In May, the end of spring is sent away and the beginning of summer is ushered in.

Ah Sheng left school for three days with a severe cold, turned off his phone for three days, and also disappeared from the sight of his 508 roommates for three days.

A few days ago, Jiang Ning and the others returned to the dormitory, looked at Ah Sheng's unmade mattress, and began to be silent and depressed for several hours.

The four met in the summer of 03, and at that time they forgot that she was the top student in the college entrance examination, and forgot that her parents and brother had already obtained a green card in the United States, but engraved her smile in their hearts.

Ah Sheng is a quiet person, occasionally showing sadness, but also because she has a strong attachment to the old times, that night, Ah Sheng was not in the dormitory, it seemed that overnight away from their lives, the three of them suddenly felt unprecedented emptiness.

Guan Tongtong was lying on the bed, pulling up the quilt to cover his face, and after a while, there was a faint sound of crying, and the other two were silent, and after a long time, Jiang Ning asked her, "What are you crying about?" ”

"I can't say it, and I feel very uncomfortable. Da"

Why is Guan Tongtong crying for? Listening to the dormitory teacher, Ah Sheng had a high fever of more than 39 degrees, as if he had touched the softest thing in Guan Tongtong's chest. She suddenly missed Ah Sheng's smile very much, and never told Ah Sheng, her smile has a magic that makes people smile.

That night, when they talked about Ah Sheng, they whispered in the middle of the night, saying that she was good and that she was bad.

Xue Mingzhu said: "When I first met her, I thought that this girl was indifferent, and I thought she looked down on me, so I didn't like her at first. Then one day there were only me and her in the dormitory, she was sitting on the balcony reading a book, she looked back at me, the sun warmed the smile on the corner of her mouth, I found out at that time, in fact, she was smiling at me all the time, I was too extreme, I felt that everyone would look down on me because I was poor......"

Jiang Ning said: "I'm used to being proud, since I was a child, others say I'm beautiful, I really think I'm a princess, since I'm a princess, everyone should revolve around me, after a long time, I have unconsciously become a proud person, few people and things I like, but for Gu Sheng...... I really liked her, the first time I saw her, she was standing by the window, tepid, smiling quietly. People with a fierce personality like me, infected by her, gradually became very gentle......" Jiang Ning lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling blankly, his eyes were a little wet: "I don't know how we became what we are now, maybe it's because every time we talk about Han Yongxin and Gu Qinghuan, she is silent, treating us as outsiders, and making us look like fools." Zhilu said that Gu Qinghuan is her aunt, we only think about problems from our own standpoint, and feel that we were deceived and hurt by Ah Sheng, but now think about it, when she needs 508 roommates to be by her side to tide over the difficulties together, we fell into the well, alienated and isolated her, how uncomfortable she should be. ”

That night, tears slipped from the corners of Jiang Ning's eyes, and for the first time in the dormitory, there was some kind of common tacit understanding at night, allowing the silence to spread until dawn the next day.

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Ah Sheng returned to the 508 dormitory with the books, Jiang Ning and the others were all there, originally talking, because she came back suddenly, and the words seemed to have suddenly stopped with broken strings.

Xue Mingzhu's eyes glanced at Ah Sheng from time to time, Ah Sheng's expression was still the same, she put the book on the desk, and when she tidied up the desk, her black hair fell down, covering her beautiful face.

She is still so calm, with the same indifference between her quiet eyebrows and eyes, taking care of the work at hand.

Jiang Ning and the three of them were a little silent, no longer talking together, but absentmindedly reading books or lying on the bed to write reports.

Xue Mingzhu's desk and Ah Sheng were approaching, and when she came over to pour water, her bent elbow accidentally knocked over Ah Sheng's water cup, only to hear a crisp sound of "pop", and the water cup fell to the ground and fell into pieces.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." Xue Mingzhu didn't expect this to happen, she squatted down and was about to pick up the pieces on the ground, but a hand supported her arm: "Don't pick it up with your hands, it's easy to cut." ”

Ah Sheng's voice was warm, without any reproach, but overflowing with care.

One sentence made Xue Mingzhu's heart sour, warm, lowered his head, his nose twitched twice, and the water in his eyes seemed to be tears that were not easy to show.

Raising his eyes to look at Ah Sheng, Xue Mingzhu's eyes were red, and he wanted to speak: "Ah Sheng, I ...... it."

Ah Sheng looked at her quietly, with a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, so light and light, as if the previous small dispute was just a slightly sad dream.

Turning her eyes to Shangguan Tongtong and Jiang Ning one by one, she saw the long-lost warmth in their eyes, sending away the late spring, one by one as if they had broken out of their cocoons into butterflies at the beginning of summer, discarding the ugly and unbearable, trembling in the sun to the unknown they were about to face, rejoicing, looking forward to ......

She understands their expressions and all their joys and sorrows, and understands this feeling, and many times she has a lot of things to say to a person, but when facing him/her, she feels that words are particularly lacking.

After Grandpa, Tao Ran, and Grandma died one after another, she found that she had become a person of few words, and she saw another Gu Sheng on their bright tombstone.

The corners of her mouth could not pull out the upward arc, her eyebrows could not be bent downward, and she experienced the impermanence of the world and the momentary gaffe in a short period of joy and sorrow.

She knew that in fact, there are some things that don't need to be explained, some estrangements and apologies don't need to be embellished with words, and the words are in the corners of each other's eyes and eyebrows, she understands, really understands.

Because they are young, they love to toss, the four of them come together, their personalities are huge, fate is not easy to meet, it is difficult to deal with, when encountering estrangement and pain, more often they need tolerance and understanding.

So, that afternoon, in front of the desk in front of the window of 508, there were four chairs