Chapter 106 I Have a Buddha in My Heart...... There are also queens
Tossing and turning, even if Fadu has this momentary illusion of being shaken by emotion and swallowed by emotion, his whole person is still rational and irreversible.
Even because of this uncontrollable emotional disturbance every time inadvertently, his decision to leave was even more aggravated, and it was an extremely urgent need to leave!
So, before all that might happen goes unusually and all the way down, get out of here! It's good for everyone...... Well, after finding the Tibetan scripture cave in the sacred mountain of the holy land, and after completing the master's instructions, he left, and continued his life of wandering and practicing, living in a fixed place, forgetting Linchang and forgetting all this, just like every place he has been to, everything he has experienced and everyone he has met in the past ten years.
Maybe in this way, it is the most haode......
Fadu fell silent, and in the silence he secretly made up his mind to travel far away.
Puya felt the arm that was holding her shoulder tighten, and knew that he was in some kind of mental prison, and it seemed to be some kind of determination.
Puya's heart moved, she didn't want to press him step by step, because she knew that he would never be able to give the answer she wanted...... If he could really give it to her, she might not be really happy, because he could have become a bodhisattva or even a Buddha with a golden body and happiness from suffering, but if she was a dull and sinful ordinary man full of sins and desires who hindered his steps in his birth, she would really be guilty! Being guilty is not only a pity for him, but also the pity and complaint of all the spirits in this world and in this world!
Was that really what she wanted? She didn't know.
And just watching him move away from him step by step, never to return to her, is this what she is willing to do and can calmly deal with? She doesn't know!
The moonlight is quiet in a trance, if you can really sink forever in the manifestation of your dreams, with him in every inch of the frame, what a beautiful thing it would be!
Puya was no longer obsessed with the fruitless question, and slowly changed the conversation and spoke again: "You said before that you don't keep going to the west, but facing the sun and going to the Buddha country. "But if you face the sun and head east, how did you meet me in this boundless desert western frontier buried by years of wind and sand?" "Is this the pull of fate in the dark, or the call of destiny?
Fadu calmed his mind as Puya spoke again. He is still the same enlightened monk who has always been calm and does not make waves: "Because I have to go from the south to the north, and I have to go from white to black." "Hold it off.
Puya suddenly understood that what Fadu said about facing the sun or carrying the sun behind him, to the east or to the west, just like the concept of bliss shijie in the West, is just a pronoun, a kind of casualness and metaphor that cannot be attached, if it is attachment, it is the phase! It seems that she is stupid.
Sure enough, Fadu saw that Pu Ya faintly understood, his chin was slightly slight, and he further explained to her: "I don't keep going west, but it doesn't mean that I don't go west. His eyes precipitated a touch of glitter, and the golden wave of wisdom crumbled into his eyelids, and his tone vaguely lit up a pulse of excitement born of joy, "East, West, South, North, Central, I have traveled many places, never staying permanently, and never setting a direction. After a slight pause, he said again, "Go with your heart, go with your heart, go with your fate." "Even if the master has already entrusted him with a heavy responsibility, if there is a fate in his life, the things that should be found will naturally be found, such as the one he found in Linchang right now.
Puya understood that this was also the reason why it only took Master Mingde to come to Linchang in a short period of time, but it took Fadu a full ten years to meet her......
Fadu's body was slightly fixed, and he was covered with a touch of cold moonlight. He sensed the call of the moonlight, and evoked the thoughts and memories in his heart: "Sometimes towards the dawn, sometimes against the light." "The thought of this is stirred without warning. Fadu looked at Puya again, who was looking at him seriously, with a serious and sincere look in his eyes, which was frank and unavoidable, and said very seriously, "I don't know why, I came here. There is a shallow sigh at the end, which is a relief of the mood, and there is also some smile and calm face of fate.
Pu Ya listened like this, silently silent, and his heart was full of feelings. With a trickle of thought, those touches fell back in turn like precipitated pearls, making the body and mind full of filling: "Walk at will, walk ...... randomly" The soft voice does not seem to be talking to the law, but it is like talking to himself, Pu Ya smiled thinly, "I walked to the Western Desert with the sun on my back, and walked to Linchang, which is also like the Dead Sea but full of vitality, and then met me." The tone was peaceful, and it seemed to be a little bitter and a little excited.
Xijiang does not have its back to the sun, because one day Buddhism will take root in this Linchang and bloom the most beautiful flowers. The common people in the desert will be transformed by the Dharma, perceive the warmth and ambition of the Buddha's power, and get the mercy and salvation of great compassion, and get rid of the sea of suffering and be reborn in the Pure Land!
Fadu listened to Puya's whispering, and his heart responded: "Amitabha." "Recite the Buddha's name.
Pu Ya smelled the Buddha's name, but mobilized a turbulent heat in his heart, raised his eyebrows hurriedly, and a glittering sincerity flowed between his eyelids: "What is in your heart?" He added in a hurry, "Do you have me in your heart...... Is there me or not? My Buddha ......" in her heart, she hugged the Fadu, her clear eyes were filled with the floating light of the soft style, and her expression was so vivid and bright!
This sudden hug is actually out of line, and it seems so abrupt. Puya's heartbeat was tight and heavy, echoing her thousands of thoughts flowing like a waterfall! At this moment, she didn't know what she was expecting, what she was looking forward to, she was inexplicable, her indescribable longing and excitement!
Fadu did not hide, and let this rose that urgently needed to be relied on hug him tightly, just like a Buddha who accepted the confused people and passed the world with compassion.
But there will still be excitement in his heart, even if the excitement is shallow, it is slight......
"Answer me, weishenme doesn't answer me?" Pu Ya Cheng held this waterfall heart, not leaving Fadu a chance to be silent, she made up her mind that this time she must ask Fadu what she thinks, even if it is her expected reply, she is also surprised!
Fadu's throat moved slightly, knowing that he couldn't avoid Puya's attachment, and he didn't want to avoid it anymore! He lowered his eyes, slowly, slowly, and slowly opened his mouth, which was the embodiment of sincerity that conformed to his mood and flowed faintly: "I have the West in my heart." There are Buddhas in the West...... There are also queens. ”
There are also queens......
At that moment, the holy lotus flower bloomed in the thick of the night!
Puya was amazed, and the intense joy and emotion after the surprise, and some indescribable feelings filled the emptiness in her heart and the irritability of her soul!
She thought she understood what he was saying, but she didn't. But what does it matter whether you understand or don't?
He is a Buddha, and his love is destined to be ambitious and compassionate, but he has her in his heart...... Even if this is the same love as for the common people, there is her.
She didn't believe that her existence was not a different kind of uniqueness for him, even if he would one day cast a golden body and sit on a lotus platform, but at least she had a fleeting and worthless life in his human life.
That's enough!
Just this moment, the city and the world are here for a moment...... She was satisfied, and her desires were too much and didn't seem to be too much. That's it, that's all, it's true, and it's satisfied!