Some things are not until the last minute, and you never know what the outcome will be.

Plans are always changing fast.

Mrs. Lin sat on the cold ground, thinking of the past, and only felt that this life was like a big joke.

From the very beginning, she was born in the Lin family, and she was destined to only be a pawn of her father in this life.

Xiao Runqing......

Mrs. Lin thought that she would never think of the memories of this person again in her life, but she didn't want this person to become the cinnabar mole in her heart.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't erase his name.

Mrs. Lin thought for a long time before she slowly stood up from the ground, and then leaned on the chair and walked towards the bed.

Xia Ruan is a smart person, the hairpin that Xia Ruan gave her just now was the hairpin that Xiao Runqing put on her on the day she got married. She still remembered Xiao Runqing that day and said with a smile: "Huixian, this is a hairpin made of mahogany by myself, and I am unswerving." ”

Unswerving......

Mrs. Lin sat down on the bed and took off the hairpin from her head. This hairpin is still the same, bright red as blood...... But now things are wrong.

Xiao Runqing had already left her.

Mrs. Lin felt very uncomfortable in her heart, but she couldn't shed a single tear, as if she couldn't cry again.

She and Xiao Runqing were a mistake from the beginning.

's father likes Xiao Runqing, and what he likes makes her a little baffled.

Xiao Runqing would come to visit her father, and he also came to admire the sword of the Lin family. The Congyun Sword handed down by the ancestors of the Lin family is said to be the most dazzling. It was a fist-sized ruby set in the hilt of the sword, a jewel as blood-colored, and its faint light could still be seen at night. Xiao Runqing is a person who likes freedom, and he has been interested in martial arts since he was a child, so when he met Master Lin, he had the feeling of seeing each other late.

It's just that Xiao Runqing at that time had already married a wife and had children, so no matter how much Xiao Runqing liked Aunt Lin, he never wanted to marry her.

Aunt Lin was also polite to Xiao Runqing at first, and later when her father proposed to let her marry Xiao Runqing. Mrs. Lin panicked in fright. She already has a sweetheart. How could he marry Xiao Runqing, who already had a family?

Even if Xiao Runqing doesn't have a family, she won't let go of her sweetheart and marry Xiao Runqing.

Although, Xiao Runqing is indeed very good.

But Mrs. Lin forgot. She and Xu Chenglin are both pawns.

How can the chess pieces make their own decisions.

Xiao Runqing drank too much wine that night. And she also forced Xu Chenglin to leave the house because of her father. I also drank a lot of wine. Xiao Runqing didn't know what was wrong, he went to the wrong room that day, and then he had a relationship with her. The beginning of this cliché. made Mrs. Lin innocent and almost committed suicide by throwing herself into a well.

Xiao Runqing was obviously also frightened by what he did, but after a long time, Xia Runqing asked: "Since I did something wrong, I will marry you." It's just that...... I can't give you the title of the main room, after all, I can't stand you. ”

Aunt Lin trembled with anger, just gave Xiao Runqing a slap and ran out crying.

Afterward......

Later, she had forgotten how she had gone from despair to compromise.

When her father asked for a sky-high dowry, although she was surprised by her father's greed, she thought that this was the price that Xiao Runqing should pay. Therefore, she didn't stand up to help Xiao Runqing say a word, and Xia Runplease almost married her because she had a child and wanted to take on the responsibility of a man.

Before Aunt Lin got married, she begged her father for a long time before she saw Xu Chenglin, who had lost a lot of weight.

She smiled and asked her sweetheart, "Have you ever liked me?" Even if it's the slightest, have you ever liked me? ”

"Nope." Xu Chenglin didn't think about it at all, so he replied to her, "I treat you as a sister." ”

Aunt Lin laughed angrily at that time, she couldn't stand up straight with laughter, and kept shaking her head, "You are really a coward, Xu Chenglin, you are a coward." ”

Xu Chenglin looked at Aunt Lin's appearance, and his face turned pale with fright, "Ah Xian, I ......"

Mrs. Lin waved her hand and interrupted Xu Chenglin's words, "After all, I did it wrong first, and it was me after all...... I thought I could go a long, long way with you, I thought I could grow old with you, I thought ...... Xu Chenglin, these are just what I thought, and they are all my wishful thinking. I'm going to marry Nan Xiao, take this mongrel in my belly and marry Nan Xiao. But I hate it...... In my life, there is nothing I can choose for myself, you see...... Now it's up to me to marry and have children. ”

On that day, Xu Chenglin's face was like a blank piece of paper, without any blood.

He stood in the wind, and his thin appearance was pitiful.

If it had been in the past, Aunt Lin thought, she would have been very distressed.

She liked this man so much and wanted to be with him so much, but in the end, it was this person who let go of her hand first.

He also deceived her and said that she had never liked it.

Maybe from that moment on, there will be no more Xu Chenglin in her heart.

It's just that for a long, long time, until Xiao Runqing died, she remembered that since she married Nan Xiao, she has never felt heartache for Xu Chenglin again.

When she married into Nan Xiao, Xiao Runqing said that it was not good to her, and it was not cold to her. It's just that many nights, even if Xiao Runqing comes to her yard, he sleeps in a separate bed with her. Because she always felt that dirty...... Whether it's her, Xiao Runqing, or even the child in the belly, it's dirty.

When her belly got bigger and bigger, Xiao Runqing became more and more indulgent to her, and seemed to give her all the spoiling.

Aunt Lin also got by, pretending to be in love with Xiao Runqing.

At that time, Xiao Runqing said: "Ah Xian, if your child is a baby boy, then I will give it to him from the cloud sword." ”

When Xiao Runqing said this, Aunt Lin was a little surprised.

Xiao Runqing took almost all of Nan Xiao's family property and exchanged it for this sword. Although Xiao Runqing yearns for the life of martial arts, he is a powerless scholar. Aunt Lin originally thought that Xiao Runqing hated her. Otherwise, how could he not touch her?

The days are always inadvertently and lost quickly.

"Ah Jiu...... Just call him Xiao Jiu. When the child was born, Xiao Runqing didn't even think much about it, "Xiao Jiu." ”

Mrs. Lin looked at her premature son beside her with all her weakness, and slowly closed her eyes.

She will give birth prematurely because Mrs. has put things in her meal that she shouldn't have, and Mrs. Lin thinks she is very tired, and everything in this house is dirty. Not only Xiao Runqing, but also the child she gave birth to. It's all dirty.

The appearance of Xiao Jiu. Let her boring days have a glimmer of hope.

It's just that this child was born prematurely, so his body has never been good.

It wasn't until later that she went to find Xiao Jiu. I heard my wife's reprimand. "What do you think you are? You're the same filthy thing as your mother. It's all cheap stuff. Your mother used medicine to climb into the master's bed, so you are such a filthy thing, and you still dare to quibble with me now. Say. Did you steal this thing? ”

Mrs. Lin ran to Mrs. Lin in fright, and then looked at her son's immature cheeks that had been beaten and swollen, and she looked at Mrs. in shock.

Mrs. also seemed to have discovered her, and then said with a smile, "Aunt Lin, you taught her well." The master loves you and asks you to raise this child personally, but what did you teach him? Teach him how to steal? Even if you are dirty, let your children get dirty now. ”

Aunt Lin trembled with anger, but she still had to slap Xiao Jiuyi hard, "Apologize to Mrs." ”

Xiao Jiu was extremely stubborn at that time, and there were blood stains on the corners of his mouth, "I didn't steal...... I didn't. ”

"You still dare to quibble." Aunt Lin grabbed Xiao Jiu's and was about to make a move, but at this time, Xiao Runqing walked out of nowhere.

He glanced at his wife, then at Aunt Lin, and finally hugged Xiao Jiu in his arms, "Get out of here." ”

Xiao Runqing carried Xiao Jiu away from that place, leaving Aunt Lin at a loss.

That day, she clearly saw the disgust on Xiao Runqing's face......

Aunt Lin thought that she would live like this all her life, but she didn't want to receive a letter from Xu Chenglin a few years later.

There is very little content in Xu Chenglin's letter, just wanting to see her side.

Aunt Lin was thinking that if she hadn't gone to see Xu Chenglin in the first place, maybe she would have lived like this with Xiao Runqing.

She shouldn't have gone to see Xu Chenglin......

When I saw Xu Chenglin, I ignited an extravagant hope that I shouldn't have.

Xu Chenglin can't have children, so he hopes to be Xiao Jiu's stepfather. However, although Xiao Jiu has a weak personality, he has a stinky problem of speaking but not saying anything, and Xiao Jiu is unwilling to have anything to do with Xu Chenglin. In desperation, Aunt Lin and Xiao Runqing showed weakness.

Xiao Runqing took it seriously.

I want to have a good time with her.

When she gave birth to Xiao Yuanxi and Xiao Yuanan, she didn't ask Xiao Runqing's opinion, so she asked Xiao Yuanan to call Xu Chenglin's father-in-law.

After Xiao Runqing knew about this matter, Xiao Runqing took in a lot of concubines, and he couldn't afford to be seriously ill after three years.

Outsiders thought that Xiao Runqing had too many concubines, but they didn't want Xiao Runqing to be stimulated by this incident.

In the final analysis, Xiao Runqing's death has something to do with her.

Xiao Runqing's last words to her were, "It's been more than ten years, Ah Xian, even if your heart is made of stone, I should warm you up, right?" At the beginning, I liked you, but I didn't want to wronged you. Have you ever wondered why I'm drunk in your room? You hate me, and I don't blame you. But Ah Xian, you are a mother, why don't you think about your children? How do you make Xiao An feel about his own identity in the future? ”

After Xiao Runqing finished speaking, he waved her out.

And then ......

And there was no further along.

When Xiao Runqing died, Xiao Jiu was the only one in the room, and no one knew what Xiao Runqing and Xiao Jiu said.

When Xiao Runqing died, Aunt Lin entered the house.

The person who has lived with her for almost a lifetime is lying silently in bed at this time. The originally handsome eyebrows are full of wrinkles at this time...... She forgot how long it had been since she had seen her husband, and why in just a few years, that energetic person would become an old man in front of her.

At that moment, she knew that she had lost, the most important person in her life. (To be continued......)