494. [494] Gu Zhenzhen, who has awakened (Asking for a monthly pass!) )
Many men are machismo, and he can find a woman by himself, but his wife must not go out of the car, which will make him have a deep sense of frustration in his own heart.
Not only that, many men say that they don't care if a woman is the first time with them, but in fact, they care very much in their hearts.
Don't say that the world is already like this, in fact, compared to too many things, when getting married, the greatest respect a woman gives a man is chastity, even if a man already has several ex-girlfriends before getting married, but when getting married, most men want to spend their lives with the woman they are married, provided that the man is in love with the woman.
Women don't have self-esteem and self-love, and they fantasize about eating forbidden fruit with their little boyfriend early, and 90% of the time, women will not marry the first man to go to/sleep.
Gu Zhenzhen is the best example, she fell in love with Ma Long, and always felt that the other party loved her, so she gave him her chastity and got married for this.
Actually, Malone never loved her.
This is also the sorrow of women.
Love can tolerate everything, and the person who loves you the most is reluctant to hurt you to find another woman outside.
It's a pity that Gu Zhenzhen's vision has never changed for the better, she always thinks that she can change a man, after all, she has been together for a few years, but she will never think about it, why is it a few years, married, and An Xichao will still have a woman outside?
It's not because she was only in the hotel and Marlon was found out by him.
Instead, she felt that if she was given more time, she would be able to pull him to her side completely.
Isn't that what she wants to see?
She trusts her eyes, but not her brain.
"Didn't we say we wouldn't talk about the hotel anymore?"
An Xichao replied lightly, "I'm just comparing it casually." ”
"And what else do you think about?"
An Xichao said as he undressed, "You really want to know? ”
"Hmm."
"There are a lot of comparisons, the most important thing is, Zhenzhen, do you think X life is more harmonious with Ma Long, or do you think it is more harmonious with me? Is his tool bigger, or is it mine? ”
Such a straightforward question, An Xichao wanted to ask for a long time.
"You ............" Gu Zhenzhen was choked, not knowing what to say.
She gulped down the brown sugar water, closed her eyes, and refused to answer the question.
"You mean."
"You're not bored." Gu Zhenzhen turned over and turned her back to him.
An Xi narrowed his eyes and said nothing.
Lying beside her, he was silent for a while, and said, "My dad has been addicted to chatting with netizens in the past few days, and when I came back just now, I heard it talking." ”
Gu Zhenzhen saw that he had changed the topic, so she said, "I watched him chatting at seven or eight o'clock, and I haven't finished talking yet." ”
"So you can talk?"
"I heard the voices of everyone talking to the women."
An Xi snorted and turned off the light to sleep.
After a few days like this, Gu Zhenzhen's aunt finally left.
Gu Zhenzhen came to the hospital again.
The attending obstetrician and gynecologist did various tests on her and finally said, "How many miscarriages did you have?" ”
Gu Zhenzhen wore a mask and nodded.
"I said, otherwise the sub-//uterine will not be so thin, such a thin sub//endometrium will not be able to provide implantation to the sperm/sub-egg/sub-uterine at all, just like the land, fertile land can grow good seedlings, if the land is not good, how can the seedlings grow?"
When Gu Zhenzhen heard this, her heart suddenly fell into the cold storage, "Doctor, is there any other way?" I want children. ”
The doctor sighed, "Girls like you, I've met too much, blindly aborting the fetus, tossing yourself into the shadows, as a result, you can't get pregnant, the man goes to find other women, and they don't lose anything, why did they go earlier." ”
"Please, doctor, can I still get pregnant?"
The doctor said solemnly, "It's hard to say, but you can try to inject estrogen, estrogen can promote endometrial epithelial hyperplasia, but the side effects are greater, increasing the risk of child/endometriosis and child/uterine tumors, you should be cautious." ”
Gu Zhenzhen nodded, "Let's fight now." ”
"Okay."
Coming out of the hospital, Gu Zhenzhen was in a terrible mood.
She felt like she had a large cloud overhead.
The black pressure was overwhelming, and she couldn't breathe.
Return to Gu's house.
Seeing that her face was not good-looking, Gu's mother immediately asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Mom." Gu Zhenzhen sat down and suddenly cried, "I may never get pregnant again." ”
When Gu's mother heard this, she hurriedly said, "What the hell is going on, you tell me." ”
Gu Zhenzhen told her mother these words word by word.
When Gu's mother heard this, she slapped Gu Zhenzhen on the head in anger, "You are really ...... It's infuriating! Don't you know that women can't have abortions casually? Hit one because you divorced Ma Long, and the last two are better than having a fetus even if they are born! ”
"However, I don't want to take the two of them to drag the oil bottle, and I'm still Marlon's child!"
"Then why did you marry him alive and dead in the first place!" Gu's mother couldn't bear it when she talked about this, "Zhenzhen, you did it yourself, you can't blame anyone!" Now at this point, no one should complain, try your best to conceive a child! This must not be told to the Xi Dynasty, otherwise, the An family will be a single seedling, and if you marry someone who can't have children, it won't turn the sky upside down! ”
Gu Zhenzhen naturally understood this truth.
"I know."
"Then what are you doing in a daze, do what the doctor says, and don't give up if you have a little hope."
Gu Zhenzhen wiped the tears on her face, "I'll go back first." ”
"Let's go back."
Gu's mother sat there, feeling that this world was too artificial.
Gu Zhenzhen returned to An's home.
I found a young, beautiful, and strange woman sitting in the living room.
She had an ominous premonition, could it be that her husband brought it back?
"Who are you?"
Cao Xintian smiled, "My surname is Cao, it's okay to call me Cao Cao." ”
Gu Zhenzhen snorted in disgust, "Cao Cao? Did the Three Kingdoms cross over? What is the name, it is ugly to die, I know a person surnamed Cao. ”
Cao Xintian's hands clenched, "Really?" ”
Subsequently, An Xichao and An Xianxin both returned, and Gu Zhenzhen was a little confused, "Is this going to happen to something big?" ”
An Xichao warned her, "Shut your mouth and don't say anything." ”
Father An came down from upstairs and said with a smile, "Let me introduce you, this one, called Cao Cao, is my girlfriend." ”
Gu Zhenzhen felt that the world had begun to be messy, "Father-in-law, you are in your fifties, and you still have a girlfriend?" ”
"Could it be that I'm going to be lonely and lonely all the time in my fifties?"
An Xichao nodded, "Dad is right, I agree." ”
An cautiously questioned, "Dad, you are an old man, she is so young with you, doesn't she fancy your money can be anything else?" ”
Father An doesn't think he's an old man, he thinks he's still handsome, "According to what you say, can't Dad's age have true love?" ”
The corners of An Chengcheng's mouth twitched, "No, I just think she's about the same age as me, she can be your daughter, if you find someone in her fifties, I don't object." ”
An Xichao interrupted, "Okay, since our dad is willing, he is willing, I say it, from now on, no one will say a word!" ”
Gu Zhenzhen went upstairs directly, and An Xin also went upstairs when he saw this.
An Xichao glanced at Cao Xintian, made a look, and went upstairs himself.
"Don't you feel sorry for your dead mother?"
An Xichao sat there, drinking red wine shallowly, disapproving, "The dead are dead after all, and the living must continue, don't use the dead to trap the living." ”
Gu Zhenzhen smiled dryly, "Then you really want to open it, since you agree as a son, I have nothing to say." ”
"That's good."
Gu Zhenzhen looked at his appearance and suddenly asked tentatively, "Xichao, what if I can't get pregnant all the time?" ”
"It's not like you can't give birth, how can you never get pregnant?"
"I said what if."
"We have only one son, you know?"
She nodded.
"Then I'll have to marry another woman who can have children."
When Gu Zhenzhen heard this sentence personally, she felt that there was nothing more cruel than this.
Sure enough, it was no different from what his mother said.
A man is a man, and it is important to pass on the lineage.
"Then I............ But you have to work harder, get pregnant early, and give birth to a son. ”
When An Xichao heard this, he nodded, "Just put your mind on pregnancy." ”
Gu Zhenzhen walked to the bathroom, closed the door, leaned against the door, her body slid down, no matter how stupid she was, Gu Zhenzhen had already understood at this time that this man, no matter how nice he said, in some things, he was still the garbage he wanted to throw away.
Everything was like a roller coaster in her mind at this time, up and down, all in front of her, one by one.
A terrible fact was formed in front of her, he let himself go to his brother's company, even if it was successful, in the future, the Gu family fell under his name, and he still couldn't escape the fate of being abandoned, and the reason why he was still in this family now.
It's nothing more than that he has a strong family background to support him.
If you are not afraid of being stupid or stupid, you are afraid that you will not be sober until you die.
"What have you been doing in there for so long?"
"Stomach aches, tuba." Gu Zhenzhen stood up, turned on the faucet, washed her face, looked at herself in the mirror, and suddenly woke up, her eyes were blood-red.
It is not a lover who can abandon herself at any time, only family is the ultimate warm harbor, she has always been, how seriously her brain has been blinded, and she would think of helping a man who can give up herself to break the support behind herself.
Opening the door, she brushed her hair and headed for the door.
An Xichao looked at her with a bad face, "Where are you going?" ”
"Get out and walk around."
Gu Zhenzhen said so, opened the door and went downstairs.
When she left the house, she raised her face and saw no longer dark clouds, but sunshine.