After leaving the court, Longji suppressed a nameless anger inside, and still said goodbye to his eldest brother humbly. On the way back to the house in a small sedan chair, the mood was extremely bumpy.

Impatiently lifted the sedan curtain to see the busy market in Chang'an City, and the people's livelihood that made him feel happy in the past is now only a chaotic impatience in his eyes!

All the way into the house, he dismissed the servants and locked himself alone in the room to sulk. The more this nameless fire is suppressed, the easier it is to flourish, and after the silence around it, it suddenly becomes menacing!

Longji sat down, originally wanting to pour an herbal tea to suppress the weed-like fire in his heart, but he lost his mind without paying attention, and the fingers holding the small pot actually crushed the body of the pot.

The fine pieces of porcelain scratched the flesh and skin, and the stains of blood poured out, and when I swept my eyes, I felt shocked!

Finally, this mind began to gradually become clearer again.

He knew in his heart that his father was deliberately suppressing himself by doing this, and he had to see clearly a fact that even if he didn't want to admit it, he couldn't bear to admit it, and he didn't dare to admit it - his father was indirectly telling himself that although he Li Longji had made great contributions, and although this great position could be said to be the final victory fruit that he had given credit to his father, his father was still the emperor, and his father was the emperor after all, and he was the one who really ruled the world with absolute rights, so he couldn't be allowed to be a little arrogant!

It's horrible, pitiful, deplorable...... He felt that he was becoming more and more estranged from his father's heart!

Suddenly, a wisp of cold wind blew the window open, and the dull sound of Xiao Yin brought back Longji's thoughts. His eyes were heavy and sharp, and he paced to the window, and when he raised his hand to close the window again, he suddenly found that there was a cool rain at some point.

The rain came in with a cool breeze, bringing a chilly cold everywhere it went. His shoulders shook, and the whole person was stunned, just standing in front of the window in a daze, and the cold rain and breeze wantonly combed through his scattered thoughts, and gradually extinguished the burning fire in his heart.

Feeling the miraculous soothing of nature, this chaotic and dry heart gradually became precipitated and became a little quieter.......

Li Dan stood under the open eaves of the Flying Palace, and raised his hand to reach into the dense rain curtain to catch the handful of cold rain. But it was cold, and his eyes were pierced by this bright yellow wide sleeve.

With a certain thought, he suddenly withdrew his arm and sighed quietly.

This bright yellow dragon robe shows his supreme status and unparalleled status, but this is all a scene seen by others, and to him it is just an invisible shackle that binds his body, mind and soul!

This supreme position, this majestic imperial power entangled in nine dragons, is it really an excellent thing in the world? Is there really so many people who are willing to spend their lives and devote their lives to it, either to become a white bone skeleton on the road to the top, to become a human bone ladder for future generations to climb to the top step by step, or to tie themselves to this shining dragon chair after achieving the goal, and to consume the blood and emotions that have exhausted their lives?

Li Dan in the past, Li Dan in the period before he didn't know Wan'er, may be no different from these people, he will also be fanatical because of power, driven by interests, and excited because of the so-called dreams and persistence; After Youwan'er inadvertently walked into his life, and lasted for a long time and frequently faced each other, such a situation and mind have undergone qualitative changes, such changes are subtle, sometimes he will take all this as his own goal because this is what she wants to see, it is her goal, and more often it is to go with the flow, involuntarily let the faint fate drive; But now, when he finally ascended to the pinnacle of power and the throne of God as she wished and as fate had prescribed, he had to drench himself in the wind and rain in a miserable panic and be alone......

The woman he loves is no longer there, and with the love for him, he is always floating in the natural wind, and he is drifting away from him little by little. Sometimes he would think that she was still there, just like in the old days when Emperor Wu was in power, they couldn't see each other often, but he would know her news, know that she was good, and know that she was thinking about him, just as he was thinking about her.

When there is wind and light rain, his heart is filled with boundless joy. Once upon a time this joy came from a true celebration of nature's creation; And then, the joy came from meeting her again.

The light rain and breeze are the deed, he regards every wisp of wind as her smile, and every rainy day as a date with her, how peaceful he is, he only feels that she has come to see him, just like when she was trapped in Luoyang, the eastern capital, every time she came to see him......

"Your Majesty." The attendant behind him subconsciously called Li Dan.

As soon as he came back to his senses, he collected the scattered thoughts and turned around. But when he was about to open his mouth to ask a question, he stopped again. Because he saw the eldest son standing behind the eunuch, Li Chengqi.

I didn't expect my son to come to see me at this time, but my mood stretched slightly, hooked his lips and smiled gently, and after dispensing with his son's etiquette, he returned to the inner hall with Chengqi.

The room is smoked with the silver bone charcoal, and the incense in the incense ding calms the mind and awakens the mind, compared to the cold rain outside the hall, there are two different feelings.

The father and son retreated, sat down face to face and drank hot tea, and a sense of harmony arose spontaneously in the surroundings.

As a parent, when facing their children, whether it is mood or feelings, they will add a touch of involuntary tenderness, and there is probably no difference between the Son of Heaven and the people in this regard: "Listening to the rain and tasting tea nowadays has a different taste." Dan smiled and opened his mouth, and the warm sense of homely flowed. At the same time, he also thought about it, guessing what kind of intention his eldest son had when he came to see him?

Obviously, he proposed in the court that there were two original candidates for the crown prince, and at this time Chengqi came over, naturally for the prince's business, which does not need to be guessed. What Li Dan was puzzled about was that he wanted to know his son's true thoughts, whether he understood his mind and tactfully told himself that he understood, or faintly tested himself, or did he move to become a prince so he came to please himself......

Chengqi also smiled, his expression was as peaceful as his tone: "Erchen must not be vinegared!" Because the third brother was personally taught and cultivated by his father, he must have been listening to the rain and tasting tea like now, and his father has been with the third brother over the years! "It sounds like a joke, and it doesn't mean much.

Li Dan's mind tightened.

Chengqi's thoughts on his father are also clear. But when he came over today, he really didn't have the slightest intention of inviting pets to compete for the wind. Even if he was made the crown prince when his father first ascended the throne and he was six or seven years old, his fate was not chosen by others, and current affairs were the most difficult to say. No one knows how this predetermined thing will end.

"Father." He sank his voice, and his eyebrows gathered slightly when he called, "San Lang has been working hard all the time before, back and forth...... Father, don't want it, let too many people have a hard time! His voice became lower and lower, and he also considered his words in his heart, smiled when he finished speaking, and subconsciously avoided Li Dan's gaze.

Li Dan was shocked!

He understood the meaning of the instrument......

Longji's merits are affirmed by Chengqi, and at the same time, Chengqi also understands Li Dan's thoughts that he only wants to kill Longji's arrogance and has no intention of really reestablishing his eldest son! Therefore, Chengqi is tactfully begging him, the father, to put an end to this futile and meaningless torture, and not to pull too many people into a strange circle because of his whims; The position of the crown prince that should be given to Saburo will be decided as soon as possible, don't put the eldest son on the fire anymore, and don't make the ministers repeatedly guess the sacred heart or even move the different hearts!

This sounds plain, but in fact, there is a turbulent and earth-shattering remark, which undoubtedly makes Li Danfu awake again. Faced with his son's seemingly indifferent but actually sharp questioning, he had to re-examine his actions and consider whether he had done so without consideration.

Chengqi did not continue this topic further, and poured a hot tea for his father with a small enamel pot.

Li Dan took it, and when he raised his eyes, he saw that his son had a sincere look on his face. Such a look looked very bad in his heart, this tea close to his lips, and when he tasted the tea soup, he tasted the fragrance and bitterness.

He himself could not be liberated from the ups and downs of the sea, and the children behind him and the followers behind him were also unable to be freed from the ups and downs of the sea. Due to the general atmosphere of the times, they all have their own particularly profound and different experiences. Over the years, the tossing and turning career has eliminated everyone's minds, so that the original pursuit has gradually changed subtly.

Everyone is tired, and they don't have the strength to be sharp and competitive! Chengqi really can't afford to hold that kind of effort, and LONGi ...... Shenlong Zheng. The participation of the change made him taste the fruits of victory for the first time, and he could no longer easily stop eating the marrow, and the quite successful Tang Longzheng who was planned and promoted by him was very successful. At this time, Longji was also physically and mentally exhausted, and he could no longer spare the extra energy to do the struggle for power.

No one is happy, no one is happy...... As a father, don't continue to exert such invisible pressure on your children; And as a monarch, don't give the courtiers such a problem!

Outside the window, the rain is getting heavier, and the sound of fine leaves through the forest is clearly tossing and turning, causing people to think unconsciously.

His heart sank, and he let out a long sigh, and the inexplicable taste overlapped hundreds of accumulations in the depths of his heart. It melted slowly......