Chapter 8 A Thousand Thoughts Come to a Dream
I'll help you with whatever you want, as long as you can live well, and I can watch you, as long as I look at you.
"Haoxuan-!"
Hua Tingguo clutched his chest tightly, and the whole person couldn't help but tremble, and his heart hurt so much. His calmness, his composure, all this is just a cover-up. No one knows exactly how he spent every night for more than a month. Every night his heart felt like it was about to break, and the pain swept over him like a landslide.
Yes, he can't wait to go with Feng Haoxuan now, he killed Feng Haoxuan, he can't accept that his lover died at his own hands, he hates his stupidity. The happiness that he had been waiting for for so long and had gone through so much was ruined by his own hands.
His Haoxuan is dead, he can't live, he can't accept this fact, but this is a fact. He didn't know if Feng Haoxuan would blame him, it was such a ridiculous ending. Feng Haoxuan must feel that he has been betrayed, Hua Tingguo thought so. Yes, it was he who broke his promise again and again. said that he would never hide it from each other again, and he would never be separated again, but he didn't do it once, he must have disappointed Feng Haoxuan.
"Haoxuan, you must wait for me, no matter how long it takes, I will definitely ask for your forgiveness, but, Haoxuan, can we have another chance...... Haoxuan, Haoxuan, you can't come back, can you? So I can't find you anyway, can I? ”
Hua Tingguo lay on his back on the bed, and slowly closed his eyes in exhaustion with the pain in his whole body.
His Haoxuan, he must be to blame, otherwise, how could he not have dreamed to see him once.
The wind was a little manic tonight, and the flowers and trees outside the house were all swaying with the wind, and clusters of black shadows swayed from side to side on the windows.
"Dumping the country... Dumping the country. ”
"Huh?" Hua Tingguo closed his eyes and sighed.
"Who do you think I am? Haven't you missed me in over a month? ”
"Who is it?" Hua Tianguo opened his eyes in a daze, the light in the room was not very bright but it was enough for him to see clearly, wasn't the person in front of him Feng Haoxuan in his heart? Hua Tingguo stepped forward and threw himself on Feng Haoxuan's body, Feng Haoxuan caught Hua Tingguo with a smile, and was almost washed to the ground. "It seems that the country misses me very much, so enthusiastic."
"Haoxuan, Haoxuan, Haoxuan......" Hua Tingguo hugged Feng Haoxuan tightly and called his name over and over again. I'm sorry Haoxuan, I'm sorry, I broke my promise again, I'm sorry Haoxuan, I actually killed you, I'm sorry Haoxuan, don't hate me, don't don't. ”
"Stupid dumping country, don't blame yourself, dumping the country, you are my dumping country, I am reluctant to torture yourself like this, you have to live well, you know? You are my lover, you are my country, you can't be bad to my country. Feng Haoxuan also hugged Hua Tianguo tightly, he also missed it very much, how could he be willing to live so painfully in Hua Tianguo.
Hua Tingguo choked and buried his head in Feng Haoxuan's arms, but this chest didn't seem to be as warm as before, it was actually a little cold! Suddenly, Hua Tingguo thought of something, and suddenly supported Feng Haoxuan's chest, his lips trembled, and he said word by word. "Haoxuan, are you still alive?" He knew, he killed Feng Haoxuan with his own hands, and spent candles in the cave room on their wedding day.
Sure enough, Feng Haoxuan's smile receded, and he looked at Hua Tingguo sadly, his cold fingertips scraping Hua Tingguo's forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose, mouth, and smooth face. "Allure, I'm dead, it's just your dream now, Allure, don't be sad, okay."
"Haoxuan! Haoxuan! Are you okay coming back? Even if you hate me, will you come back? I'm so stupid, I'm the stupidest person in the world, if I could turn back time I wouldn't be coerced by him, how could I be so stupid! Haoxuan, Haoxuan, I want you to live, I want to watch you every day, accompany you, Haoxuan, I don't want you to die, I don't want you! ”
"Alluring the country!" Feng Haoxuan grabbed Hua Tingguo and slapped his hand vigorously, his eyes full of pity, "You are really a fool, it is true that you should not have been stupidly coerced by Huang Fulin at that time, but I know that you have been looking for your father and mother, Ying'er is your sister, and Ai Qi is your adopted brother-in-law, how can you watch them die?" I understand stupidity. ”
"Haoxuan, I don't want them to die, and I don't want you to die! Haoxuan, Haoxuan, I regret it......"
"Fool, I know you don't want me dead." As he spoke, Feng Haoxuan lifted the sleeve of Hua Tianguo's left arm and pushed it up until his shoulders were exposed, and his skin was still as smooth and tender as before. But what he knew, here, just a month ago, there had been a gash with fragrant blood flowing from here, which was carefully bottled by Hua Tingguo. A year ago, he was poisoned by eating marrow, and Hua Tingguo also saved him like this, using the blood of [Tianyang].
"Stupid country, live well, protect yourself well, you know? You can cross time and space, cross the barrier and come to me, so you have to believe that no matter how long it takes, we will always meet, you know? Even in the next life, in the next life, I will not forget you. Your father and mother are still waiting for you to save the country, and I will not allow you to think cranky in the future. I will always be by your side, I will always be with you, you know? Your dreams, the future can only have me. ”
"Haoxuan ......"
"Fool, it's time for me to go, let's sleep well."
Hua Tingguo really closed his eyes, Feng Haoxuan carefully placed him on the bed, his cold lips lightly imprinted a kiss on Hua Tingguo's forehead, smiled, and turned around. The wind blew and disappeared without a trace.
I only heard a woman's voice coming from outside the house. "Is that really good?"
Immediately followed by Feng Haoxuan's voice, "I always listened to him before, but I watched him leave again and again, this time I won't give him that chance again, we can't have more opportunities to wait." ”
The next morning, Hua Tianguo was woken up by the warbler's push, and it was not appropriate to say that it was morning, when the sun was already hanging high, and the dazzling light penetrated the room. Hua Tianguo moved his neck that was a little sore and numb, strange, since he entered the palace of Xingyu Kingdom, he has always slept lightly, why did he sleep so deeply today Suddenly he thought of the dream last night, more than a month, Feng Haoxuan finally fell asleep, he hugged him, let him live well, he said he didn't blame him. But the more Feng Haoxuan was like this, the more he missed Feng Haoxuan, and the more he couldn't forgive him for killing Feng Haoxuan.
The right hand pinched the numb left arm, and when he pinched the left shoulder, there was a sudden agitation!
Last night, was it really just a dream?