"I talked a lot with Daddy Fan just now. He said that your change made him both happy and worried. You're smart enough to know why he's both happy and worried. Be strong, can you open up with me? This time, Guan Yan went straight to the point, and a little worry was written on her face.

"Okay." Fan Jianqiang is also very honest.

So, under the cover of night, the two started a conversation in a quiet atmosphere.

"Needless to say, Dad Fan, it's me, it's Guan Bi, and I'm both happy and worried because of you. We are a family, and of course we hope that you are a real man, a man who is constantly getting stronger. However, this does not mean that you are encouraged to risk your life in exchange for strength. For the family, we want you to be healthy first, safe second, and strong last. Your strength should be built on a foundation of health and safety. We live, work, and work hard, not in isolation. There is a saying......"

"People don't live just for themselves."

"Yes, that's it. For example, when my mother was alive, I thought that I was alive, not only for myself, but also for my mother and Guan Bi. So, no matter how much hardship I went through, no matter how hard and difficult my work was, I endured it. Because, I don't just live for myself. Later, after a lot of tossing and turning, I found you, and suddenly I felt like I was going home. So now, I feel that when I live, I must not only take into account Guan Bi, but also Fan Dad, Yijin, Jiuliang and you. That's why when I heard the news, I hurriedly asked for leave from the city party committee, and regardless of the suspicion of personal gain, I used various methods to inquire into and even influence the progress of the matter. Because I know that sometimes, I can only do this, even though I know that my identity does not allow me to do so. ”

In fact, when Guan Yan came over, Fan Jianqiang knew her intentions.

In the initial time, he almost didn't have to guess, he roughly knew what Guan Yan wanted to say.

However, he was particularly surprised to hear this.

Because, Guan Yan did open her heart and said it sincerely.

You must know that with her identity, if such words are made public, they will cause an uproar in Xinghua.

In other words, her position required her to be highly principled, and she bluntly admitted that she had put it aside at the time.

In other words, if Guan Yan didn't regard herself as a family member, she would never have put her principles aside for the time being, let alone open up to herself.

So, with the help of the light, he couldn't help but look into her eyes, and he heard it very clearly.

"You should know what it means to me if I put my favoritism in front of the prosperous people. Actually, you already know the character of my biological father, and as his biological daughter, there are some personalities that I inherited. In other words, if something happens to my family, I will be stubborn and stubborn to protect them under all kinds of pressure. Because, I really can't live for myself. So, can you put yourself in their shoes? Is there something you can think about for me too? If nothing happens to you, maybe I won't put the principles aside for a while. From this point of view, don't you feel that you are alive, there is a factor, and you are also living for me? In this way, you can understand why Daddy Fan is both happy and worried because of your changes, including the injury of a pound and the horror of Jiuliang later......"

At this moment, Fan Jianqiang was vigilant for the first time and found that he had crossed over with a fatal psychological defect, that is: orphan psychology - always thinking that he was fearless, but secretly stubborn in a kind of self-character, volatile blood, in the final analysis, is a person's will and battle......

Therefore, when Guan Yan noticed that he had been silent for a long time, so much so that he patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, Fan Jianqiang gritted his teeth and said excitedly: "Sister Guan Yan, I understand." I shouldn't just think about entering, and I shouldn't think that all strength is earned by forging ahead. After listening to what you just said, I had a feeling of sudden enlightenment, and I suddenly felt that the strength of being detached from the foundation was actually a double-edged sword......"

"Hehe, that's smart! Of course, when I say that, I do not negate your bravery and courage in the daytime. In fact, you did a great job today. When I went to pick you up, I said the truth, and I want to repeat it again - I am so proud of you! At this moment, Guan Yan probably felt very relieved, and reaffirmed and encouraged Fan Jianqiang with a smile, and then changed her words, and seemed to be a little surprised, "By the way, what did you call me just now?" ”

Fan Jianqiang was startled, frowned, and then raised his eyebrows and smiled: "I call you Sister Guan Yan." ”

"Haha, that's good! Come on, call again......"

"Huh? Call it again? ”

"Yes, call it again!"

"Sister Guan Yan, Sister Guan Yan ......"

"Hehe, naughty. By the way, I heard that the little girl named Yu Xiaolian ran away from home, are you very sad? Sad? I've seen her, she's beautiful, she's beautiful, and most importantly, she's very spontaneous. Guan Bi said that you are still martyred for her, I don't believe it......"

"There was no martyrdom, but I think she is very important to me."

"Why?"

"Because...... Because...... Because she has brought me a lot of touches, touches that have nothing to do with falling in love! ”

When he said these words, Fan Jianqiang did not laugh.

Seeing in her eyes and listening in her ears, Guan Yan didn't ask much.

At this time, Guan Bi appeared at the door of the hall: "Please, it's 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, do you sleep?" Sister, you just want to educate him, and you also have to choose a suitable time, right? Also, don't bother with that, he actually understands everything......"

So, Guan Yan and Fan Jianqiang smiled, and then walked into the hall together.

When the door of the hall slowly hid the figures of the three people, the entire mountain village fell silent, so silent that you could hear the sound of the mountain wind sweeping the night sky in the distance.

It is worth mentioning that one of Fan Jianqiang's previous thoughts was inadvertently extinguished, that is, to move out from Guan Yan: live, just like Guan Yan tonight living in Lao Fan's house without scruples!

It is true that Fan Jianqiang in this night has always been tossing and turning.

And this kind of tossing and turning has basically nothing to do with creatures like women.

That is to say, except for a short period of time, he inevitably had to involuntarily immerse himself in the sadness and regret of Xiaolian's sudden departure, and for most of the time afterward, he racked his brains to think about two questions: how to go in the future is not only to live for himself, but also to stand tall in the city......

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This afternoon, the unit has a more important meeting, which must be prepared from morning to noon, and I also have a division of labor in the meeting process, which may last until the evening, so I will send this chapter in advance. Brothers, in order to get on the shelves, we keep working hard!