There is a tomb in the heart, and the surviving live
Outside the private room, Shi Tao regretted it very much.
He shouldn't have told Lu Zichu that there were Ah Sheng's classmates gathered on the other side, and Ah Sheng could have avoided these embarrassments, all of which were his fault.
Wu Nai said: "The most painful person is not you, nor me, nor anyone present, it is Ah Sheng, it is Zichu ......."
Wu Nai was right, Ah Sheng stood in the private room across the door, pinching her palms hard, she knew that she was making a joke, and she smeared Lu Zichu.
From the moment she entered the private room, Lu Zichu took out a handkerchief and knelt on the ground, lifted her skirt, and wiped the aftermath for her.
Is there anything more shameful for her?
She is 27 years old this year, even though she is in a trance, she also cares about her face, and now she is making such a fuss, looking at Lu Zichu with her eyes down, and she wants to die.
She shouldn't have come back, and if she didn't, she wouldn't have experienced what it meant to be disillusioned.
In "Heaven and Dragon Slayer", Zhou Zhiruo was extremely ruthless at the Shaolin Conference, although she was extremely ruthless in order to compete for fame and shame, but when she and Yu Lianzhou were both defeated, she was actually going to die in the depths of her heart.
Ah Sheng is not Zhou Zhiruo, but she is doing something similar to Zhou Zhiruo, because she has a desire, so she will follow Lu Zichu back to China, but deep down in her heart, she no longer has half a luxury for love.
At the age of 21, before she returned to China, Lu Zichu said to her: "Ah Sheng, do you know how willful you are?" ”
At that time, she couldn't answer Lu Zichu, but today, many years later, Ah Sheng's eyes are full of brilliance and she is physically and mentally exhausted.
"Don't wipe it, please...... Don't wipe it. ”
Lu Zichu's movements were slightly stiff, and he didn't stop wiping, but his movements were very light, but Ah Sheng's legs were in burning pain.
Ah Sheng's eyes finally changed at this moment when he looked at Lu Zichu, and all the negative emotions that had accumulated over the years burst out: "Let's let each other go!" ”
As much as she longed to be with him, she was afraid to be with him. Like today, she doesn't mind losing face, but because he's here, that's why she's in such pain.
Ah Sheng's state of mind, Lu Zichu may not be unaware, he stopped moving, but opened his mouth and bit Ah Sheng's calf without hesitation.
Ah Sheng exhaled in pain and bent down uncomfortably.
After biting someone, Lu Zichu put down Ah Sheng's skirt and stood up, unexpectedly he was very calm, and his voice was even very gentle: "Does it hurt?" ”
Ah Sheng pursed his lips tightly, his face painful.
Lu Zichu looked at her, his expression was even more painful than hers, "It's been six years, I have built a tomb in my heart, and there is a surviving person living in it, when you moved this surviving person from my heart, I will let you go." But until then, I won't let you think wildly. One person's problem, two people to fix; One person's frustration, two people to bear. Lu Zichu put his face on Ah Sheng's face, blindly seeking hope in despair: "If you decide to give up on yourself, I won't stop you, but please give me back the former Ah Sheng." ”
Ah Sheng couldn't return the girl Ah Sheng to Lu Zichu, but she wanted to say that if she could reunite with the girl Ah Sheng in the old days, she would tell the girl Ah Sheng: "Don't provoke your university teacher Lu Zichu." ”