Three lives and three lives, love is as deep as the sea.

He held a small golden lock in his palm, and his gaze never took off her face.

This golden lock was built and given to Su Lingtian when he was ten years old, and these eight words were also carved by him at his behest and found in the hidden pocket on her waist when he bathed Yue Ming.

For a while, all the firm inferences were disrupted, this thing should be buried with Su Ling, why......

Something was biting his fingers, and he looked down to see that the fingers that were originally caressing Yue Ming's cheeks were pulled by her and stuffed into her mouth at some point, and she was also bitten back and forth by her selflessly.

"Hungry? It's time for a bite to eat...... Qiao'er, find a place to buy some porridge. ”

The curtain was lifted, and Yu Qiaofeng poked his head in, "Second brother, there is no village in front of the village and no store here, where can I get food?" ”

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, just find a wild place, and I can make a pot of porridge."

Yu Qiaofeng turned to Ru Fei and said in disbelief: "You can really do it?" Don't brag about it. ”

Ru Fei patted his chest and said with a smile: "Don't underestimate me, I will definitely bring a few treasures when I go out...... Casserole, fire folds, rice, noodles. He said, bowing his head and taking out his magic weapon from the baggage at his feet, and when the carriage stopped at a secluded junction, he hurried to the river with the fellows in his arms.

"Second brother, then I'll help Ru Fei."

After finishing speaking, Yu Qiaofeng walked towards Ru Fei with half a bag of white rice.

Without the chatter of the two of them, Shijie suddenly became much quieter. When Ru Fei learned that the "little fairy" he longed for was Gongsun Yi's sister-in-law, he had to follow him with a dead face. Of course, the slightly stupid and simple-minded Ru Fei didn't know that the "brother-in-law" he identified was Gongsun Yi, one of the four generals of the dynasty, and he was fetching water and buying food along the way, and I don't know if he was talking to him, the future brother-in-law.

He wanted to withdraw his hand, but he was pulled tighter by Yue Mingchong.

She had not woken up for two days since the carriage had been gone, sometimes saying things that no one understood, sometimes sobbing. No matter what, she is alive after all, and as long as there is still a breath of hope.

Rong Xi's death hit her hard, she took all the sins on herself, perhaps, she blamed herself for not wanting to wake up from her slumber to face reality, right?

"Ming Chong, it won't be long before we go back to Ruiyuan, and when you're well, we'll get married, okay?" He leaned over and picked her up, and let her lie in his arms, although the carriage was large, and there was a blanket under her, but the road was very bumpy, and he did not know if she could stand it.

Her gray hair was hooked by his fingers, and he caressed the dazzling hair, and his heart was full of regret, always one step too late, if she hadn't been left alone that night, there would have been no current situation.

He hugged her tighter, his forehead touching her cold cheek, "How long will you have to sleep before you want to wake up?" If you keep falling asleep like this, what should I do? I want my wife to live in good health in the world, and in the future we will have many more children, one by one, around you to call me mother, call me father...... How good, wake up quickly, I'm still waiting for you to take me on a tour of the mountains and rivers, waiting for you to carry a sedan chair to marry me......"

His voice grew choked, something warm soaked his forehead, and he gently moved away, seeing two lines of tears slip down the corners of her eyes. He was even more emotional, shook her body, heard her muttering, he hurriedly moved to her lips, and heard her say in a trance: "Rong Xi, big brother, I killed you, you wait, I'll go to you, Qiao'er, don't be afraid of loneliness when you are alone below, I'm here to accompany you......"

His heart skipped a beat, and he sighed secretly, her consciousness was confused, she had no desire to survive, and she didn't know if she could insist on returning to Ruiyuan in her current situation.

He kissed away her hot tears, took a deep breath, closed his eyes slightly, and said softly: "Rong Xi won't blame you, he just wanted you to live well when he saved you, Qiao'er didn't die, you didn't kill anyone, don't blame yourself anymore, no one will blame you." ”

"Qiao'er, I didn't mean to kill you, really, you believe me......" she muttered, her voice getting lower and lower, and suddenly fine sweat oozed from her forehead, her brows tightened, and her breathing became more and more rapid.

Gongsun Yi was at a loss, this sudden situation made him suddenly confused, "Ming Chong, it's okay, you'll be fine......" Before his words fell, she coughed twice, and suddenly vomited out a mouthful of blood, and the blood was swallowed by her again, blocked in her mouth and nose.

He hurriedly hugged her sideways to prevent her from suffocating from being choked by the blood that vomited, "Qiao'er is still alive, you listen to me, he never blamed you." ”

Perhaps hearing his words, her emotions gradually calmed down, reached out to wipe the blood stains from her mouth, he opened the curtain and saw Yu Qiaofeng walking towards this side with a bowl, and called in a low voice: "Qiao'er, hurry up." ”

"Come on, second brother, don't worry, the porridge is still a little hot, let's dry it for a while, Ru Fei is really good, and the skill of cooking porridge is much better than Sister Mingchong...... Second brother, are you bleeding? Yu Qiaofeng hurriedly put down the bowl, screamed and dragged Gongsun Yi's hand, and only then did he relax when he saw that he was intact. His eyes moved to Yue Mingchong, and when he saw that there was still blood on her lips, he was stunned, and was about to ask—"Don't talk yet, she always thought you were dead, and she felt guilty, you came to wake her up, hoping that she could hear your voice." ”

"Well, I'll try it then."

Yu Qiaofeng's lips moved to Yue Mingchong's ear, pinched his throat and whispered, "Sister, can you hear my voice?" I'm Xiao Xi, Hua Xiao Xi. ”

Her eyelids trembled slightly, she opened her mouth, and said weakly: "Little rhino, little rhino ......"

Yu Qiao was overjoyed and smiled at Gongsun Yi: "Second brother, look, she can hear me." Suddenly, a trace of gloom flashed in Gongsun Yi's eyes, although he didn't know why, he still softened his voice and continued to say in Yue Mingchong's ear: "Sister, do you know who Xiao Xi is?" He is Qiao'er, Yu Qiaofeng, he is not dead, he has always been by his sister's side, sister, don't be sad, Qiao'er doesn't blame you at all, second brother, he is very worried about you, sister, wake up quickly. ”

Seeing tears slipping from the corners of her eyes, Yu Qiaofeng knew that his words had worked, he didn't notice that Gongsun Yi turned his face and sighed softly, and after nagging a few more words, he heard Yue Mingchong whisper: "Qiao'er, I didn't mean to." ”

"I know, sister, you love me, how can you be willing to kill me."

"Don't hate me, I'll be with you soon."

Yu Qiaofeng was immediately disheartened, thinking that her voice would wake her up, but she didn't expect that her thinking was already ingrained, and it was difficult to change what she had done. She obviously didn't do it on purpose, but she insisted on taking all the responsibility, he was obviously not dead, but she was paranoid that he had already gone to the Yellow Spring.

"Second brother, what should I do now?" He was extremely frustrated, and in desperation, he handed the almost cold vegetable porridge to Gongsun Yi, "Sister Ming Chong must have been hungry for a long time, the second brother let her eat some first, and then I will go and serve some to the second brother, Sister Ming Chong will not wake up for a while, second brother, you have to take care of your body." ”

"Leave me alone, you can eat first."

Yu Qiaofeng sighed and shook her head, jumped out of the carriage, Gongsun Yi leaned forward to adjust her posture, let her sit diagonally in her arms, and handed a small spoon to her mouth, but she didn't know how to open her mouth, a few times, the gruel poured into her mouth and flowed out along the corners of her mouth.

"Do you want me to take care of you like this for the rest of my life?" He scooped a spoonful into his mouth, brought his lips close to her, and put it into her mouth, and miraculously, she never spit it out again. After that, he kept feeding her in this way, and if she woke up and knew that she was being fed like this by him, she wondered if she would be ashamed and angry and want to beat him.

The carriage continued to move forward, the sky gradually darkened, Yu Qiaofeng and Ru Fei sat on the front of the carriage and chatted, and the journey was not too boring.

Gongsun Yi discovered a rule, as long as his hand was placed on her face, she would hold his hand in a daze, tian and kiss, and then, her fingers would become fragrant and delicious braised pig's trotters to be gnawed by her with relish. Fortunately, she didn't use any force at all, just biting lightly like a kitten, then letting go, and biting again, which was the only pleasure in her sleep, although her fingers were tickled by her, she couldn't bear to move away.

"How happy you listen to them talking, do you know what they're talking about? Ru Fei said that his distant aunt has ten children in her life, and we will get married in the future, how many do you want to have? ”

The corners of her lips were slightly hooked, as if she was interested in his topic, and he was a little excited in his heart, whether she could listen to it or not, as long as she talked to her, she would not feel lonely in her sleep or in her dreams.

What color is the heavens and the earth? For so many years, she only had gray in her eyes, a special color between black and white, and she knew very well that in this world, there is no pure black and white, there is no absolute right and wrong. And her own temperament is also gray, one side is bright, the other side is dark, and she never shows only one side. Until she entered the Rui Garden, there was only life and death in her shijie, and other than that, everything had nothing to do with her.

If she hadn't met a few of them, would she have been able to see only one color in her eyes all the time?

The sky is blue, the leaves are green in the summer and yellow in the fall, and the flowers come in a thousand colors...... She hadn't paid attention to these before, her life became colorful because of the appearance of several of them, and her gray life began to add other colors.

A gentle and harmless voice kept echoing in her ears, she knew who it was, she would only feel at ease by his side, but she didn't want to face the cruel reality, she didn't want to kill him because of herself.

In her deep sleep, she had a place to stay, a place where there was no sunlight, where no one would make a noise for her, and there would be no blood. She thought that she should be an ominous person, and anyone who got too close to her would eventually die, and she, the disaster star, had escaped the catastrophe again and again, could it be that something went wrong in the book of life and death?

Her life should have ended a long time ago, right? weishenme Until now, she is still alive, alive to continue to harm and drag people, she doesn't want to wake up, when she wakes up, she will only see the people closest to her leave her. Gongsun Yi, the man she loves the most in her life, she can't fulfill her promise, she can only live up to his hard work.

"Yue Mingchong, you stupid woman, you have been closing your eyes, how many beautiful scenery have you missed, look at me, such a beautiful and delicious face, you don't even look at it, if you don't want to, beware of being snatched away by other women, do you hear?"

In a daze, his voice floated again, and there was still a little sour in the banter, he was still like this, and he hadn't changed his habit of teasing her, she shrank back into the corner again, and was too quiet around, but his voice kept coming, didn't he feel sleepy?

"Weishenme is going to hide?" A voice completely different from him suddenly sounded.

She looked around vigilantly, how could someone else appear in her deep dream?

"Are you going to hide like a shrunken turtle all the time? If you do this, you will only fail me and Gongsun Yi. ”

The voice was getting closer and closer, and she shrank back in fear, she was already hiding tightly, and someone would come looking for her in Weishenme.

She hugged her head and cried in horror: "Don't come here, I'm a pest, a murderer, whoever comes near me will not end well." ”

"No one has ever blamed you, it was you who got into a dead end."