Chapter 113: Love is not firm

After struggling out of this bloodless interview, I walked alone on the road outside the school, with a lot of people and noisy cars.

I walked along the crossroads, in the direction of the highway, farther and farther away, quieter and quieter.

Probably because the highway is on the outskirts of the city, it is sparsely populated, and even there are few vehicles.

I sat on the curb of the road, listening to the passing traffic whizzing by, each car was moving fast, too fast to blink, too fast to say zaijian.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the scenery on the road, red, white, blue, black cars, they were all different colors, but they were the same shape.

Is it that people are like cars, in order to be able to run on this wide highway, we must forge ourselves into one similar individual after another, and then put on different colors of clothing to show ourselves.

In fact, we are all the same, the same selfish, the same vulnerable.

On the way out of the hotel, in addition to the sound of the car horn, there were also Fang Yun's sneers in my mind.

Yes, people have to be self-aware, I know my insignificance deeply, but I don't have the courage to admit it.

I'm wandering here, not for money, not for fame and fortune, just for aiqing.

About thirty minutes later, Zhao Jun called me and told me to hurry back to school before dark.

I fumbled my trouser pocket and prepared to take a taxi back, only to find that my wallet was missing, along with my ID and bank card.

It turns out that when people are unlucky, they are really unlucky! Today, Fang Yun was first educated, and then the wallet was stolen by a thief.

I wanted to look for it along the road, but then I realized that I had gone too far, and if I went back to the hotel to find my wallet, I was afraid it would be dark.

Thinking of this, I suddenly understood one thing, maybe my feelings for Fang Wenke are like the lost wallet, I put my heart on Fang Wenke a long time ago, and when I wanted to find it back, I found that the road was too long and the search was too confusing.

Some love, if you spill it, you can't get it back.

When Zhao Jun learned that I had lost my wallet, he asked me where I was, and then asked me to stand still and not leave, saying that he would come and pick me up soon.

In less than 20 minutes, Zhao Jun found me and sent me back to school safely.

When I returned to campus, my heart still couldn't be calm, and Zhao Jun and I sat downstairs in the dormitory, enjoying the night breeze.

"Why did you go today?" Zhao Jun asked.

"I ??? Forget it, I didn't do anything! ”

"Going to see my mom?" Zhao Jun looked at me as if he already knew everything.

"How do you know?" I looked at Zhao Jun in surprise.

"She came to me to talk to Fang Wenke yesterday, I guess she will definitely look for you, but I didn't expect it to be today."

"Does Fang Wenke know? Does he know his mom will talk to me? ”

"Just his IQ? He couldn't imagine being so tired! He will only drink and buy drunk! Zhao Jun said with a disgusted face.

"So what to do, I'm in a mess right now."

"You can't beat my mother, and so is Fang Wenke, he will definitely go to study abroad, even if he doesn't want to."

"How can you be so sure?"

"Because everything Fang Wenke has been arranged since he was a child, he can only go step by step, this is his life!"

"Do you also think Fang Wenke and I will break up?"

"I don't know about this, but of course I hope you two break up soon, and then I have a good chance to be with you!" Zhao Jun turned his head and smiled sweetly at me.

"Don't be poor, I'm dead! Fang Yun really gave me a dismount today, I don't even know what to do! I sighed.

"My mom is that kind of person, she looks very kind on the surface, but she is more ruthless than anyone else in her heart. The most vulnerable time I've seen her since I was a kid was at my dad's funeral, and only that once. Zhao Jun looked up at the sky, his face full of sadness.

"Maybe she'll have to be strong!" I sighed along.

At this moment, the ringing of my mobile phone once again broke the silence around me.

The moment before I took out my mobile phone, I thought it was a call from Fang Wenke, but when I saw the mobile phone screen, I realized that it was Wang Ying.

Wang Ying told me that Liang Chengming would be executed in a week, and that all his property had been investigated and a large part had been handed over.

However, regarding the question of Zhaozhao, Wang Ying still has a headache, although Zhaozhao is the son of his sister Wang Tao, but Zhaozhao is not born to Liang Chengming. Wang Ying said that she would send Zhaozhao to her biological father, that is, to send Zhaozhao to France.

And Wang Ying's intention in calling this time is still very clear, that is, to let Jiang Xiaoqiao get rid of the child as soon as possible, because she doesn't want to involve Jiang Xiaoqiao, let alone owe her and her children a favor.

When I learned the news, my mood was still heavy, with the stimulation that Fang Yun gave me, and with mixed feelings about Jiang Xiaoqiao.

When I called Liang Xue again, it was Jiang Xiaoqiao who answered the phone, and although I hesitated for a long time, I still persuaded Jiang Xiaoqiao in person.

Jiang Xiaoqiao on the other end of the phone was in a very haggard state and her voice was also very weak, but to my surprise, Jiang Xiaoqiao told me that she had done the baby two days ago, and it was an induction.

Because Jiang Xiaoqiao's pregnancy has been too long, if you want to kill the child, you can only do labor induction, but labor induction is very hurtful, and Jiang Xiaoqiao needs at least a week to recuperate after the operation.

However, Jiang Xiaoqiao told me that in about three days, she would return to China with Liang Xue and Xiaopang.

Ms. Jiang said she still couldn't adapt to life in the U.S., and she said she was lonely here.

Before Liang Xue and Xiaopang didn't travel to the United States, Jiang Xiaoqiao had to face a lot of trivial matters by herself every day, she had to take care of herself, and she had to think about her three meals. And Liang Chengming didn't give her much care at that time, she can support herself to this day, all because of her own belief.

But now, her faith has crumbled and her love has been destroyed.

Jiang Xiaoqiao will return to China as soon as possible, and she said that she wants to take a look at Liang Chengming before he dies.

And I finally realized that the misfortune I had encountered in my life was not necessarily the most miserable.

Many of the tests we think of may be trivial in the eyes of others; Many of the things we think of as abandonment may be just a small loss in the eyes of others; Many of what we think of as betrayal may be taken for granted in the eyes of others.

Our perspectives are different, and our feelings are even different.

Therefore, the relationship between me and Fang Wenke may not be as complicated as imagined, and maybe Fang Yun's threat is not a threat.

I finally understood that the reason why I was wavering was because my love was not strong.