Chapter 111: Three Years
After a week at Fang Wenke's house, I went back to school and started preparing for the semester's final exams.
Time flies quickly, going round and round, and the life of the freshman year is about to come to an end.
I still remember the last winter vacation, it seems to be what happened yesterday, those trivialities, those experiences, none of them did not stimulate my nerves.
Life is always like this, constantly colliding with sparks in the corner.
After eating and drinking enough from the cafeteria at noon, I wandered downstairs in my bedroom by myself.
It's close to summer, the sun is warm, the air is warm, and if there is no one downstairs, I think I'll be lying on all fours.
I staggered towards the dormitory building, and was suddenly caught by two familiar figures.
The two people next to the dormitory were pulling each other at the door, and after a while, the books and experimental equipment in their hands fell to the ground.
I just hurriedly stepped forward, it turned out to be Wang Yanfen and Zhu Yang, but how could the two of them come together?
"How did you two get together?" I looked at Wang Yanfen and Zhu Yang suspiciously.
When Zhu Yang saw me, his eyes widened, as if he was frightened.
Wang Yanfen stood aside, blushing and said, "I'm helping him get something!" Don't think about it! ”
Wang Yanfen's tone was a little stammering, and she knew that she had something to do with Zhu Yang as soon as she heard it.
"You two won't take what you said at the banquet that day seriously, right? Did the fake show really happen? I stared straight at Zhu Yang.
"Don't think about it! We're just a club, and she helped me get things! Zhu Yang scribbled.
"Then what are you two blushing about!"
"Sunburned!" Wang Yanfen's high-pitched tone immediately erupted, which shook my ears and hurt.
"Do you need my help?" I asked.
Wang Yanfen nodded, while Zhu Yang squatted down helplessly and began to pick up things.
"Still, when I watched you both from a distance, I was pretty right! Consider giving it a try! I said unintentionally.
"Go to the side!" Wang Yanfen was still blushing, complaining with shyness.
After we put our books and lab equipment in order, we set off in the direction of the teaching building.
On the way to the teaching building, Wang Yanfen has been silently following Zhu Yang, with a trace of concentration and appreciation in her eyes, while Zhu Yang walked in front of her.
I quietly observed the changes in the expressions of the two people, and I felt more and more that Wang Yanfen liked Zhu Yang.
If my speculation is true, it may be a joy for everyone, but Zhu Yang, who has always been stubborn, may not be so easily moved.
After walking to the teaching building, the three of us walked into the hall side by side, but as soon as we entered the hall, two familiar voices came from inside.
It was the voices of Fang Wenke and Wang Ying.
At this moment, the hall is empty and cool, plus Fang Wenke and Wang Ying, there are only five of us in total.
When they saw Fang Wenke and Wang Ying, the two of them were walking out together.
I looked at Fang Wenke unpleasantly, and I wanted to question him if Weishenme would appear here with Wang Ying, but I couldn't speak directly.
Obviously, Fang Wenke still made a preemptive strike.
When Fang Wenke saw me, his expression became nervous, and he stood there and called out my name: "Unnamed!" ”
I looked at Fang Wenke's distraction, and then at Wang Ying, who shrugged at me, as if she was signaling something to me.
"Aren't you at home? Why did you suddenly go back to school? I pretended to be calm and said to Fang Wenke.
"En???" Fang Wenke was suddenly speechless.
Wang Ying saw that Fang Wenke was embarrassed, she patted Fang Wenke on the shoulder, and then said to Fang Wenke with a relaxed face: "I said that you should tell the truth to Li Weiming!" Maybe she can understand you! I'll go first! ”
With that, Wang Ying left the teaching building.
Wang Yanfen and Zhu Yang looked at the chaotic scene in front of them, and they were also confused.
Seeing that the situation was getting more and more chaotic, I turned around and put the thick stack of books in my hand into Zhu Yang's arms, then took Fang Wenke's hand and walked to the rain eaves outside the hall.
Fang Wenke lowered his head, not daring to look at me. I think maybe it's about studying in the United States.
After I calmed down, I said to Fang Wenke, "Say it! Is there something wrong? ”
Fang Wenke lowered his head and began to hesitate.
After the atmosphere between me and Fang Wenke cooled down for three minutes, he finally raised his head and said to me with a solemn face: "Weiming, I'm going to the United States next month to study abroad." ”
After hearing this confirmed fact, my heart completely fell, like a stone full of needles, pierced into my heart.
I thought that if he didn't say it before, it meant that he was hesitating, maybe he wouldn't go; And now, when he speaks, it means that he will definitely go.
"How long will it take?"
"Three years."
When I heard the word "three years", my mind began to add, subtract, multiply and divide various operation symbols, and I wanted to have a clear concept of time, but the more the numbers were calculated, the more weak they became.
"Do you have to go?"
"Well, I have to go to study abroad." Fang Wenke's tone was firm and heartbreaking.
"Then go ahead!" I said relaxedly.
Suddenly, Fang Wenke grabbed my shoulder and said, "You'll wait for me, right?" ”
I looked into Fang Wenke's eyes, and I wanted to nod, but I couldn't.
"Weishenme doesn't speak? Will you wait for me? Fang Wenke asked again.
"Can I not go?" I asked tentatively.
Fang Wenke frowned tightly and shook his head firmly.
Maybe it's windy, maybe it's dizzy, I look at Fang Wenke's negative actions, it's like watching a silent movie, and the ending is tragic.
"Are you hesitant? Don't you love me anymore? Fang Wenke began to become suspicious.
"I want to think about it." I replied weakly.
"What is there to consider? It won't be long! It's only three years and you're good to go! Fang Wenke's voice began to grow.
"I just don't think it's fair to me."
After I threw down this dialogue, I broke away from Fang Wenke's hands, turned around and ran towards the dormitory building.
Fang Wenke didn't catch up, as if he was also hesitating, hesitating whether to put my three-year time on hold for an uncertain future.
I used to think that aiqing is a solid existence, as long as you love each other, you will see, you will touch, you will feel.
But when time and separation really hit Aiqing, I suddenly felt that Aiqing was the most unique existence in this world, I couldn't touch, I couldn't see, and I couldn't even feel it.
If it is out of your moderation, you will be upset, you will be afraid, you will even be terrified.
But it is precisely because of these tests that I know what kind of point my feelings for Fang Wenke have reached.
Aiqing cannot be separated by distance, but reality dominates everything.