Chapter 10: I'm Gone, But I've Waited for You

After Feng Haoxuan left, Hua Tingguo could no longer support himself to sit on the grass, crying silently, his heart was numb with pain, and only his trembling fingertips revealed the sadness in his heart.

He forced him away as a man, and it turned out that in the end, he did not escape harm.

The first rays of sunlight pierced through the valley to the east, staining them red. Hua Tianguo looked up at the sky, his crying eyes were a little red and swollen, but the soft halo was so dazzling at this moment, he could only use his hands to block it. On his wrist was the bracelet made of wicker, which Feng Haoxuan personally helped him put on.

"Haoxuan-Haoxuan-Haoxuan!"

"Wait for me, you wait for me, let me see you one last time!"

Staggered up, kneeling for too long and his legs and feet were sore, he was tripped by the green grass on the ground and fell again and again, and the weeds stuck to the hem of his clothes and were embarrassed. He can't stop, Feng Haoxuan is leaving, he wants to see him again, even if it's just a glance, even if it's a back!

Hurried to the mouth of the cave out of the valley, because he was in a hurry he almost crossed many bushes, his hair and clothes were soaked with dewdrops, and there were thin wounds on his face that were bloodshot, but it was worth it, because his lover was not gone yet!

Feng Haoxuan, who was standing in front of the entrance of the cave, couldn't take the first step, he knew that if he left, it would be forever, and the past would become smoke, and he was very reluctant in his heart! But Hua Tingguo's sentence was just playing, and that cold smile hurt him so much! He originally thought that Hua Tianguo was a treasure given to him by God, and he could live happily with his lover and relatives in the future. But a dream wakes up too quickly, is he a man, or a man just playing, this is reality, cruel reality!

Suddenly, there seemed to be a sound coming from behind him, Feng Haoxuan turned around quickly with expectation, but there was no one! yes, he shouldn't have any more hopes. Hold on tightly to the items in your hand, the only ones you can take away, but there are too many left!

Hua Tingguo's chest continued to rise and fall against the stone wall, why didn't Feng Haoxuan leave, why did he turn back? Was he waiting for him? Do they still have a chance?

Maybe he could try again!

Hua Tingguo took a deep breath with a smile on his face, he wanted to leave him with a smile and tell Feng Haoxuan that he Hua Tingguo loved him very much!

However, when he came out, he only saw the corner of his clothes flashing and disappeared at the entrance of the cave, and he missed it like this, and he didn't have the courage to stop him!

Feng Haoxuan, he's really gone!

Back to Qianli Lake in a daze, the lake water is still the same clear and thorough. It is better not to see each other at the beginning, and you will not taste this reluctance, the painful pain, and the lovesickness that will never stop in the future!

Returning to the bamboo pavilion, dragging the tired heart in the tired body straight to the bed, there was still the breath of Feng Haoxuan here. The quilt he had covered, the chair he had sat on, the tea he had drunk, and half of it had not had time to clean up last night. But soon, these only traces will disappear, only those memories, with sweetness and bitterness, can no longer leave the heart of the country.

"Haoxuan, from now on, no one will gently hold my hand, from now on, no one will lead me through the needle, and from now on, no one will look at the stars with me, all I can have is this little memory. Haoxuan I love you, as a man loves you, please don't forget me! โ€

The exhausted Hua Tingguo fell asleep in the quilt with a faint breath of Feng Haoxuan, and it would be great if he could not wake up from a dream.

When he woke up, the afterglow was already slanting with the cool evening breeze, and the quiet room reminded him that Feng Haoxuan had left and would never come back.

A gust of wind blew and ruffled a lot of paper, ignoring it and letting it fly all over the house. A piece of paper flew out from under the bed and landed in front of Hua Tianguo's eyes.

"I will grant you one person for the rest of my life, can you let me be your husband!"

Slid off the bed and sat down on the floor, clutching the painting to his chest. The painting was originally a sycamore painted by Hua Tingguo, Feng Haoxuan added a small portrait of the two of them on it, and a line of words engraved into Hua Tingguo's heart, the words are deep!

"Haoxuan, I want you to be my husband, but I know that even thinking about it has become a luxury now! Haoxuan, Haoxuan, I love you Haoxuan......"

"Are you there?" Grandma's voice came suddenly.

Afraid of worrying his grandmother, Hua Tingguo hurriedly put away the painting and hurriedly packed up a room of papers, wiped away her tears and smiled as she welcomed her grandmother in.

"Grandma, why are you here at this time?"

"I'm here to see if people are gone, I'm not afraid you'll be stupid? And what's going on with your voice and the Adam's apple, why are you so careless! โ€

"Grandma rest assured, he has left this morning...... As for my voice, I'll change back to ...... right away."

"What's wrong with you? Why are you so haggard and your eyes are red? "It's okay, grandma is probably a little tired from preparing for the moon dance a few days ago, and her eyes are just windy. Grandma, sit down for a while, and I'll prepare some tea. โ€

Hua Tianguo ran out of the room in a panic, he was afraid that tears would fall in the next second, he missed Feng Haoxuan too much, and couldn't help himself!

The flower girl looked at the messy paper on the desk and walked over, which was always neat......

Hua Tingguo, who came to the kitchen, could no longer control the unbridled tears and threw himself on the table full of food. Although they have cooled down, although they are not fragrant, although they have strange colors, they are unique and delicious when they enter the country of flowers.

There was a folded letter in the center of the dining table, Hua Tianguo picked it up excitedly, opened it, and his hands couldn't stop shaking!

"I wanted to wait for you to come back and have dinner together, but I didn't wait, so I left. Do you think I'll forget you in the future? Maybe I should treat these three days as a game, as you wish, played, goodbye! โ€

"Haoxuan is stupid, I'm stupid, I didn't know you would wait for me, what kind of mood did you prepare this table of meals I really want to know, I really want to know what you will say after you wait for me! Haoxuan I love you, it's not just playing, please don't forget me! Haoxuan, Haoxuan, is it next time I wait longer than you, we won't miss it! โ€

"Allure the countryโ€”"

"Grandma! I'm going to find him! I love him and I can't live without him! I'm going to find him, I'm going to find him! โ€

Hua Tingguo cried loudly when he saw the grandmother he was looking for, and tightly grasped the letter left by Feng Haoxuan in his hand.

Hua Guzi looked at the cold meal on the table and the letter, and then looked at the crying Hua Tingguo, he had never been so sad. That vaguely guessed may make the flower girl's heart tremble, if her country fell in love with a man, what kind of sin did it create, why did all this fall on her country!

She's going to stop! Yes, she can't let the country carry all this!

"Dumping the country, come and sleep, and when you wake up, there will be nothing left, okay?"

"No, no, grandma asked me to go to him, please, let me go out of the valley to find him, okay?"

Looking at the crying and begging Hua Tingguo, the flower girl suppressed her heart and couldn't bear it, and with a wave of one hand, a burst of medicinal incense wafted by, and Hua Tianguo fell into the old arm of the flower girl.

"Allure, when you wake up, there will be nothing left, sleep in peace, grandma will accompany you!"

"Ho~ Is there really nothing going on?" Yu Changlao suddenly came in from the door.

The flower girl looked at Hua Tianguo in her arms and closed her eyes in resignation.

Miao Gu Wai Feng Haoxuan walked back step by step, with deep reluctance and nostalgia, knowing that he couldn't go back again, why bother. Admittedly, he himself is not convinced, will he really fall in love with a man as much as he used to? Or is he just reluctant to let go of the flowers in those three days? It's just a country of flowers.

"Brother Huang! Brother Huang! โ€

The familiar voice pulled Feng Haoxuan's thoughts back, and not far away, Feng Haoxuan rode a fast horse towards him, with dozens of people behind him.

Turned over and jumped off the horse, and smashed a fist into Feng Haoxuan's chest. "Brother Huang, you can make it easy for us to find it, where have we been in the past few days? Yu He is so anxious that he is going crazy! โ€

"I'm sorry to be late, but it's been a dream these days! How's Wangcheng doing now? โ€

As they spoke, the two of them turned over and got on their horses together.

"Brother Huang, if you come back a few days later, I'm afraid your harem will be a country of its own!"

Feng Haoye's teasing, Feng Haoxuan's frowning, the horse rode quickly, and went away!

Goodbye!