Chapter 34: The more you love, the more you hurt

In the next few days, Jiang Xiaoqiao stayed in the bedroom and never went out.

She spends her days in the dormitory unkempt, staring into her phone in a daze, as if she is waiting for a call, and as if she is waiting for a reply.

Of course, Lin Yishui, Liang Xue and Jiang Yun all had questions about Jiang Xiaoqiao's state.

But out of a duty of secrecy, I can only pretend not to know, saying that she may have been too tired lately.

I looked at Jiang Xiaoqiao's depressed state and wanted to help her, but I couldn't do anything.

I hope she can get out of her thinking circle as soon as possible, and I hope she can give up on this child.

In addition to three meals a day, I will go back to the dormitory and help Jiang Xiaoqiao bring food. The rest of the time I spent the rest of my time studying in the library with Lin Yishui, Jiang Yun, and Liang Xue. Occasionally, Fang Wenke would come to study with me and bring Zhao Jun with him.

Of course, it was my idea to let Fang Wenke bring Zhao Jun to the library. I just want Zhao Jun and Jiang Yun to have more opportunities to cultivate their relationship, but all signs are showing that my behavior is redundant, and Zhao Jun can't be shaken at all!

Today, as usual, the four of us girls are in the library, and Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun are practicing taekwondo in the sports room.

I flipped through the 100 pages of the essence and quickly scanned all the exam content with my eyes; The down-to-earth Liang Xue repeatedly copied the same question on straw paper, and she always felt that a good memory was better than a bad pen; The shrewd Jiang Yun summarized the test points of the exam on a blank piece of paper, and at first glance he was an ordinary scholar; And the overlord Pai Lin Yishui wore a professional headset, sat there and nodded to the rhythm, her eyes were fixed on the book, but she didn't turn a page for a long time, as if isolated from the world - I straightened up my waist and stretched, intending to end this morning's struggle.

Liang Xue and Jiang Yun saw that I closed the book, and at the same time put down the gel pen in their hands.

Now only Lin Yishui, who is wearing headphones, is still lowering his head, and I was just about to reach out to play with her head, but Lin Yishui suddenly sang a lyric loudly.

At this moment, everyone in the library looked at us in unison, not to mention how embarrassed it was.

Liang Xue saw that Lin Yishui hadn't reacted yet, so she hurriedly took off the big earphones on her head.

At this time, Lin Yishui raised his head and came to his senses.

Liang Xue whispered to her, "Sister! You're so fascinated by the songs! You've just sung aloud, and you're in the spotlight now! ”

Lin Yishui looked around, only to find that she was still in the library, and everyone was staring at her and smiling at her.

Lin Yishui's face turned red all of a sudden, and then she buried her head in the crook of her arm, and the three of us laughed quietly.

Walking out of the library, Liang Xue said to the three of us, "Let's go out to eat at noon today!" Why don't you go back to your dorm room, but go straight to the library? ”

"Okay!" Lin Yishui and Jiang Yun replied in unison.

"What about you? Unnamed? Seeing that I didn't answer, Liang Xue continued to ask.

"Of course! But in a minute, you can go straight to the library! I still have to bring lunch for Jiang Xiaoqiao! I replied.

"What's wrong with Jiang Xiaoqiao lately? I don't say anything when I ask her! It's been almost two weeks since you've brought her food! Liang Xue said impatiently.

"It's just a matter of bringing food, it's a convenient thing, and you can't tire me, why are you in a hurry! Little Joe, she may have something on her mind! It should be fine after a while! I explained.

Liang Xue saw that my answer was vague, so she took out the spirit of her female detective and began to interrogate me, saying, "Weiming, do you know anything that you haven't told us?" ”

Her question really made me feel empty, because I never lied since I was a child.

I shook my head and pretended to be calm and said, "Don't be suspicious, as if I leaked a state secret!" ”

Liang Xue smiled, didn't continue to ask, the four of us went straight to the bibimbap restaurant at the school gate and had a good meal.

When I went back to the dormitory, I packed a bibimbap and stone pot miso soup for Jiang Xiaoqiao, both of which she usually likes to eat.

It's just that when I opened the bedroom door, I found Jiang Xiaoqiao curled up on the ground and convulsed, sweating profusely.

I hurriedly put down the food, carried Little Joe back to the bed, and touched her forehead, only to find that she had a fever.

I quickly rummaged through the cabinets, found the family medicine box that Fang Wenke had prepared for me, took out the antipyretics, and fed Jiang Xiaoqiao.

After giving her the medicine, I took out the phone and wanted to call Fang Wenke and ask him to take us to the hospital.

However, before I could dial Fang Wenke's phone number, Jiang Xiaoqiao stopped me with all his might: "Unnamed!" Don't—don't call, just a moment—that's fine, I don't want to—let anyone know. ”

Looking at Jiang Xiaoqiao's weak appearance, my heart was so uncomfortable, I didn't know that a woman weishenme would torture herself like this, and it was for an unworthy man, and an untimely child who appeared.

I sat next to Jiang Xiaoqiao and took care of her for a while.

I saw that she had recovered a little, and hurriedly handed her the rice and soup that had not yet cooled, Jiang Xiaoqiao looked at the rice and soup in my hand, shook his head, and said, "Weiming, xiexie, you take care of me so much, but I can't eat it." ”

I took a spoon and scooped a small spoonful of soup into a bowl, put it to her mouth, and said, "If you can't eat it, you have to eat it!" You're going to break down like that! What about Liang Chengming? Didn't he come to you? Didn't call you? ”

Jiang Xiaoqiao saw that I had brought the soup to her mouth, so she had to drink it, and then said to me, "I'm here, I've called, but he still asked me to beat the child." I told him that I won't beat the child, and if he doesn't divorce his wife, I'll go to his house to make trouble! ”

"Xiao Qiao, I don't want to talk about the lesson, weishenme, you just can't figure it out? Your family is not short of money, do you want to practice yourself like this? ”

"I love him so much, I give him so much that I can't let go! But Weishenme, I love him so much, and he wants to do this to me? As he spoke, Little Joe began to burst into tears again.

"Want to know what he weishenme did to you? He can do this to you because you have paid too much! Because you make him think that you are too good to fish, and make him feel that there is no passion for being with you! ”

"No, he's not that kind of person! No—" Jiang Xiaoqiao cried and beat his chest, the picture was very sad.

Jiang Xiaoqiao still didn't eat in the end, and he didn't struggle out of the pain.

I don't know how long this state of hers will last, and how long it will take for it to end, but in her, I see too many realistic things, too much of Aiqing's fragile side.

It turns out that in aiqing, the injured one is always the most serious one.