The four little eunuchs are all brothers of a family, the family is so poor that they can't open the pot, there are seven brothers in the family, and four are clean, although the four children are still hehehe, but I don't feel good in my heart.

The suffering of the country and the suffering of the people is really a dereliction of duty on the part of the monarch.

The four brothers only got their names when they entered the palace, and the family was just called the eldest and the second and third, and when they entered the palace, the older father-in-law gave the name, the surname of the king, and the name was Anning of the family and the country.

I don't know what kind of mood this master was in at that time to take these names, he has also experienced such pain, and now he is forced to live, and the four brothers have chosen to live like this so decisively, is it a blessing for the family or a worry for the country?

No one can say clearly, under the premise of not having any food and clothing foundation, no one can elevate these things to the national righteousness, to the monarchy, everyone just wants a mouthful of porridge and a mouthful of rice.

Seeing that I looked uncomfortable, Wang An was the first to grin and said, "It's okay, our brothers have let the family eat, haven't they?" ”

Wang Ning also smiled: "Well, it's not, the four of us are still in one place, which is also very good." ”

I looked at it for a long time, and then smiled lightly: "Well, I finally survived." ”

Wang Jiadao: "After our brothers go home, find a secluded place, the four of us, live for a few years, can we go home......

Wang Guo also nodded and said, "I can't go home, I'm embarrassed to my family......"

When he said this, everyone looked a little gloomy, and they didn't know what to say.

I did the thing to uncover other people's scars, but I didn't know how to appease them, because I was afraid that this appeasement would be an invisible sprinkling of salt.

Yuyu looked at everyone and smiled: "Let's patronize ourselves, but ask our girl?" ”

In a word, several people looked at me, and I smiled and said, "What do you want to hear?" Just ask. ”

Xiang'er said crisply: "Girl, where did Miss Liang go?" ”

Lin'er next to her reprimanded her: "Didn't you ask our girl?" ”

I smiled and said, "Rui'er is gone." ”

Everyone was shocked, and then understood something, Yuyu asked me: "Girl, you seem to be different from the previous crown princess?" I've seen the crown princess at the palace banquet at that time......" said and shook his head.

Miao Wu replied for me: "Our girl was injured in the head before, and after she got better, she forgot about the previous things, and her temperament has changed. ”

A few people were amazed, and I just laughed.

After a few candles were burned out, they reluctantly went to sleep.

When Miao Wu waited for me to sleep, she folded the quilt for me and said, "Girl, you are very relaxed, this harem is far colder than you think, either you die or I live." ”

I looked at her with a frown, not understanding what it meant.

Miao Wu said with a smile: "If the emperor's attitude towards you spreads today and a few days ago, I don't know how the queen is planning to harm you, you are fine." ”

Only then did I think of Liang Yu'er, she was the queen, and she was Ah Han's rightful wife, so I smiled indifferently: "Yu'er won't." ”

Miao Wu looked at me and sighed helplessly.

I remembered something and asked, "Do I have to say hello to the Empress?" Go tomorrow. ”

Miao Wu blew out the candle in front of the bed, and said lightly: "The emperor has long known that you will say this, and he has already instructed you, you don't have to ask anyone, the queen, the queen mother doesn't have to, just say that you are injured to the outside world, and," Miao Wu went out with the candle, "The emperor told us to watch you and not walk around the palace alone." ”

I answered, "Well, I see, go to sleep." ”

I nested in the quilt, and thought to myself, Ah Han was made by Concubine Chen's affairs and was bitten by a snake for ten years, afraid of the well rope......

……

When I woke up on the second day, I was bored, and when I saw that the yard was full of flowers, I remembered the concubine who had sent flowers to the cold palace, and I hadn't seen her for a long time.

I had breakfast and took Miao Wu to the cold palace to see the concubine.

The cold palace is still the same as before, this is probably the only place in the palace where you can't feel the change of dynasties and the passage of time, and it is also the cleanest place in the palace.

The concubine is still quietly squatting in the courtyard to play with the flowers and plants, the butterflies dancing all over the garden, the wonderful dance is watched for a while, and she can't help but admire the jumping in the flowers.

The concubine wiped her hands, sat on the stone bench in the courtyard, looked at Miao Wu with a smile, and said, "This little girl has a completely different temperament from Qingge?" ”

I also smiled and said, "Yes, although I don't have the meticulousness and stability of Qingge, but I am a lively person," I looked at the concubine and said slowly, "This is the best, since all these many changes, I have not been as good as usual from time to time, and it is also good to have such joy as Miaowu." ”

The concubine said to me, "You haven't seen it yet, this life is a lifetime, there is no banquet that will never be dissolved," and sighed, "You see, if you are like a hundred flowers in front of this court, you will be content after blooming." ”

I looked at the flowers in my eyes and said with a wry smile: "It's just that I don't know how to face Ah Han recently." ”

The concubine said lightly: "I mentioned you to find a place to go, but I really didn't expect you to have such a marriage." ”

I also said lightly: "Is it marriage?" After going through so many things, I don't know if it's fate or sin. ”

The concubine drank the tea carefully, and did not speak, I smiled lightly: "It's just that I exist like this in my heart, I still want to talk about it with others, but I change someone else, it will definitely mean that I, the noble imperial concubine, is not satisfied, but I know my own confusion and helplessness." ”

The concubine replied for a while: "This life, it is complicated, but no one can understand it, and it is simple to say that everyone knows about this grass and tree." ”

I looked at the concubine quietly, and the concubine smiled: "In life, it is not easy to meet your love many times, but what is this?" What you love deeply and love yourself deeply is the end, if not, I'm afraid that you will be more annoyed. ”

The concubine said and folded off a peony and smiled: "What else can't you see?" ”

I was about to answer, but the concubine stared at the peony with a sad expression, and slowly spoke: "When I entered the palace, the emperor of the dynasty was already dying, and I was officially named a concubine but ushered in a national funeral, at that time I was not familiar with the world, I didn't know my own way back, I was only eleven or twelve years old, and I was sent to this cold palace, and I didn't know what happened to spend nearly sixty years," the concubine looked at me and smiled, "I never knew what aiqing was, it's not that I can't love, but I was deprived of the qualifications of a lover, if you look at me, What more can you not cherish? ”

I looked at the delicate peony in the concubine's hand reflecting the vicissitudes of the concubine's face, so I was touched in my heart and nodded.

The concubine smiled: "Cherish the present, is there anything more important than life at this moment?" ”

I looked at the lonely expression of the concubine, and finally understood that in such a long time, the lonely feeling of the concubine did not come from this cold palace, but from the delicate flowers and leaves in full bloom in this garden...... It's even more sad because it hasn't bloomed......

is full of beautiful scenery of "lingering and dancing butterflies from time to time, and the warbler is just crying", but it is more and more reflected that the silent years have passed too much...... So much so that I forget my love and hatred, and I forget the you I once loved or the you who haven't appeared yet......

I watched the concubine stop for a long time in front of the clusters of flowers, I didn't know what I was thinking, but I knew what I was thinking, I knew what I wanted, and I finally knew that I had to cherish the present moment instead of caring about the past.

When I went back, Miao Wu was still asking me, "Girl, how did you say the concubine grew such flowers?" In my opinion, it is even better than those craftsmen in the flower house. ”

I smiled and said, "Because the craftsman planted it to please people, and the concubine is the same as the cultivation in life, of course the flowers bloom differently." ”

Miao Wu Nunu said: "It's weird and profound, I don't understand." ”

I smiled and said, "You can go slowly." ”

Miao Wu frowned and muttered to herself, but I laughed joyfully.

After a short time when I arrived at Chenji Palace, Miao Wu was one step ahead of me and saw Ah Han's attendant, so she turned around again and said with a smile: "The emperor is here again!" ”

I looked at the attendants, and I went in, and Ah Han was pacing in the hall watching my kite, but he didn't notice me coming in.

I smiled behind me and asked, "Ah Han, do you like this kite very much?" ”

Ah Han turned around and saw that it was me, and smiled deeply: "Well, I like it very much." ”

I looked at Ah Han's warm smile, dressed in a moon-white robe, not wearing a dragon robe, so I thought of something and asked, "Ah Han, what do you like the most?" ”

Ah Han looked at me suspiciously, and I explained, "It's you...... Anything you like," I said, pointing to the zither and saying, "Do you like this kite the most?" ”

After listening to this, Ah Han smiled, nodded and said, "Well," looked at me with a hint of banter, "The person who likes to stroke the kite the most." ”

I frowned, gave him a blank look, and he couldn't help but smile and said, "Okay, okay, don't make trouble." ”

I asked seriously, "What's your favorite?" ”

He also said seriously: "I like you the most." ”

I was very helpless, and while explaining with teeth and claws, I laughed angrily: "Ah Han! Why don't you understand? I'm asking you what you like best, and I can give it to you! ”

Ah Han looked at me walking around frantically, so he came over and hugged me gently, still saying so warmly: "Can't you give you to me?" I like you the most! ”

This time, I was a little confused, and after a while, I said: "No, I can only send it once, and I can't do it next time, and I have to be able to get it." ”

Ah Han was completely angry with me, and said, "Does anyone say that about yourself?" Can't get it? Xi'er, you're really ......."

I pouted and said, "This is what I said after careful consideration, and after thinking about it, I have nothing to do but the kite, and I really can't give it away." ”