I rushed out of the bar and ran down any street where I could find Fang Wenke, screaming his name and looking for the brightly lit spot, lest he hide in some dark place I couldn't see.

Zhao Jun chased me out, he grabbed my hand from behind, turned my body around suddenly, and said to me, "Is this necessary?" ”

"I can't live without Fang Wenke!" I shouted hard at Zhao Jun, and my voice echoed by the street lamp, echoed in the sound of car horns, and echoed in the desertion of the night.

This confession came from the heart, but I couldn't help it, it turned out that Fang Wenke's status in my heart was already so important.

Zhao Jun looked at me with a frown, there was a flicker in his eyes that he wanted to say, and there was a hideous look between his lips and teeth.

At that moment, he paused there, looking as exhausted as my hoarse voice, and he slowly let go of my reddened right hand, and said, "Then go find him!" I'll go back and check out my friends at the bar. ”

Zhao Jun turned to leave, I don't know where his excitement came from, but I saw in his back the frustration when I lost Aiqing.

I took out my phone and saw the text messages sent to me by Liang Xue, Jiang Xiaoqiao, Jiang Yun and Lin Yishui wishing my birthday, but I didn't have time to care about them.

I quickly dialed Fang Wenke's phone, over and over again, but in exchange for "the user you dialed is temporarily unreachable." ”

I sat down under the street lamp in frustration, looking even more helpless than when Zhu Yang turned his back on me, I kept calling Fang Wenke's phone repeatedly, not expecting him to turn on for a minute.

When he made more than forty calls, the phone rang, and after ringing three times, Fang Wenke finally answered the phone, but he didn't speak on the other end of the phone.

"Fang Wenke, where are you? Can you listen to me? ”

"Unnamed, can I tell you a story first?" Fang Wenke interrupted me.

"Well, you ?????? you" I listened hesitantly to his answer, not knowing what he wanted to say to me.

"One day, a woman opened the door of her house and found that there was a dead fish in front of her house, and she was so upset that she immediately put it in a garbage bag and threw it away. After a while, another fish was lying in front of her house, but she threw it away. In order to catch the prankster, she chose to stay at the staircase not far away and stared. Soon a cat came over, put the fish in its mouth at the door, and left with some reluctance. She looked at the fish and thought about the cat she had saved. Maybe you don't like fish, but it has given you what it thinks is the most haode. ”

"I'm sorry, Fang Wenke, I'm sorry ??????" I cried, and I cried unrestrainedly to him on the other end of the phone.

"Actually, you are that woman, and I am the cat, maybe you don't like everything I give you, but I have given you what I think is the most haode thing, but I can't beat a memory that Zhu Yang gave you after all, right?"

"No, it's not like that, Fang Wenke, can you listen to my explanation?"

"Weiming, I've been dedicated to you for half a year, but I've never been able to get your love, I'm tired, let's break up!."

“??????” I was holding my phone in my right hand, and a thin layer of sweat had already appeared in my palm, and I was silent, helplessly silent.

Now I finally know that heartbreak is a feeling of weightlessness in the heart, it hangs a little above the chest, but just that point, it is out of the normal trajectory, as long as the slightest beat, all the meridians will collapse, and then die.

At this moment, it was as if the whole shijie had stopped, the traffic in front of me had stopped shuttling, the moonlight above my head had disappeared, the road under my feet had turned into a cliff, and I was frozen in an endless black hole.

I lay on the side of the road, watching the dizziness of the dark sky, admiring the misty twinkling of the stars, and breathing in the green of the cool night breeze.

I slowly closed my eyes, letting the phantom blind my heart for fear of being hurt, and let myself be confused by the uncontrollable dizziness.

At this moment, I may be awake or unconscious.