On this day, the sky was clear, and I put on a big cloak and nestled outside on a fur-covered circle chair to bask in the sun. I was tired again after breakfast, and I wanted to sleep very much, but I was afraid that I would sleep again at this time, and there would be trouble at night, so I basked in the sun outside the yard with the slightest chill.

The recent days have been quiet, and I don't see Liang Yuer coming again, so I don't go to say goodbye, so I'm happy to worry.

It was very pleasant to sit there early in the morning, and it was a thick and warm nest there, and after a while I was sleepy. Just as I was about to fall asleep, someone hit me on the head with something.

As soon as I was in pain, when I opened my eyes, I saw Qi Yue looking at me with a smile on his face.

I gave him a blank look, called Yuyu to move a chair, put on a cushion, and asked Qi Yue to sit down. When I saw him seated, I asked, "Why are you sitting with me when you are so free?" ”

Qi Yue smiled: "I've wanted to come for a long time, but I was grounded and released because of you, I can't move around much, I can only wait," he said, threw the fan to the side, and said, "Coincidentally, there is something serious coming to you today, isn't this coming." ”

I was puzzled and smiled, "Let's hear it, I want to see, what else do you have to do?" ”

Qi Yue said lightly: "Come and say goodbye, is traveling far away considered a serious matter?" ”

I asked, "How?" Going on patrol again? ”

Qi Yue shook his head and said, "This time it's not, the emperor gave me a fief, the land of the far north, and I will set off for the fiefdom with my family in the near future, and I am here to say goodbye to you." ”

After listening to this, I was stunned for a long time and said, "What do you say?" How can other princes stay in Beijing in peace, but you can't? ”

Qi Yue just smiled and said, "I'm afraid you have to ask the emperor about this." ”

When I heard this, I was silent, and when Qi Yue saw that I didn't speak, he smiled and said, "Don't be careful, I'm not talking about you." ”

I smiled and said, "I know, I'm just thinking about Ah Han Weishenme doing this." ”

Qi Yue said lightly: "The matter has become a foregone conclusion, it is useless to say anything at this moment, I am here to say goodbye to you." ”

I squinted, saw that the sky was pure blue, clear and transparent, and smiled: "Even you are gone, and there is only myself left, why are these days getting more and more lonely?" ”

Qi Yue sighed and didn't speak. I said lightly: "First Ah Qing, Qing Ge, then Ah Min, Rui'er, also left, and Ruoyun, why are these people leaving?" I tightened my grip and said, "Fortunately, I still have some comfort in the departure of some people, although I don't know if I can zaijian in this life, as long as I know that they are okay." ”

Qi Yue said: "How can people in this world often gather in one place? ”

I also replied lightly: "Even if I know that there is no such thing as a feast in this world, I still inevitably feel lonely, and the more people leave, the more lonely I feel." ”

Qi Yue said: "After the loneliness, there is a long period of inner peace. He also had such a faint expression, and said: "After the moon is gone, I can't stop being lonely." I will wake up at night, I will be tormented by nothing during the day, I don't know what to do during that time, I will be lonely when I drink and have fun, I will be sad and miserable, no matter what I do, it will be so painful. ”

The first time I heard Qi Yue tell me about his feelings after Fu Yue left, I knew that he would be sad and sad, but I didn't know what kind of sad and sad it was. I can only listen quietly now, and sigh in my heart: people, you can never empathize with others.

Qi Yue still said lightly: "I have nowhere to hide such sadness, zuihou I thought, probably only when I die, can I be a hundred." I also thought about death, and when I was about to drink the poisoned wine, my youngest daughter jumped up and down in front of the hall, and when she saw me, she called me a father, and my wine was spilled on the ground, and there was no thought of it again. ”

I just felt sad after listening to it, Qi Yue actually had such an idea, I didn't know, in vain I still felt that I was his confidant and friend.

Qi Yue looked at the shock on my face, smiled faintly, and said, "Chuxi, you don't have to feel guilty. In this life, people always have to live by themselves, and no one will go through a lifetime with us. If there are so many friends in the middle, it is also a great joy in life. ”

I nodded slightly and said, "Indeed......"

Qi Yue smiled faintly: "Now it's a luxury to even save your life, what kind of confidant are you talking about?" ”

I said lightly: "There is a confidant in the sea, and the end of the world is like a neighbor." It's the same everywhere I go, and it's good that my friend is still there. ”

Qi Yue said: "Now it seems that the happiest person is you, Chu Xi," I heard him call me, so I looked at him, and he said lightly, "Nothing matters, you don't live too clean." ”

I frowned and asked, "Why can't I understand this?" ”

Qi Yue smiled and said, "The most affectionate emperor's family, everything is unbearable, if you live too cleanly, you will not be able to stand it here." ”

After hearing this, I remembered Liang Yu'er, so I smiled and said, "I'm not the kindest and cleanest. ”

As I spoke, a trace of cold wind suddenly rose, blowing the fur covering the circle chair, and the bare branches just swayed, and I looked at everything desolate and said, "Where is what fiefdom?" Ah Han, this is clearly exile. ”

Qi Yue smiled faintly: "It's good to be exiled, I'm free and unrestrained, but I'm happier than in the Jingshi, I'm afraid I can live a few more years." He looked at me and said lightly: "My family and children are all with me, and I have nothing to worry about, and at the moment you are enough for me to worry about." ”

I said seriously: "Although this is a cage, I don't have to worry about eating and drinking, and Ah Han treats me very much, so I don't have anything to disagree." ”

Qi Yue said: "I'm afraid that one day, you will think this place is dirty." ”

I said lightly: "If that's the case, then if I can't do the same thing, I'll leave here and go to you, okay?" ”

Qi Yue smiled: "So I can rest assured." ”

Qi Yue sat down again, and was about to go back to pack up his belongings. He just walked to the door, I remembered all the things in the past in his step, I hid everything about me and Ah Han from him, I also concealed that I already knew Fu Yue's life experience, and I also hid all kinds of entanglements between Ah Qing and his father and emperor from him, I hid so much, and I dared to be worthy of his "confidant and friend".

I lost my voice and called, "Ah Yue! He turned to look at me, just faintly, but without speaking.

In winter, the wind always blows up large expanses of snow on the rooftops of the house, carrying them like falling snow. It's just that it still reflects the sunny sky in winter, and the refracted fine light pierces everything around me clearly.

I whispered, "If, one day, you find out that I have hidden a lot of things from you, am I still your friend?" ”

The wind became tighter and tighter, and the snow that fell in waves covered the yard with a white layer, like snow and frost, vague.

After hearing this, Qi Yue reflected a warm smile in his eyes, and said: "Yes, of course, since you have been recognized as a friend, it will remain unchanged for a lifetime, no matter whether they have done haode or bad things to each other, they have never lost their sincerity towards each other, haven't they?" ”

The wind stopped for a moment, the falling snow stopped, and the glittering light in the yard.

I also smiled and said, "Yes, I have never lost my sincerity to my confidants and friends." ”

Qi Yue nodded, smiled and walked away in the snow.

I was still sitting there, Wang Ning was sweeping the snow blowing down from the house in the yard, and when he saw that I had been sitting for so long and hadn't entered the house, he threw the broom and squatted next to me.

When I saw him coming, I told him to sit down, and he excused himself, "Girl, I have just finished sweeping the yard, and it is not good to sit on this leather and get dirty." ”

I said lightly: "You just sit down, you are still dirty?" There are more unclean people in this palace. ”

Wang Ning sat down suspiciously and asked me, "Girl, are you in a bad mood?" ”

I smiled and said, "I don't know if it's good or bad," I asked Wang Ning, "Wang Ning, what do you say people are trying to do in this life?" So many people close to you have left, what is the meaning of this palace? Wang Ning thought for a while and said, "I don't know what the girl means, it's just that what we slaves are asking for is a good master, and this is what we want." If the girl says that we are blind, then it should be. Isn't the reason why the four of us brothers entered the palace so that our own old sons and mothers would not be starved to death? This person can't live for his own pleasure for the rest of his life, if those close people leave, he can't live for a while, and people have to be for themselves, right? ”

I looked at him and asked, "You entered the palace for yourself?" ”

Wang Ning smiled and said, "Say it's for yourself, the girl should say that I'm pretending to be a hero, but my own relatives are doing well, and I'm doing well, I'm not for myself?" ”

I looked at the little child in front of me, thin and weak, carrying many burdens of life, and thought about my daily worries and pretentiousness, I was really ashamed of the comparison. Thinking of this, I could only nod my head and did not speak.

Wang Ning nested quietly next to him, and as soon as the Wang family entered the palace gate, he scolded him: "You little rabbit cub, why did you run to sit next to the girl?" ”

Wang Ning muttered, "Girl, tell me to sit down." ”

The Wang family put down the things in their hands, came over in two or three steps, slapped Wang Ning on the head and said, "Then you also sit?" You bunny! ”

I smiled and stopped: "I let him sit, don't hit him." The two of them were still shouting and fighting, and I smiled as I watched the two of them in the yard with a sharp mouth.

After a while, Miao Wu came out and called, "It's time for lunch, and there is a new venison today." When the two men heard this, they hurried to the house to eat. I slid down from the circle chair, put on my cloak and went into the room, and said with a smile, "I used to have a meal with you for a long time. It's okay now, it's all good to eat, and I don't care about it, I listen to it one by one, and I don't care about anything. ”

A few people served tea and vegetables, and when they heard me say, they all laughed and said, "Aren't they all used to being given by girls?" Are you still complaining? ”

I sat down with a smile, and everyone sat down to eat together.