"The stone passes through the clouds and falls into the stream, and there is no wind to come to the pillow; Ten years of guest dreams, but the sound of water is recalled overnight. ”

Lu Zheng slowly opened his eyes, and the sharp pain of broken bones just after being hit by a car seemed to be slowly disappearing.

"Where am I? Got to the Netherworld? ”

In front of me, the scenery is so blurry, red, green, gray, and the colors are blended, like an abstract painting, distorted and weird.

Hell is like this?

Lu Zheng closed his eyes in disappointment again, it turned out that death was not so terrible.

Lu Zheng always thought before his death, most of them could not go to heaven, a scumbag who was disloyal, unfilial, unkind and unjust, and the eighteenth layer of hell was his destination, right?

However, he was unwilling, he was so unwilling.

Thinking of the zuihou that his father shouted to himself on his deathbed, the word "Get out!" He used all his strength and exhausted Zuihou's energy, just to tell himself to get out?! Tell himself, his only son, to get out of the way, the farther away the better!

At that moment, did I feel a little heartache for myself who had never cared about anything? Perhaps, I don't know.

Mother, that fierce woman, has not spoken to herself for many, many years, once, she was the most partial to herself, no matter what she did wrong, she would forgive herself and tolerate herself, since when? Did she ignore me? Ah, I really don't remember, bastard, I never cared about her, did I?

Du Xiaohu, his most loyal friend, but because of himself, he swallowed more than 100 sleeping pills, and his gradually cold body, did he regret following him?

Also, the beautiful shadow that I never want to think of again.

Himself, unfaithful to his relatives, unfilial to his parents, and unkind to his friends, is such a scumbag worthy of follow?

Perhaps, he should have died a long time ago.

However, weishenme is so unwilling? weishenme, will there be resentment?

Isn't it, because I think of myself, and I once had a warm spring?

It was a long, long time ago, right?

Yes, a long, long time ago, it was after I experienced the test of life and death on the battlefield in southern Xinjiang, when I just changed jobs, and at that time, I was not walking in the dark.

Is that? '83, or '84? I'm all fast, I don't remember.

If you want to look back on your life, you have to start from when you were born, right?

Maybe everyone, on Huangquan Road, will think of their own life, regardless of whether this person is a scumbag like themselves or not.

He is the third generation of the Lu family, one of the most glorious families in the Republic, and his fate in his childhood, when his parents were in a bad situation, he was taken away by a nanny just after he was born.

I also have the deepest relationship with the nanny, and in my heart, my adoptive mother is my real mother. It's a pity that when he was eight years old, his adoptive mother died of illness in Guangning, a small coastal county, and he was adopted by a family with the same surname Lu in Guangning, and his household registration was also here, but the new adoptive father and adoptive mother were very bad to themselves, and they had to work in the fields since they were young, until they ran away from home at the age of sixteen, and their biological parents found themselves and sent them into the army.

He joined the army at the age of 17 and participated in the war against Vietnam in southern Xinjiang. After returning to Guangning, the county party committee took care of himself in accordance with the spirit of the relevant documents of the central authorities, and he was appointed as the second-ranked deputy political commissar of the county bureau.

Ah, I remember, when I changed jobs, it was 1983, and I was 21 years old.

However, the next year, in 1984, he resigned and went to sea because he was excluded everywhere, and since then, he has begun a dark career in the business world, as a businessman, he is successful, and even won the legendary name of "shopping mall magician". However, in order to succeed, he did whatever it took to succeed, and he really responded to that sentence, and every copper plate was dripping with blood.

Then, as the Lu family was brutally cleared out of the political map of the republic, he was also implicated in the gradual estrangement from the Lu family, and was imprisoned twice, and the company was confiscated.

If?

What else do you want? There is no if.

Lu Zheng sighed softly, and then, he felt that his shoulder was gently patted, was it the ghost of the Ten Palaces Yama who sent to take someone?

"Commissar, wake up, why did you fall asleep?"

The voice in my ears is somewhat familiar, in hell, maybe there are auditory hallucinations, right?

Well, let's come, what if the Ten Palaces Yama are here? He had already smeared the Lu family before he was alive, but after he died, he could no longer disgrace the Lu family! The moment he faced death, he completely understood that no matter what, it was the blood of the Lu family that flowed in his veins, and from the moment he was born out of his mother's womb, he was deeply branded by the Lu family.

Lu Zheng slowly straightened up, opened his eyes and looked back, what about the ghost? Everyone is a ghost, I'm still afraid that you won't make it? Before I was born, I was the Demon King of the Mixed World, and after I died, I was also a ghost!

But when Lu Zheng gradually saw the appearance of the young man who gently patted his shoulder behind him, his pupils couldn't help shrinking violently, and the person in front of him was dressed in a blue and red collar badge police uniform, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, a neat flat head, and a little pimple on his face, like Du Xiaohu when he was young.

"Commissar? What happened to you? "Du Xiaohu's" gaze is very strange.

Lu Zheng shook his head and looked around, but saw weeping willows, slightly narrow streets on both sides, scattered with low buildings and bungalows, bicycles flying past him, splashing a string of crisp bells, such a scene, faintly familiar, but I don't remember where to see it.

On the southeast corner of the crossroads, a yellow building that is slightly atmospheric compared with the surrounding low buildings attracted Lu Zheng's attention, and on the prismatic wall of the three-story building, there are four big italic gold characters inlaid with dragons flying and phoenixes dancing, "Department Store", which can be seen far away.

Lu Zhengmeng's province, isn't this a department store in Guangning County? Until 2012, when I returned to Quang Ninh to run errands, it still stood in the old town of Quang Ninh, but compared with the luxurious large supermarkets, newly built department stores, Hualian commercial buildings, etc. in the new city, it was already old and uncared for.

But how did it come here, and, the surrounding scene?

Lu Zheng looked at "Du Xiaohu" fiercely, hesitated, and asked, "You, are you a tiger?" The voice couldn't help but tremble slightly, it has been many, many years, I don't know what feelings are, Xiaohu follows himself, and he even takes it for granted.

"Commissar, what's wrong with you?" "Du Xiaohu" was a little anxious, "Do you want to see a doctor?" ”

Commissar? Lu Zheng looked down at himself, and on his body, he had the same blue and red collar badge police uniform as Du Xiaohu, and this Type 71 police uniform was replaced by Type 83 olive green nationwide in 84 and 85.

Suddenly, there was a "hiss-la-hiss" sound over his head, as if the friction sound of radio waves piercing the air, Lu Zheng looked up, but it was the noise made by the tweeter on the street lamp, and then, the music of "March of Friendship" came from the loudspeaker, and the female announcer broadcast the news impassionedly, "My country's women's badminton team overcame all difficulties, played a fearless revolutionary spirit, and won the Uber Cup!" Make new contributions to our four modernizations! ……”

Although I felt that the content of the broadcast was a little childish and ridiculous, this spirit was so familiar, and this kind of uplifting melody was never heard or seen again.

Later announcers and hosts gradually became king, and their tough and refreshing temperament has long been extinct.

Lu Zheng suddenly became enlightened, stared at "Du Xiaohu" anxiously, and asked, "What time is it today?" No, what year is it? ”

"Du Xiaohu" looked at Lu Zheng's eyes full of concern and anxiety, but he always obeyed orders so much, as if on the battlefield in southern Xinjiang, he followed him, the deputy company commander promoted in the line of fire, to fight bloodily.

"Commissar, today is May 14, 1984."

Lu Zheng slowly, a few steps back, 1984? Back in 1984 yourself?

His heart and mind were full of incredulity, his mouth wide open, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it.

Finally, looking at Du Xiaohu, this friend, subordinate, and brother who has been loyal to him all his life, maybe, he can also be called a fool!

In his previous life, no matter what kind of predicament he encountered, Xiaohu followed him, joined the army by himself, he followed the army, changed jobs by himself, he followed him to the countryside, went to the sea by himself, he resigned and followed himself in business, he went to prison, and he ran outside. Finally, Zuihou was also restricted in his personal freedom, and in order to defend himself, he committed suicide at home.

Before he died, the first thing that came to mind was that in this life, Huzi was his only friend, but it was worth it to have this only friend!

Lu Zheng walked up a few steps and slowly grabbed Du Xiaohu's shoulder.

"Huzi, I can see you again, I'...... I'm so happy! It's true! ……”

Du Xiaohu just smiled stupidly, scratched his head innocently, and said in his heart, could it be that Brother Zhengzi has a nightmare on the battlefield again?