Many people know Uncle Yang, from the time they have memories of this military compound, it seems that Uncle Yang is in the mailroom, listening to the radio, distributing newspapers, signing letters, whether it is ten, twenty, or thirty years, everyone can't remember.

Uncle Yang is good at talking, taking two sips and smoking leaf cigarettes, but occasionally someone has seen him smoking cigarettes, but he can't see the brand clearly with a long rod.

From the beginning of the year to the end of the year, he always sat in the mailroom with a few bright windows, squinting his eyes, watching the drills on the big playground in the distance, and watching the vehicles coming and going on the street outside.

He is an old squad leader of a general?

Uncle Yang looked into the microphone, looking at the olive green below, without any stage fright, and the first sentence he said shocked the audience: "During the counterattack, I was injured, and I could not continue to fight on the front line due to too many accumulated injuries. I had nowhere to go, so I begged the chief to let me send and receive letters and watch the door, just keep me full. ”

With Uncle Yang's words, under the huge projector, on the wall on the right, a slide appeared, and under the red silk cloth was a series of military medals and certificates.

"Hehe, one leg and one hand, I finally didn't eat the country's food in vain, a little contribution."

In the serious venue, I heard Uncle Yang's voice with memories, he spoke very miscellaneously, in terms of the diffusion of his life trajectory, it was a bit like ordinary people chatting. In his words, the cruelty of modern warfare began to lift the veil of mystery to those present.

The cruelty of war is always accompanied by sacrifice and death, seeing how many people died in a war recorded in TV movies or books, and the ground on the screen is full of dead bodies, everyone thinks that it is normal, war is dead, that is far away from us, we just need to listen to it.

Contemporary armies seldom show the soldiers the truly brutal picture of war, shouting slogans and we are always ready, in fact, ordinary field troops pull to the battlefield, and before the official engagement, half of the people have to be paralyzed.

Uncle Yang didn't have an impassioned word. Some are just calm elaborations. Occasionally accompanied by an old photograph.

"I have a comrade-in-arms named Chen Erniu, a soldier who came out of the ravine in Xishan Province, and the two of us enlisted together............ We were in a minefield. Time was running out until the regiment gave the order to arrive at the designated place. There are also pursuers in the back. A brother of the company was blocked there, I said I would go to clear mines, and Erniu said I would come. I knew that his demining jishu was not good, and I thought I would scold two sentences............ The body dragged a hundred pounds of heavy objects behind him, rushed into the minefield, and used his body to wade a road for us to pass, the whole person was blown up, and when I rushed over to hug him, he only said one sentence, Dayang, I hurt ......"

I hurt, there is no such thing as a sentence like I dedicate myself to the motherland as everyone imagined, just a sentence of Mandarin after I hurt and did a very ordinary thing.

"How much it hurts, I'll soon know, the exploded earth mine is next to my leg, after being blown up, I really want to pick up a gun and shoot myself in the head, that kind of pain, it makes you feel that life is a burden......"

"Bang, the enemy's head exploded right in front of my eyes, and the blood sprayed my face with brainballs, and I fainted with fright at that time......"

"The enemy is very strong, good at jungle combat, good at making traps, you can't see the other party and you at all in the war, you run away with a few shots, you have to face their traps if you chase them, and if you don't chase the other party, you will always harass you, I really hope that the war is like playing on TV, the brave wins when they meet on the narrow road, and they rush forward with a big knife, and the enemy will withdraw the bullet to fight with you with a bayonet......"

"I can solve you with one shot, there will never be more than half a sentence of nonsense, I only ask you twice when I catch you, you have to hold your neck and not answer, shoot you directly, many enemies never leave a mouth alive, and they will not give the captives how to live a good life, when these people are released or rescued one day, they will immediately become our enemies, weishenme will treat them preferentially......"

"Bullshit International Aid Bullshit Benevolence and Morality, it's okay to talk about it on the battlefield, on the battlefield, it's a split second to decide whether you live or die, if you don't pay to kill him first, he can pull the grenade on his body......"

Uncle Yang said very seriously, everyone present frowned, and several leaders on the rostrum also secretly exchanged heads, Wei Jiefang insisted: "Since this opening has been opened, don't look ahead." ”

The description of personal experience is often more than the real bloody horror, there is a little soldier who can't help it, he has always felt that he can dedicate himself to the country, and he will definitely be able to rush to the front when he really encounters the war, and have a battle with the enemy with real knives and guns, but he never thought that there are so many conspiracies and tricks in the war, shouldn't he be brave and fearless? Also, is it so hard to kill someone, is it so painful?

Uncle Yang let him know what is difficult, what is pain, what is the concept of being able to tell others when one person tells it?

Theme: Real War.

When this heavy theme report was still going on, Zhang Shidong had already left the Yanjing Military Region, went to the railway station with his bag on his back, got a bullet train ticket to Beihai Linhu, and opened two rooms in the hotel next to the railway station, an ordinary standard room and a business suite.

Sitting on the sofa and watching the report and speech in the auditorium of the military region through his mobile phone, a soldier who had just come out of the hospital was shot through the eye by a drug dealer at the border a few months ago, and he was almost not rescued, his right eye was not saved, and the bullet was not taken out and he did not know how to compress a certain nerve, and he would have violent convulsions every day, and the pain could not be bearable.

On the rostrum, the first sentence he opened was a self-question.

"Me, do you regret it?"

There was no impassioned oath of how great and respectable my dedication to the motherland was, and there was no bitter crying, I regretted that I should not have joined the army, there was just a calmness, I was not able to accept my own calm, and there was an inferiority complex about my current situation in my words, but it seemed very calm in the face of how to cause this scene.

When he finished, two words popped into everyone's minds – duty.

I am a member of this country, I should defend my family and country to join the army, it is inevitable to be injured as a soldier, I don't feel sorry for myself, I don't feel anything to be proud of, I just remember the pain when I was injured......

The doorbell was ringed, Zhang Shidong sighed, and cleaned up his mood, these are what he has wanted to show to everyone countless times, and now that he has really made changes, he has really begun to show ordinary soldiers, but he is a little heavy.

"Brother Dong."

Wu Gang pulled Han Jing to stand at the door, a big suitcase with a big backpack on his back, he was a little excited to see Zhang Shidong and Wu Gang, he hadn't seen him for more than a month, hugged each other, Wu Gang pulled Han Jing and strode into the room.

"Yo, Lao Wu, quite a gentleman, Han Da Beauty, you don't want to, show your courage back then."

The state of the two has obviously reversed, and Zhang Shidong teased twice.

Han Jing didn't resist, lowered his head and acquiesced to the predetermined ending after this change, Wu Gang said You go wash first, then opened the backpack and took out a set of toiletry equipment and walked into the bathroom in the suite.

"Okay, Lao Wu, it's not ordinary, the time is still gone, Xiao Baozi and Xiao Wenzi will take a car, it will take more than an hour, do you want to go in and take a mandarin duck bath?"

Wu Gang stood up suddenly: "Just waiting for your words?" After saying that, he jumped in, not reserved at all.

Zhang Shidong shook his head with a smile, sat back on the sofa, didn't go to watch the report on the scene again, turned on the TV and adjusted a local station, an invincible version of the anti-Japanese drama was being staged, and the revolutionary-themed TV series filmed with brain-dead to the top level, in addition to the fun and excitement of the fight, there was only the place where people vomited.

In terms of Zhang Shidong, there is a kind of effect of releasing the mood, much heavier, completely imaginary and beautiful, can make him feel a lot more relaxed, if the war is really as beautiful as shown in these TV series, he would rather be a big fan of these dramas, in that way, how many brothers in life and death will not have to bear pain and suffering.

More than half an hour later, Han Jing, who was wrapped in a bath towel and slightly shy on her face, changed into sportswear and walked out, walked to the backpack and opened it, took out a men's change of underwear from it, and quickly went back, and it didn't take long to hear Wu Gang's hearty laughter.

"Brother Dong, how long will it take to get to the place?"

Zhang Shidong looked at the ticket and estimated the time: "I can get to Linhu at about ten o'clock in the evening, and it is estimated that the high-speed must be closed according to the current weather in Beihai. You're lucky to go back with me this time, my private collection is also opening at this time, you can have fun there for a while, and then go back a year ago. ”

Wu Gang stretched his waist: "Don't worry, we have all said it, the goal this time is to scrape a layer of oil on you." I'll bring my girlfriend over, you ......."

Zhang Shidong smiled: "It's good if you like it." He looked at the door of the room: "Don't regret it then." ”

Wu Gang and Han Jing were like glue, eager to stick together all day long, they didn't listen to Zhang Shidong's regret at all, and deliberately hummed a little song to say that the activity just now was very successful and comfortable, Zhang Shidong could only shake his head and ignore it.

When this dormitory eating, drinking, and playing group really arrived in Pingjiang and Zhang Shidong's territory, Wu Gang looked at Deng Bao and Wen Jingran who were singing every night, despite Han Jing's careful service, he still regretted it in his heart, he knew how good it was for me to come alone, so many beauties, how could they be arched by these two animals! (To be continued......)