After the ambulance came, Wang Ying forcibly took Wang Tao home, Jiang Xiaoqiao was left at home to deal with the scene of the mess, and I went to the hospital with Fang Wenke and Liang Xue to accompany Zhao Jun in a coma.

When Wang Ying left, she gave Fang Wenke a French hug. But she didn't look at me, let alone say goodbye to me, maybe in her eyes, I have already equated with Jiang Xiaoqiao: a woman who robs others of Aiqing.

Wang Ying's sister Wang Tao still yelled at Jiang Xiaoqiao before leaving, which was nothing more than derogatory terms such as "slut", "little three", and "mongrel".

Jiang Xiaoqiao was also used to such titles, and after she just closed the door fiercely, she was silent.

However, Wang Ying's actions were completely calm, she didn't seem to think that her sister's aiqing was betrayed as a tricky matter, but felt very homely.

Liang Xue took on the role of taking care of Zhao Jun throughout the whole process, it seems that from the moment Zhao Jun was injured, she couldn't tolerate anyone or a word in her eyes, and the worry and longing on her face were also something I had never seen before.

Looking at Liang Xue, I suddenly felt that liking someone is too simple, it can be because of a sentence, a back, or a smiley face. Just like Liang Xue was emotionally attracted to Zhao Jun for the first time, it was because of a side face in his campus hip-hop dance promotion competition.

I still remember that I really liked Zhu Yang at the beginning, because he was a distant back, and then we met on the campus of high school, and the love was out of control.

However, as for how I liked Fang Wenke, I never found a suitable answer. Maybe it's because of his handsome appearance, maybe it's because he takes care of me, maybe it's because he gives me too much money and material help. All of this adds up to a way that makes it impossible for me to withdraw from him, as if he is my oxygen tank, and without oxygen, there is no me.

When Zhao Jun was carried into the ambulance, Liang Xue did not take Fang Wenke's car, but took the initiative to get into the ambulance, saying that she wanted to take care of Zhao Jun.

Fang Wenke and I drove in a private car and followed the ambulance in front of us all the way.

Fang Wenke also saw that something was wrong with Liang Xue, and asked me while driving: "Does Liang Xue like Zhao Jun?" Why is she so proactive? ”

"I guess so! When we were in the bedroom just now, I saw Liang Xue's laptop, and there was a photo of Zhao Jun on the screen, and I guess she had liked Zhao Jun for a while. "I have no shy words about Fang Wenke.

"Then Liang Xue and Jiang Yun are not rivals in love? Your dorm room is too messy! ”

"Don't talk nonsense! If Liang Xue's liking for Zhao Jun was known by Jiang Yun, Jiang Yun would have to go crazy, she was not a magnanimous girl, Jiang Yun's temperament was the kind that would fight with Wang Tao and never give up. ”

"Then unless you promise me one thing, I'll tell Jiang Yun this amazing news right now, and let her fly back from Hunan immediately!" Fang Wenke smiled on the surface and wanted to threaten me, but looking at his expression carefully, it was not humorous, but looked very dignified.

"What? Do you have something to ask me? Said that the skin is not smiling! Not like you at all! I sensed something was wrong with him and asked rhetorically.

"I really can't hide anything from you, so let me tell you one thing, don't be angry first." Fang Wenke's expression suddenly became serious, as if he was about to announce the establishment of the republic.

"Say it!" I replied with some confidence.

"I—didn't I take your luggage back to my house from the trunk of the car this morning—" Fang Wenke paused.

"Well, and then?" I then asked.

"Then I remember that after you were discharged from the hospital, you put the diary about Zhu Yang that you wrote in high school in your suitcase," Fang Wenke paused again, and then said: "-I know we had an unpleasant quarrel yesterday because of that diary, but my curiosity is so strong that I can't restrain myself, so I read your diary when I go home." ”

At this moment, the car was quiet, Fang Wenke finished telling his secret, and I was in pain in this secret.

"After reading the diary, I know all the love stories between you and Zhu Yang, you loved each other very much at that time, or you used to love Zhu Yang very much." Fang Wenke saw that I was silent and continued.

"Isn't that all in the past?" I bowed my head, as if in silence.

"But every time you see Zhu Yang, you will deliberately avoid him, which means that you can't let go of him at all!" Fang Wenke's voice suddenly raised, and even the speed of driving began to increase.

"Aren't you! Didn't you love Wang Ying with all your might, just like me? I didn't leave any room to ask him.

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Hearing my rebuttal, Fang Wenke's tone suddenly weakened again, and like a child who admitted his mistakes, he said, "I'm sorry, I'm just afraid—I'm afraid I'll lose you." ”

"Don't say these useless things, since I chose you, I won't do anything to be sorry for you. To tell you the truth, Zhu Yang has been texting me for the past few days, saying that he misses me, but I haven't replied to him, because I know that I don't love him anymore. ”

Fang Wenke seemed to be very satisfied with my answer, his expression was as relaxed as a stone falling in his heart, and then he said pleadingly: "Then you promise me, no matter how dead Zhu Yang comes back to you, you will always stand by my side!" ”

"I will always be by your side, as long as you stay with me." I turned my head to look at Fang Wenke, hoping that he could see the determination in my eyes.

"Xiexie you, dear."

Fang Wenke accepted my hot gaze, but immediately returned to his usual nonsensical appearance, and said to me with a smile: "Also, you have been too close to Zhao Jun recently, and I don't know that people think that you two are lovers, so stay away from him in the future!" ”

"You're sick, you! How much Zhao Jun helped us! You don't appreciate him and are still jealous of me here? I looked at Fang Wenke with disgust, thinking in my heart how he could treat his own brother as a rival.

"I said I was afraid of losing you! You have to listen to me obediently, or one day if you fall in love with Zhao Jun for a long time, I will go crazy! ”

Fang Wenke looked flamboyant, but in his expression, I saw his seriousness and his fear.

I smiled at him as if I didn't understand, and then moved my eyes to the window of the car, accompanied by the haze of night lights, and sighed about the time flowing in recent days.

I can't help but feel that our days are too full, and our feelings are so abundant, that we don't have enough time to think about right and wrong, and we grow in reckless hurts and experiences again and again.

So I also believe in that sentence even more: because I am young, love is overflowing; Because of youth, love is selfish; Because I am young, I am confused about love.