His face was full of excitement, even more excited than the servant girl just now, and his eyes were also full of joy, even more joyful than the servant girl just now, and after a moment, he reached over and took me into his arms, his body pressed together, and he felt his trembling body.

"It hurts, it hurts."

There was a faint pain in front of my chest, and my legs were a little weak from the pain, and I shook off his tightly held hands, trying to break free of him.

"It hurts,"

He muttered as if he had just reacted, and suddenly, he stretched out his hand to push me away, pushing me away, and in a hurry, he looked at me carefully, and whispered with concern: "Where it hurts, where is it uncomfortable," his body slowly moved away, and his eyes were full of anxiety and worry.

"No, no."

Being looked at nervously by him, I shook my head a little embarrassed, glanced down, and said embarrassedly: "Wrist, the force on the wrist is a little too big, can you let go of me first,"

He was stunned when he heard this, and quickly let go of my hand, turned back to the maid who followed closely behind him and said, "Prepare some light meals for Niangniang to bring here, and prepare some hot water for Niangniang to bathe and change clothes." ”

"Yes."

Outside the door, the maidservant, who had been silent, answered softly, leaned down and made a note to him, and turned to leave, as if she really planned to prepare, I hurriedly stopped: "No, no need, no need to prepare anything." ”

"No need,"

Bo Tai stiffened slightly, his eyes stared at me tightly, for a long time, a self-deprecating smile appeared on his face, he stretched out his hand and waved at the maid who stopped outside the door and didn't know how to advance or retreat, turned around, was silent for a moment, and said: "I want to go to him, don't you?"

"Yes."

I was not afraid, raised my head and replied to him with a firm face: "Botai, there are some things, I think I have made it very clear to you, you let me leave." ”

"Leave,"

His face was gloomy, and he said for a long time: "If, I tell you, he died more than a hundred years ago, do you still want to go to him?"

"Of course." In the face of his forced gaze, I heard myself tell him in a firm tone: "Whether it is life or death, I will go to him, and I must find him." ”

"What about me," he said with a look of anxiety, "I really don't matter at all in your heart, even if I stand in front of you and beg you at this moment, you don't want to stay with me for a while,"

"Yes......"

Before he finished speaking, his lips were already sealed by him.

In front of my nose, the smell of books lingered, this time I didn't refuse him again, and I didn't respond to him, firstly, I felt really guilty about him, and secondly, the wound on my chest was really a little painful, and I didn't have the strength to push him away. Just let his lips and tongue wander by, and when his lips and teeth wandered to his ears, he heard him sneer in a low voice: "You have always been like this to me, no love and no hate, Yuge, you are really ruthless, so ruthless that it scares me." ”

There was a cold fall on my shoulder, I slowly opened my eyes, I didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, lowered my head to look at the ground, clenched the fist hidden in my sleeve, my heart was full of guilt, but I still said ruthlessly: "I owe you the love of two lives, so that I feel ashamed of you and can't hate you, but the pain you gave me, and the hurt you gave Zilian, made me unable to fall in love with you." Botai, what kind of woman does the demon king of your realm want, why waste your feelings on me, a person who is not likely to like you, let it go, let's let each other go. ”

"Hehe, let go, let each other go,"

Maybe I'm saying something a little heavy, maybe it's some other reason I don't know. A few drops of crimson blood fell from the corners of his lips, slowly fading away on the placket of his turquoise clothes, like blood-colored red plums blooming in winter, crimson and dazzling. He turned his head to look out the window and said bitterly, "I let go of you, but who can give me my heart back,"

A few wry smiles, he almost fell to the ground in a stumble, I saw that the situation was not very good, kindly reached out and stepped forward to help him, but he turned his body away to dodge, his steps slowly retreated, the corners of his lips were stained red with blood, but his eyes were still full of smiles looking at me, "Yuge, I hate you, from now on, you and I are strangers, dead and alive will never see each other again." ”

When I was stunned, repeating the phrase 'I hate you, I hate you' in my ears, he was carried out of the room by the maidservant.

Since this day, I have not seen him again, and the maidservants who came to the house every day to bring food and soup no longer called me "Niangniang", but called me Miss Yuge.

I don't know why, I used to hear the word 'Niangniang' so disgusted that I wanted to vomit, but at this moment, I was very uncomfortable because of the fish song they called out of their mouths, perhaps, because I felt guilty about him in my heart.

On the day I left the demon world, I packed my luggage early in the morning, a few underwear, and a blood-colored red lotus hairpin, I wanted to see him and make amends for him, but I didn't want to be politely rejected by the maid who guarded the door in front of him.

Anyway, since I can't give others what they want, why bother to insert a foot in the days when others are about to be calm, I sighed, walked out of the demon world with my burden, and walked in the direction of the human world.

A hundred years, said long is not long, short is not short, long can forget a person, short makes people feel just a dream. I don't know if this hundred years is the former or the latter.

The long road was long, and after half a month's trek, I finally arrived at the foot of Lingyun Mountain in a foggy early morning, and looked up at the Ziwei Palace that was still high in the sky, and for a moment, I felt like I had returned to a certain early morning a hundred years ago, and I came to Lingyun Mountain to find him with a burden as simple as today.

The scenery under Lingyun Mountain is as beautiful as a hundred years ago, the Tsubaki staircase wet by the rain in early summer, there is a faint trace of being washed by the rain, and the two sides of the wooden fence are also full of all kinds of bright flowers, red, blue, purple and yellow, one by one, one by one, charming eyeballs.

The sun rose slowly in the sky, shining the golden light of Ziwei Palace, as if it was built in the direction of the rising sun, thinking about how I appeared in front of the gate of Ziwei Palace again, and how I reunited with the senior brothers and sisters in the mountain gate again, my hurried pace began to slow down, slowed down, slowed down again, until finally I really didn't have the courage to think about the consequences, and stopped directly.

I thought, I'd better go back.

A hundred years have passed, perhaps, he has already forgotten me, otherwise, in the more than 100 years since I was in the demon world, why didn't he go to the demon world to pick me up, but put me in another man for a hundred years.

If, as I thought, he has forgotten about me, then what is the point of me going to him now, to bring shame on myself?