, she is willing to abandon everything she has and destroy everything she has; She thought about Lu Zhiyao very carefully and meticulously, but she didn't think about herself at all......

What kind of affection, what kind of great love this is! How can I know how to be worthy of such a beautiful, so good, so kind, and so infatuated woman to give her life without regrets?

As soon as he thought of this, the tears on Secretary Lu's face were even more turbulent, and a feeling of remorse made him want to bang his head on the wall again: Over the years, as long as he used more snacks and paid more attention, with his higher and higher status and heavier power, he should have been able to find Zhao Han's mother and son a few years ago or even more than ten years ago. If that were the case, Zhao Han might not have gotten cancer. Even if she has cancer, she can find a way to ask a medical expert to find a way to prolong her life......

It's a pity that although I have been thinking about Zhao Han, I didn't expect her to be so loyal, so infatuated, and so persistent, and thought that she would have married and started a family a long time ago, so I didn't do my best to find it, so that I can't even see the last side now, which is really regretful......

In this mood of self-blame and self-pity, his mind was chaotic, and he didn't hear Ye Ming's shout full of worry outside.

It wasn't until Ye Ming started knocking on the bathroom door with his hand that he woke up suddenly, quickly calmed down, cleared his throat, and said outside in a relatively calm voice: "Child, I'm fine, don't worry." I'll wash my face and come out! ”

In the process of waterproof and washing his face, he had already thought about it: now that he has just arrived in Tianjiang, his foothold is still unstable, and the dark tide in the provincial party committee is turbulent and full of contradictions, he must not let Ye Ming know that he is his biological father, so as not to give the opponent a handle and an opportunity. However, Ye Ming is not only her own flesh and blood, but also Zhao Han's hope and sustenance for a lifetime, and she is also the person she cares about and cares about the most under Jiuquan. Therefore, I must find ways to cultivate him and support him well, and when he has a successful career and he is about to retire, he will recognize his father and son.