Chapter 386: Don't Go
After asking Qingqing, Bai Feiruo walked all the way to the backyard, at this time it was the spring of March, when the grass grew and the warbler flew, although it was sunny and dry outside, there was no green in the past spring, but the Yin family's mansion was obviously an exception.
Walking along the garden path, surrounded by blooming flowers, the young man in white clothes is better than snow, handsome and elegant, walking like an immortal, making several young women wandering in the garden at the moment sigh secretly, although he is born in cloth, such a appearance and temperament, it is no wonder that the new lord of Jian Hui is willing to marry him.
However, Xiaobai's itinerary was a little unsmooth, and Pearl stopped her at the door, "My young lady has fallen asleep." ”
After all, this is ancient, not modern, the relationship between him and Lin Yu is just an unmarried couple, and the defense of etiquette and religion is still needed. Bai Feiruo didn't embarrass the pearl, nodded, and turned to leave.
Pearl saw that he walked so neatly, but his heart was a little entangled, Bai Gongzi seemed to have become colder than before? Although I have made up my mind, no matter what, today is to stop Bai Gongzi. But when Bai Feiruo was so neat, she was a little skeptical that he had changed his mind about her young lady.
However, what she didn't expect was that although someone turned around and left the courtyard, with his skills, he quickly jumped into the courtyard without anyone noticing, and quietly touched the second floor. He touched his nose, feeling that his behavior was a bit like those so-called flower thieves, and he was a little embarrassed, but he still wanted to come up and have a look.
The layers of gauze tents are soft and beautiful, and the girl lying in the soft cotton wool has her eyes closed, and her long eyelashes fall on her white jade-like face. The cheeks were still slightly flushed, thinking that it was because of drunkenness, and her cherry-red lips were more ruddy than the cheeks. Pursed tightly, it didn't look like he was having a sweet dream, and even his brows were slightly twisted.
He couldn't help but reach out to caress her eyebrows and cool and smooth face, wanting to soothe the shallow sorrow in her heart, and also soothe the unspeakable depression and helplessness in his heart.
"Xiaoyu, what are you always thinking? Am I that untrustworthy, we-"
His voice was soft. Almost silently talking to herself, who knew that the girl on the bed in the road was sleeping so unsteadily, and woke up so quickly.
"Xiaobai. Is that you? She sat up, rubbed her eyes, and the quilt that had been covering her body slipped off her shoulders, revealing the beautiful dress she was wearing. Just because she lay down for a while. A little wrinkled.
Lin Yu slept in clothes, after all, today was her banquet, although she couldn't drink enough to go to rest, it was impossible to sleep as if she was at home.
"It's me."
"You seem to be a little upset." Lin Yu was keenly aware of Xiaobai's emotions, and he was also a little drunk, so he asked directly, "What are you doing?" ”
"For what?" Bai Feiruo looked at her somewhat hazy expression and smiled bitterly. "I don't think I even mean that much to you anymore. You don't tell me anything, but I really can't help you. But I still can't help but want to care about you. Now that I see that you are nothing, I am relieved. ”
He raised his feet and wanted to leave, but a snow-white hand grabbed his clothes from behind, and when he turned around, he saw Lin Yu looking up at him.
"Why do you think that?"
Lin Yu's action of holding Xiaobai was subconscious, and she was even stunned before she reacted, but looking at the young man's distressed and complicated expression, her heart suddenly softened, and an indescribable sourness gradually rose in her heart.
"I wouldn't be with people I don't like." Lin Yu bit his lower lip and said, "I agreed to marry you, indeed because you meet my ideal husband standard, but even more because I am willing." ”
"Then what do you always behave like if you are separated, hot and cold?" He stared into her eyes, unable to give an answer to what he wanted.
"I can't say clearly, I always feel as if I can't adapt to life here, and I'm afraid to let go of the past. But if it were you, I wouldn't want to let go. "What you say when you are drunk is always closer to the truth, if you are completely sober, Lin Yu will never say that she can't adapt to life here and think about it too much.
Fortunately, at this time, Bai Feiruo was also focused on the faint emotional entanglement between the two, and he didn't notice the problem in Lin Yu's words at all, he was shocked by Lin Yu's words that he didn't want to let go, he really didn't expect her to say it so bluntly. Maybe after she really gets married in the future, she will induce her to drink more wine and tell the truth or something?
However, his silence gave Lin Yu an illusion, Lin Yu thought that he was really annoyed, and she was very sad in her heart, but she really didn't want to let go. So, she slowly let go of the hand that grabbed the corner of his clothes, and then hugged him tightly with both hands that he unexpectedly clenched.
"I'm sorry, maybe I'm too selfish." Her voice was different from the usual gentle and calm tone, with a softness and eagerness.
The body fragrance mixed with the light wine fragrance and floral fragrance entered the brain with the breath, and the soft body leaned tightly against himself, and when he was really like the nephrite fragrance in his dream, Bai Feiruo was a little stunned.
"Don't leave me, I'm sorry, be patient and let me get used to it better, okay?" Catalyzed by alcohol, Lin Yu's uneasy mood became more and more expressive.
"Still doesn't work?" Lin Yu saw that he didn't react, his heart was a little cold, and he slowly let go of the hand holding him, "Also, I was reckless." ”
She has only come back to her senses now, she is now in ancient times, not in modern times, and her reaction like this, maybe Xiaobai will be scared.
Xiaobai reacted at this time, came back to his senses and hugged the girl who was a little disappointed, and sighed, "I think I have to admit that you are indeed quite dull, but I am also a little dumb." ”
Lin Yu didn't understand what he meant, looked up at him, but greeted him with a gentle kiss, after a light kiss, he smiled softly, "Don't say I'm sorry, I'll be patient, and I won't leave you." After all, you have experienced too many things in the past year, and I am the same, so it is normal for me not to make up my mind. ”
"Actually, I'm happy because you said you don't want to let go."
Because you are needed, you have possessiveness, and if you don't care, then you don't have possessiveness.
Lin Yu's temperament, Bai Feiruo still knows it very well, and she is not the kind of person who will love and say it passionately, although it is under the influence of alcohol and agitation, the mood she says is enough to prove her status in her mind. Thinking of this, he was a little proud, it seems that his plan is not wrong, after getting drunk, it is really easier to tell the truth, and with a little trick of his own, the answer he got was even beyond his expectations.
Holding his slightly drunk sweetheart tightly, the corners of his lips couldn't help but curl, and his heart was full of happiness, soft and bright so engraved Chunhui outside the window. (To be continued......)
PS: First of all, thank you CBBCA classmates for the peace charm and cute pink ticket!
In other words, I'm really not good at writing emotional dramas, and I've experienced Kavin that I haven't experienced for a long time.