I looked at the mezzanine in the pages and hesitated, knowing that what was placed in this way must be important, so I just sat with the book in my hand.

After a while, I made up my mind. Although I knew that if I read it, Ah Han would definitely be unhappy, but driven by curiosity, I comforted myself and said, "Just look at one, just look at one." As he spoke, he gently pulled out the first one, and with curiosity, he looked at it from beginning to end, just after reading this one.

I froze on the ground like five thunderbolts, and trembled and pulled out the second one, but the more I looked at it, the more I realized that my hands were already trembling.

There are only a few strokes on the first one: stabbing on the hunting trip, just scare the grass and startling the snake, and do not hurt anyone. Another line at the bottom reads, accidentally injuring the crown princess. Below, Zhu Pi wrote, "Give the injured person self-judgment and settle his family."

The handwriting faded slightly, revealing the old past, and I will never forget the sword light and sword wound on my chest that night. My hands trembled, the assassins on the hunting trip were sent by Ah Han, just for the purpose of intimidation, for what? I just thought of it for a moment, at that time, no one would doubt Ah Han, but only suspect the Liang family and Qi Min, which made the emperor suspicious of these two parties, and strengthened the emperor's determination to pass on the throne to Ah Han.

The second one just said that he would ask someone to sacrifice to Concubine Chen, and to surpass the sins of Concubine Chen's self-judgment, hoping that she would ascend to bliss as soon as possible. Although it is extremely filial, but I just sneered, I still remember when I asked Ah Han, he bluntly said that he did not know about Concubine Chen's suicide, and he sighed about the departure of his mother in every way, and now it seems that it is just a lie. Ah Han not only knew about the matter, but also knew that Concubine Chen had committed suicide for his throne.

Tears were dripping down my eyes unconsciously, and I smiled softly, "Be honest, huh! It's easy to say, but it's so hard to do. ”

I closed the book gently, but I couldn't calm down for a long time. I didn't want to look at it anymore, but for a moment, I opened the page again and pulled out the next one. The book made me regret opening the book again, making me regret entering the imperial study, making me regret entering the palace, making me regret coming to this era, and it was also the most painful moment in my life.

There is only a short line of words on the paper as thin as a cicada's wings: assassinate the tenth master with a dead soldier, and commit suicide after success. The following note is, Done.

I looked at it and smiled, tears drying and falling from my face. I gritted my teeth and hated my father to the core, and he turned out to be a scapegoat for others for nothing. My Ah Qing lying in a pool of blood is so small, it can't be a stumbling block at all, why bother to kill it all! I still remember the way he fell in a pool of blood, I also remember his tender voice calling me "Chuxi", I also remember when his coffin was carried away, and I remember my hatred for my father at that time, that hatred is the hatred of bloodthirsty flesh, and it is also a helpless hatred!

But now, this hatred should be directed at Ah Han, and I hate myself even more now, I can't hate Ah Han like this.

In such a book, I wonder how many people in the road died in the instructions written in a few words?

I know that there may be more things below the Dao that I don't know, but I have made up my mind to know what is true and what is false.

It's just that the further down I look, the more overwhelmed I become. On Chinese New Year's Eve, when the Prince's Mansion was raided and spent in prison, I let Ruoyun's food box put abortion pills. Ah Han wrote that the child in Ruoyun's belly "this rebel son can't be kept", he asked someone to put the medicine into my food box, and he knew that I would definitely let Ruoyun eat.

I can still remember the red blood under Ruoyun's body, and I still remember that she cried and begged Liang Ruier to save the child, but I didn't know that I was the one who killed her, my face was cold, and I just muttered at a loss: "I'm sorry, Ruoyun, I really don't know what to do." ”

The ink was like blood, and it only read, "Assassinate the father and emperor as a self-judge." The old man I hated had done nothing and died by his own son's sword, and it was so miserable.

I slipped out of my chair and fell to the floor, just crying.

"When the abolished prince leaves Beijing, stab the abolished prince and his companions." I just looked at this one, and the blood all over my body was like freezing, the waste prince and his companions, Qi Min and Liang Rui'er, they were stabbed to death? I couldn't help but cry in a low voice, and finally cried out loud.

What exactly are they doing wrong? Why did Ah Han refuse to let them die well? I also wishfully thought that I had given them the calmness to trace the world, but I didn't want them to die with the wind, leaving only resentment.

Qi Min is right, whether it is fighting or not, it is just like snow, melting.

The next one is four words, stabbing Qi Yi to death. Although I don't have much affection for Qi Yi, it's just that Ah Han Jiangshan is already sitting firmly, and there is really no need to kill more, why do you have to kill them all?

I looked at the page in my hand, and I knew that if I continued to read, it would only be killing, but I had to read it. Pulled out the following one, and looked, sure enough, the Queen Mother's diet was given chronic poison, and she would be drowsy last year, but the following line read: The imperial concubine is aware. Zhu approved two words and postponed.

And in the next one, the concubine knows too much and can't keep it. I just felt that my head was all blank at the "bang", the death of the concubine Niangniang, although I only thought that the truth was unbearable, I never thought it was Ah Han. He killed an old man who was powerless in the cold palace, and the concubine Niangniang was killed because I went around a lot of time so that Ah Han knew many things about the concubine Niangniang. My heart hurts when I cry, and it's because of me that I killed the people closest to me.

The moon slave knew about the imperial concubine's past and killed her.

Sister Lingxian knew the life experience of the imperial concubine and killed.

The abolished queen went to the cold palace in the middle of the night, and now it can be removed, but it can't be kept.

Moon slave, it turned out that he died because he saw me. If I had pretended not to know each other, we would have been fine. I was so happy that I thought it was an old friend, but I didn't expect to kill the moon slave.

Sister, my own sister who cried and told me that as long as I knew that I would be the best for a long time, she was killed just because she knew that her sister was still alive. It's all because of me, it's all because I told Ah Han about my sister, and it was I who sent someone to send something to my sister, so I led the killer to Ling County.

I clutched the paper tightly and said with a wry smile, "Be honest? How many people have I killed by being honest? ”

The Queen Mother met late at night, but she didn't want to incur the disaster of killing. The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, the Queen Mother has already broken off with the Liang family, and she just wants to live in peace. Besides, Ah Han already knew that Concubine Chen had committed suicide, so why did she embarrass the Queen Mother!

From beginning to end, after reading everything, I clutched these papers that had killed many people tightly in my hand, and the last one fell to the ground flutteringly, and I picked it up gently. I didn't know that Li Rongrong, who was protecting me like Lu Dao, was also because I died, and the people who were watching me knew that Li Rongrong was in love with Qi Yue, and they knew that Li Rongrong knew my identity, so ......

Li Rongrong knew about the imperial concubine's past, and she loved the prince, so she couldn't stay.

I didn't know that my so-called departed and dead relatives were actually killed by me and the people I loved the most.

I sat on the ground in despair, and the blood in the past kept coming back to me. Qi Qing was covered with blood and cold hands, his father's hoarse crying, Qi Min and Liang Rui'er's backs whipping away, Ruoyun said that she wanted the child in her womb to call me an aunt, the concubine told me to cherish the people in front of me, the moon slave said that everyone has a life, my sister hugged me and cried heartbroken, the queen mother gently called me "Yun'er" when she climbed over the wall in the middle of the night, Li Rongrong looked at the longing in the distance, and was still thinking about me and A Yue before she died......

No wonder my aunt in front of the palace repeatedly warned me that once I will succeed, my bones will wither, and sacrificing one or two is nothing. No wonder Ah Yue is afraid that if I know the truth, I will think this place is dirty and want to escape from here. No wonder Ah Yue always told me that Qi Min and Liang Rui'er must be fine, it turned out that he had already known that he wanted to comfort me. No wonder I always feel that I can't see the truth clearly in the clouds, and it turns out that the truth is unsightly.

Ah Han knew the Tao from beginning to end, he knew how important his throne was, how hard-won it was, his mother sacrificed for his throne, his father had been carefully protecting him, he had swallowed his anger for so many years, and now for the throne, sacrifice a few more, what is it?

I cried and cried, and the tears dried up, and there were no more tears. The heart throbbed for a while, but the bottom of the heart became brighter and brighter, and the endless void had long been irreparable. However, even if I die now, I will never have the face to see those relatives I have been thinking about for a long time, because it is because of me that they died tragically.

These layers of truth and illusion are like delicate flowers preserved in a closed environment, and as soon as they come into contact with the air, they immediately disappear, leaving nothing left, as if they never existed......

I'm sitting on the ground, who's next? Ah Yue? Wonderful dance? Yuyu? Lin Wanwan? Ah Han will not stop until he wants to kill all the people around me? If I knew that an imperial concubine would kill so many people, if I knew that I would kill so many people when I entered the palace, I would rather die at the palace gate than enter the palace gate.

The imperial study is surprisingly quiet without my crying. The sound of falling snow outside was faintly visible, but it was more clear the sound of hurriedly stepping on the snow. After a while, the door of the imperial study creaked open, and I turned around, and Ah Han was standing there, covered in snow, followed by Yin Li.

Yin Li patted the snow off her body and followed Ah Han in. As soon as she saw me, she said, "Niangniang doesn't take the emperor to heart, why didn't she come in without a report?" also asked the emperor to hurry from Chenji Palace. ”