"My aunt once told me that all feelings in this world will change." Cinnabar looked at Xia Ruan seriously, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of her lips, "Nothing is eternal, power, money, status...... The higher you stand, the more painful it will be to fall in the coming day. ”

Xia Ruan raised his head, and his originally calm eyes showed a little stunned.

This sentence seems familiar.

Back then, it seemed that he had said something similar to her.

Feelings are subject to change.

Therefore, any relationship is not trustworthy.

In his eyes, the only person he can trust is himself.

Because you know best what you want, and you don't betray yourself.

Cinnabar looked at Xia Ruan's expression and smiled even deeper, "My aunt, Changjun is the only one...... Qin Changjun. ”

Kindness is greater than kindness.

The woman who gave birth to him, but when he grew up, she wanted to kill him. He never regarded her as a mother, even though she was the supreme queen of the kingdom of Nissi.

She just gave him life, but didn't feed him.

In the past, Cinnabar thought that she knelt in front of her father and asked him to protect him because he was her flesh and blood, and she still had a little love and pity for him.

She couldn't bear him, so she wanted him to live.

But when he was thirteen years old, he realized that the meaning of his life was not so simple.

Except for these eyes, which are not as good as Nanting, he is almost the same as Nanting in terms of body shape and face.

He is alive and ready to die for Nanting at any time.

Plainly. Raising him is nothing more than raising a stand-in.

The regime of Nixi has always been unstable, and Nanting, who is the crown prince, is often assassinated.

Especially after Nanting became blind, more people have a lot of opinions about this blind prince, how can a blind man be a monarch?

It took a lot of effort for him to break free from their grasps, and he didn't want to go back to his old days, depressed, suffocated, and disgusting.

Xia Ruan tilted his head, snorting a little heavily, "I believe in feelings." ”

For a while, she was not much different from Cinnabar.

Former. In her strict zhòng. Those so-called feelings are like flowers in full bloom, and over time, these flowers will wither. And the feelings are naturally gone.

She had thought about it. In this life, I can spend every day with my mother and younger brother. It is happy and stable. It wasn't until Xiao Jiu appeared in her life again that she knew that there could actually be other colors in her life, and that person was extremely smart. Weave a beautiful net for her, so that she cannot break away.

At first, Xia Ruan looked down on her mother and was desperate for her father.

Because she knew that it was a moth to the fire, her mother still loved her without hesitation.

Now when she stood in this seat herself, she understood a truth.

How difficult it is to say those words that are so light and light-hearted, but how difficult it is to actually do them.

However, from the day she and Xiao Jiu reunited again, this qiē was no longer under her control.

In his previous life, he hid so much from her that when she died, he didn't know that he had loved her so much.

I vaguely remember that the last time she saw Xiao Jiu in her previous life, it was when she knelt in front of the Marquis of Chang'an. At that time, Xiao Jiu was wearing a dark robe, looking at her with his eyes down, and finally smiled bitterly for a while. There was also some sorrow between the handsome eyebrows.

The corners of his mouth moved, but he still didn't say anything, and finally turned his head to hide his expression.

"Let's go." Xiao Jiu handed her the painting in his hand, his voice was still soft, "Live well." ”

Xia Ruan's eyes hurt terribly, and she remembered her selfishness in the past.

She never thought that her selfishness would hurt Xiao Jiu. The fourth prince is a person who is extremely suspicious, and Xiao Jiu protected the Tang family, which means that he has a relationship with Cinnabar...... She didn't take into account Xiao Jiu's situation, but she was bent on protecting the Tang family.

If it weren't for Xiao Jiu's endless indulgence because she liked her, she couldn't think of a reason for Xiao Jiu to help her now.

Whether it was in his previous life or in this life, he protected her stability, but she herself was too uncompetitive and became his weakness again and again.

Such a perfect person should not let a woman become a burden to him.

Cinnabar looked at Xia Ruan with a calm face, her eyes were like torches, "Because you believe in feelings, it is destined that you and Xiao Jiu will lose in my hands." Your hearts are too weak...... And your weaknesses are all too obvious. ”

If you want to be a strong man and a hero, then he must not have a weakness. Even if you really have a weakness one day, you must pull it out yourself.

He had pulled out two soft underbelly in his body with his own hands, and the pain made him breathless and almost suffocated. However, he still survived those days, and now he is used to pain, so even if the wounds on his body are terrible in the eyes of others at this moment, he still does not feel pain.

In those years, I endured so much pain, what is the pain caused by these wounds?

Besides, the most painful thing in this world is the wound in the heart, not the body of the body.

"Why are you telling me this?" Xia Ruan took a deep breath, "You are not a person who likes to talk a lot. ”

She clearly knows Cinnabar's temperament, this person's temperament is like the weather, cloudy and uncertain. However, Cinnabar said too much today, which made Xia Ruan feel uneasy. It seems that Cinnabar wants to sue her so that she can give her a reason to die.

Because I know everything, I can close my eyes with peace of mind.

Princess Changjun...... It's Princess Changjun again......

It was not the first time she had heard this name, but she did not expect that the princess who was high in the past would be so depressed for love.

People in the world can't escape feelings.

In fact, cinnabar is no exception, but cinnabar is cruel enough to herself, so ...... will not give the enemy a chance to discover his weaknesses.

Cinnabar smiled slightly, "I'm telling you this to let you know that in the past, my aunt could make the Xiao family ruin." Today, I can still let Nan Xiao's people lose at my hands. Actually, aren't you curious? Why do I know your great uncle and have a relationship with him? It stands to reason that I am a few years older than you, why do I know so much about the affairs of the Li family, including your mother's Yiqiē? ”

Xia Ruan raised his head in astonishment and looked at Cinnabar in disbelief.

"Since your mother left the Li family, my aunt has noticed." Cinnabar couldn't help laughing, "My aunt is a powerful person, she left Daqin. A lot of things were arranged. Xia Ruan. Xiao Jiu won't be my opponent, so don't expect him to save you. Now, he's too busy to take care of himself. ”

Cinnabar stepped back a bit. Finally, he leaned against the window not far away.

The plum blossoms in the yard are excellent. Colorful. There was a faint fragrance in the distance. It came from the shadows.

The view here is superb and pleasing to the eye.

This place is very suitable for people to live in.

On the windowsill are a few pots of mother-in-law. This is his favorite flower. This flower comes in several different colors: blue, white, and pink, and the most important thing is that he brought Po Na from Jinglu to Daqin. And this kind of flower is not delicate at all, even if it is in a different place, it can still bloom very well.

Go with the flow.

Cinnabar took a deep breath, "Is it ridiculous?" Third Miss, you actually said in front of me that you believe in feelings. I really want to see what kind of feelings Chang'an Hou has for you, can you really love you, and you don't even care about your life? It's funny, those empty and invisible feelings, will they be more important than life? ”

Cinnabar put her hand on the mother-in-law on the windowsill, and the flowers bloomed just right. Changjun also liked this flower very much, because Changjun said that this flower is like a weed, as long as you give a little soil and water, you can grow well.

Even if you drop them in the flowers, they will grow very quickly, and even if the other flowers wither, they will grow very well. They will rob other flowers and plants of nutrients, so that they become more and more beautiful.

It's like those who want to live, as long as they can live, they don't care about anything else.

"What's the flower in your hand?" Xia Ruan didn't want to mention Xiao Jiu in front of Cinnabar anymore, because Cinnabar wanted her to lose her mind, and finally broke down and said something about Xiao Jiu. In the past, she might have been restless. But now, she had nothing to worry about. From the time she chose to marry Xiao Jiu and give birth to a child for Xiao Jiu, she was tied to him all her life.

She is Xiao Jiu's wife, this is an impossible fact to change, and no one can change it.

The flowers in Cinnabar's hand are petite and tender, a variety she has never seen before.

After she asked, Cinnabar also raised an eyebrow.

The movement of cinnabar's hand was gentle, "This is the Persian mother-in-law, my mother's favorite flower." At the beginning, in the place where we lived, my aunt planted many such flowers. Where is not like here, where is more suitable for me and my aunt to live. ”

As she spoke, Cinnabar pinched the flower off the path.

Then he held the flower and asked Xia Ruan, "Is it good-looking?" ”

"Well, it's good." Xia Ruan's words came from the heart.

Cinnabar sneered, smiling sarcastically, "If you like it, I will plant these flowers in front of your grave." I will bring your ashes back to the Western Regions. You say, if Xiao Jiu is buried in Daqin and you are buried in the Western Regions, is your relationship a joke? ”

Xia Ruan couldn't help but take a breath of cold air, she never thought that Cinnabar would say such a thing.

And since Cinnabar said these words, it means that he can really do it.

Cinnabar is not a person who talks casually, and the desire for revenge in his bones is stronger than anyone else.

Although Xia Ruan didn't know why Cinnabar would tell her so much today, she realized for the first time that Cinnabar was a person with no weaknesses. She was in his hands, fragile like an ant who couldn't struggle.

Xia Ruan's hand on her abdomen tightened again, she had to leave this place early. Otherwise, she and the child will be in danger. (To be continued......)

PS: I'm so tired these days, I've been busy with things at home, so the update is a long time late.

Today's first update, tomorrow will be made up for the double change.

Thank you for the pink ticket of Huanhua Yansha pro, thank you for the pink ticket of the child and his mother ~ pro, thank you for the pink ticket of my tears and no one sees the pro. Thank you for the name of what is good for the peace charm of the pro-reward, thank you for the pink ticket of the mother Xiao Yezi, and thank you for the pink ticket of the Viciouser pro.

Thank you, now there are 9 pink tickets, and I will add more when I get to 15. Thank you.