16. 016: Doubt
"When your father comes back this time, my mother is worried that he will book the Xiao family's family affair for you."
After Li Shi said these words, he couldn't help but turn around and quietly wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
Xia Ruan was a little nervous to help her mother steady, and her heart sank, and she began to guess the meaning of her mother's words.
A few days ago, she asked Wang San to go to Flower Street to find her father.
But later, my father said that he wanted to do business, so he refused, saying that the date of his return could not be determined for the time being. At that time, she was a little surprised when she heard these words.
Doing business on Flower Street, I don't know what kind of business Lu Dao's father is doing.
It's just that Xia Ruan didn't tell her mother about this later.
Over the years, my mother has always been infatuated with my father in my heart, and everything has been considered for my father. Even though my father was not in every way, my mother never had the slightest resentment towards my father.
Xia Ruan remembered that Cuiliu had said that her mother had a difficult birth when she gave birth to her, and it took three days and three nights of pain before giving birth to her. When the mother was dying, Wen Po asked the father whether he wanted to protect the adult or the child. At that time, the father didn't think for a moment, and said, "Of course, it's to protect the child." ”
The pain of a woman's childbirth, some people once compared it, saying that it seems to have been closed in the ghost gate. At that time, because my mother loved my father in her heart, she only relied on a wisp of love as her will, and the long pain could be regarded as biting her lip and carrying it.
But now, her mother suffers in order to prevent her from marrying into the Xiao family. First, an eldest aunt turned her face, and then came behind her father's back to discuss with her, how to escape her father's insistence on marrying her into the Xiao family.
In her previous life, her mother was so helpless and desperate that she chose to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river. Use moths to fight fires to protect her future.
When Xia Ruan thought of this, her eyes turned red, and she held her mother's hand tightly.
"My mother won't let you marry into the Xiao family, you will definitely suffer if you go. My mother has already thought about it, instead of letting you marry into the Xiao family, it is better to marry into my mother's family. My mother's cousin has a good relationship with my mother, and she has a son surnamed Yue Cheng'an, who is three years older than you. My cousin has already told me that you will be the wife of the main house when you marry. Cheng An also promised me that he would not take a concubine within five years. After saying that, Li Shi cried, and she was helpless to do this now. Do you really want to watch your daughter jump into the fire pit?
When Xia Ruan heard this name, she was a little confused, she had never heard of Yue Cheng'an. In my previous life, I had heard of the Yue family. It's just the Yue family in Xianyang, will it be the Yue family married by my mother's cousin? She shook it, it was impossible. The world is so big, and there are so many people with the surname Yue, how can it be so coincidental.
The Xianyang Yue family she remembered was not an ordinary small family, but a famous nobleman, and it was the maiden family of Tang Jingxuan's biological mother, Mrs. Yue.
Back then, when she first entered the Pingyang Marquis Mansion. When Mrs. Yue didn't like her left and right, the first thing she said to her was: "The things born of cheap embryos really look more like cheap embryos." I Xuan'er did a sin, so I married you to such a thing. If you dare to do anything sorry for my Xuan'er in the future, I will definitely beat you to death to vent the hatred in my heart. ”
She was a little surprised at the time, why would Mrs. Yue speak like this. What's even more ridiculous is that she also used the silver, title deeds and other valuable things she had saved hard. handed it all over to Mrs. Yue, hoping that Mrs. Yue would like her. Mrs. Yue unceremoniously accepted her hard-earned money, but it became an attitude towards her.
After the last, Xia Ruan understood.
Some people are destined to never like you, and for that kind of person, there is no need to please you at all. Because the result is always the same, in vain and self-deprecating.
Women, first of all, they must look at themselves as noble. Secondly, you will have the right to be equal to others, or even stand alone.
Thinking of this, Xia Ruan's eyes gradually became clearer. She thinks wildly, also because Mrs. Yue has traces in her memory that can never be erased.
It's just that she has no choice but to feel that she is too sensitive. How could my mother know Mrs. Yue, the Yue family is far away in Xianyang. It seems that this Yue's family is not his Yue's family.
"The affairs of children's relatives are all the words of the parents and the matchmaker. Mother, if you think it's good to become Brother An, then your daughter is willing to marry her. Xia Ruan paused and clasped her mother's hand a little tighter: "It's just that my daughter wants to wait for her mother to give birth to a child before leaving." Daughter, want to see the child in the mother's womb. ”
When Li heard Xia Ruan say this, tears fell violently. A daughter's mind is always more delicate than her husband's.
In fact, for Xia Ruan, protecting her mother's safety is the most important thing now.
Xia Ruan had long thought that in a few days she would exchange the gold and silver jewelry in the room for some money, and then start a small business. If nothing else, there are plenty of opportunities after the beginning of spring. It's just that she is still not sure that she can stand here again, and some things will change.
So, she had to wait for the opportunity to see if it was the same as before.
If most things don't change, she can still let herself go to the unshakable high position in the capital back then. At the beginning, if you didn't stand high enough. Tang Jingxuan probably wouldn't notice her existence, right?
Now, she's still going to be in that position. Only this time, she will definitely not show mercy to those who will entangle her.
If a woman wants to raise her head in front of her husband and mother-in-law. The first thing to have is to have enough money to back it up.
Therefore, for her, it doesn't matter who she marries in the future. The expectations of those women in the boudoir for their future husbands will not be at all in her place. After all, even Yue Chengan, who was full of praise from his mother, was thinking about marrying his aunt in the future, so who can guarantee that this so-called love will not deteriorate one day?
She, in this life, as long as her mother and future siblings are safe and secure by her side. Then she is satisfied.
"Mother, don't cry. You cry, and my heart is uncomfortable. Xia Ruan took out the handkerchief from his cuffs and gently wiped away her tears: "In this generation, everyone has times when they are unhappy. But crying doesn't solve anything. These ditches and bumps still have to be walked through by themselves. ”
As soon as she said this, Li Shi burst into tears and laughed, and then said, "How old are you, what do you say for a lifetime." My Ruan girl grows up and thinks about things. That mother is when you agree, and you will send your birthday later. You become Brother An, you are a very good child that your mother has seen. It's just that...... You must not let your father know about this, my mother is afraid that he will ruin this matter. ”
Xia Ruan looked at her mother and was a little puzzled: "Daddy? ”
"Your eldest aunt took the Xiao family's silver and gave half of it to your father. Hmph, do you really think we have no money at home? It's too much to sell my girl to the Xiao family for just three hundred taels of silver. Don't worry, even if your aunt doesn't go back, your mother has a way. After Li said this, he smiled faintly, as if he wanted to reassure Xia Ruan.
It's just that Xia Ruan was slightly surprised by what her mother said just now, just three hundred taels of silver?
Now in this family, is there really no shortage of silver flowers?
She was puzzled.
How many things there were, she didn't know at all in her previous life.
As soon as Xia Ruan wanted to ask, he heard the man's arguing voice not far away.
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