222. Hold your hand for a lifetime
In the depths of the corridor, Huo Tianyuan tightly hugged Gu Yichen's trembling delicate~ body in his arms, listening to her painful and sad venting~ venting, her slender and sturdy arms were stained with her salty tears, and a large piece of clothing was wet, but he never frowned.
only hugged her quietly, using his body and temperature to comfort the little wife who was emotionally broken at the moment, distressed, pity, and unbearable...... Complex and obscure feelings, tangled in the bottom of his heart.
Until—heard her cry and ask him, "...... Hide it from me for something, and let me have fantasies for something...... You don't know how cruel Lu Dao is to me like this......"
He let go of his arms slightly, stretched out his hand, lifted her little face with pear blossoms and rain, and gently wiped away the cold tears on her face, but the deep eyes like ink looked deeply and persistently into her eyes, "Because, I love you!" We all love you so much! ”
The man's deep and mellow voice, carrying the scorching temperature, fainted in her ears little by little, such a deep feeling, such firmness, so force, as if to penetrate deep into her heart word by word!!
Gu Yichen looked at the man's gloomy eyes in a daze, and there was still a painful look in his beautiful eyes, but there was clearly more shock and emotion!
She originally had a smart seven-trick exquisite heart, and after experiencing the initial collapse and venting~ venting, she soon understood her husband's good intentions, and couldn't help but feel guilty and desperate, "I'm sorry ......"
The man's warm fingertips, covered with thin calluses and slightly rough, gently pressed against her soft cherry lips as he wiped away the last tear on her face,
"Shhhhhh It's not your fault that you lost your child, it's not your fault that you can't get pregnant again, don't you feel sorry for me, or sorry for anyone who loves you, you don't owe us anything, do you know the way? ”
The broad fingertips attached to the man's familiar body temperature, tossing and turning over her cherry red lips, comforting and warming her aching heart inch by inch, his broad and deep mind is like a boundless ocean, containing her joys and sorrows without regrets, and tenaciously carrying her happiness and future.
She silently lowered her head, avoiding the man's addictive touch, this familiar and family attachment made her finally can't help the palpitations, sadness and distress that overflowed her chest, "But, Huo Tianyuan, I-"
The man's cold and handsome face also fell down, and the broad forehead gently touched the tip of her warm eyebrows, domineeringly fixing her little face, and domineeringly twisting her flickering eyes, and the burning breath on her pale little face, revealing his innate confidence and affirmation,
"Nothing! Gu Yichen, even if it's for me, for your father-in-law and mother-in-law who love you, and for your grandparents who have always had deep expectations, you can't fall! No one will dislike you, let alone abandon you! Even the dean said that your infertility is only limited to the current medical level is not advanced enough, and it is not a terminal or incurable disease!
Moreover, grandpa also promised me that when your injuries healed, he would let me accompany you to the United States for treatment. If it can't be cured here, we will go to another place! Until you are cured! I don't believe that there are still things in this world that can't be done well! ”
It turned out that he had even planned for such a long future! There was him and her, and she and the little life he longed for, so complete and beautiful, full of bright longing, full of happiness.
Gu Yichen's heart was dull and painful, for himself and for him. However, in this love chase race, he and she both lost, and they lost completely!
She secretly chewed the bitter and painful taste, silently licked the bloody wound, and cruelly cut his heart, "Huo Tianyuan, I know that you want to comfort me, but do you know how many infertile couples there are in the world?" Do you know what is the cure rate of this disease? ”
The melancholy in the man's eyes was like a thick ink color in the dark and cold night, "Everyone's circumstances are different, and they cannot be generalized. All I have to know is that my wife will not be in such misfortune forever. ”
As if to prevent her from saying more discouraged words, he leaned down and pressed her delicate lips with a bit of force, not allowing her to dodge, not allowing her to hesitate, sucking deeply, sucking the salty taste of her tears, domineering her soul, occupying the sweetness between her lips and teeth, and domineeringly freezing her broken heart, stubbornly wanting to mend it, thinking that it could be as good as ever.
Her silent tears stained his cold lips, and a thick saltiness flooded between the intertwined lips and teeth, and he let go of her in dismay, only to see her still staring at him with wide eyes in tears, quenching the lightfall of each other's heartbreak and despair,
"Huo Tianyuan, let's stop deceiving ourselves, okay? If you don't say it, I also know that the chance of getting pregnant in this life is almost zero. That's it, let's over! I don't want you to make any more senseless sacrifices for me......"
Huo Tianyuan was finally angry because of the "end" she blurted out without thinking deeply!
The crimson ink eyes overflowed with rich bloodshots, and her eyes stared at her pale little face with burning eyes, "Gu Yichen, shut up!" Listen to me, I don't want to end! It will never let you end it unilaterally! I want you to stay by my side, no matter what we have to face in the future, I want you to hold my hand tightly for the rest ......of my life."
"............" Gu Yichen was so shocked by his sudden roar that he stopped crying, and there was a faint crystal in his moist eyes that did not dare to slip down, pitiful, I don't know what to do.
Huo Tianyuan stretched out his hand, hugged her trembling body into his arms again, and gently patted her stiff back,
"Well, it's me who is bad. I said, I won't murder you again, I shouldn't forget it when I get angry, but, Gu Yichen, really don't say the end of the frustration again! You know, I won't feel better than you, but because I love you, I'll keep trying. Stop letting you say things that hurt each other, okay? Think about the people who love you and care about you, we all love you so much, want to do everything for you that can make you happy, we haven't given up, how can you let us down? ……”
This time, Gu Yichen didn't push him away, but just lifted his pale little face from his arms, and looked blankly at the dark night outside the window: the sky was so dark, as if the whole sky was entrenched by dark clouds, and there was no trace of starlight.
- Huo Tianyuan, even if we don't give up, even if we use all our strength to work hard, can we really have a future?
I don't know how long it took, but the man felt her gradually calm down, let go of her, picked her up with his slender and sturdy arms, took a steady step, and walked towards her hospital room—
Gu Yichen couldn't resist him, just silently let him hold her and put her on the snow-white hospital bed~.
Looking at each other, she once again met his persistent and bright eyes, shining with an obsessive brilliance, "Gu Yichen, let me love you, for a lifetime, forever ......"
She didn't dodge, Huo Tianyuan lowered her head and kissed it......
Kiss gently, cotton-wrapped, tenderly.
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A ye sleepless. On the narrow and thin hospital bed~, Gu Yichen was surrounded by the man's slender and heavy arms, and was forced to lie sideways against his body-
Maybe it was because of her emotional instability last night, he hugged him very tightly this time, and there was hardly much space between the two close bodies. As if to prevent her from escaping, he circled her tightly and didn't let go for a moment.
It's just that although she was curled up on the man's strong chest, she kept her eyes open, and she never closed her eyes all night, and she looked at the boundless night in a daze, rich black, firmly occupying the entire sky. The black was so heavy that it was impossible to lift one's head.
Until, when the clock at the bedside pointed to six o'clock in the morning, the weather was still gloomy and groggy, like she had precipitated a thought.
Her face was haggard, and she numbly heard the noisy footsteps and voices in the corridor outside the ward, and heard a song that came faintly and intermittently from the ward.
“…… The past always lingers, no matter how strong the memory is still like a nightmare, my tears flow through your sky, the rain does not stop hurting, the wind looks at me like a paintbrush, your face is in front of the wind, my heart draws the first rainbow, because of you, I believe. Just let me love you, without myself, broken light and shadow, deeply attracted in the dark, absolutely. Even if there is not much left in life, as long as I embrace the tacit understanding of the moment, let me love you, prove that there is a miracle, no matter how wild the heart, there is you in the depths of the soul, I am willing to give up the world and smile away, happiness is far away, but the heart is ...... together"
(From Zhou Yumin VS Xu Xiyuan "Let Me Love You".) )
The soft and lyrical melody, not even a high-pitched and passionate lyric, made her tears, which had been stopped for a long time, overflow the floodgates again and surging down!
The man next to him, who was extremely tired and sleeping with his eyes closed, opened his eyes nervously because of her slight sobbing movement, "Gu Yichen?!" ”
Gu Yichen lowered his head, avoiding his bloodshot eyes, but opened his arms without saying a word, and suddenly hugged his lean waist tightly, "Huo Tianyuan, sleep, sleep well!" I promise you never to mention the breakup again! You're right, everyone's circumstances are different, and I should believe that there will still be miracles in this world! ”
The man's slender and straight body stiffened, and then, the strong arms pressed heavily against her chest!!
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Ask for a commuter pass. Don't rush more, it's so uncomfortable, I have a cold, I have a headache, tears and snot are flowing down together, ╭(╯3╰)╮.