After marriage, those wounds that no one warms

The wedding day was a sunny day, I thought that the cumbersome procedures had already been prepared by him, and Ah Sheng only knew at that time that he had planned this marriage kidnapping for too long.

just registered the marriage, no wedding photos, no banquet guests, it can be seen that he is very unhappy. On the way back, he said to her, "When we're done with this while, we'll have the wedding done." He"

He thought that he couldn't treat her badly, but she thought, why is the sun so dazzling today? The hot eyes hurt, and the aggrieved once wanted to cry.

He asked her to return the ring to Lu Zichu, and she returned it; He asked her to tell Lu Zichu about breaking up through mobile phone recording, and she did.

- Zichu, I'm sorry, let's break up! I don't want to hurt you, thank you for giving me such a beautiful dream, and I feel uncomfortable every time I think about it. You're so good to me, but I'm going to break up with you. I loved you, only not now. After all, I am still responsible for you, you can hate me, but please don't refuse love...... Zichu, you have to take care of it......

It used to be like a dream, and suddenly I woke up from the dream and woke up that she was married.

Gu Sheng knew very well in her heart that she would remember Lu Zichu's guilt for a lifetime.

In this marriage transaction, Han Yue is the buyer, and she is the seller. He's right, she'...... It doesn't take a loss. A marriage saves the lives of two people, is it worth it?

She gritted her teeth and told herself: worth it.

He said that the owner of the private house withdrew the lawsuit; He said that after Sean voluntarily surrendered and was imprisoned, he would find the best lawyer to fight a lawsuit for Gu Xingyuan, and strive for a commutation of his sentence and early release from prison.

She listened numbly, she thought it was good, things were going in a good direction. If they're good, she's good.

Following Han Yu back to Los Angeles, she rarely thought about Lu Zichu anymore, every time she thought about it, her heart would ache faintly, and that pain seemed to suffocate her to death in an instant.

She is no longer alone, and when she signed the marriage, she asked herself that if she hadn't had a child, she was afraid that she would not be able to hold on for a long time.

Quietly put her hand on her abdomen, and now this child supports her life.

For Gu Sheng, what makes her feel most terrible is not getting married, but how to hide the existence of her children.

Han Yu didn't know her thoughts, signed the marriage, the dust settled, and the beast in his heart was only at this time completely dived into the deep sea.

He was thinking, now that she is his wife, her identity is suppressed, and after a period of running-in, she will naturally retract, and all he needs is time.

Along the way, the two people who have become husband and wife, while choosing to remain silent, each has a ghost in their hearts.

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The decoration of the villa is a typical European and American style, the color is thick and rich, and the curtains and carpets are mostly made of fabric, warm colors, and a sense of home.

When Han Yu took Ah Sheng to visit the study with great interest, she suddenly thought of a sentence: worthy of being a brother.

Thinking of this, I laughed self-deprecatingly. Brothers? As everyone knows, the closest person is often the person who hurts "him" the most.

There were books all over the wall, a professional ladder was placed aside, and in front of his chest was a row of Tagore's poems, which he said: "Put it in this position, it will be easier for you to get the books in the future." ”

Seeing her looking out the window, as if she hadn't heard him, he reached out. As soon as she touched her hair, she reacted greatly and raised her arm to block it.

He stared at her with heavy eyes, and paused for a few seconds before withdrawing his hand, and did not speak; Ah Sheng didn't feel embarrassed, only felt frightened: "Where is the bedroom, I'm tired." ”

Bringing her to the bedroom, he seemed to have something to do, the man named Ren Yang stood at the door of the bedroom and called him, and before leaving, he said, "You rest first and eat together at night." ”

The double bed made her feel particularly frightened, it was about to enter the summer, and he wore pajamas at night, and if he shared a bed with her, he would sooner or later find out that she was pregnant.

At night, she had already passed the vomiting period, and when she was in San Francisco, she was locked in her room every day, and she tried her best to think about the good side every day, reading warm books, hoping that the child would become a warm person after birth.

Even if she has no appetite for the food that her mother brings to her, she will force herself to eat it, vomit after eating, and then continue to eat it when she comes back, because she is afraid that the child will be malnourished.

Walking around the room over and over again, trying to make himself a calm and gentle person. When she learned that she was pregnant, she calculated the date, about seventy days. By late April, it had been nearly five months.

She was lucky because she didn't get as bad as other pregnant women, and she didn't gain weight, except for the backache from time to time.

Midnight dream, dreamed that she returned to Wangjiangyuan, Lu Zichu took her to go for a prenatal checkup, personally cooked for her, she ate happily in the dream, but in reality the pillow was wet.

Han Yu took the food and put it in her bowl: "I'm going to go to the company after eating, and I have something to ask the maid to call me." ”

She breathed a sigh of relief that he didn't come back, which reassured her a lot.

I really didn't want to sleep in bed, I didn't even take off my shoes, and my clothes lay on the sofa, my ears were alert, but whenever there was a disturbance, she could wake up immediately.

- At the beginning of my life, I was pregnant. This little life that grows in the abdominal cavity came at a bad time. I was locked in a closed room, hesitant, uneasy, surprised, expectant...... The backlog of various emotional contradictions came together. Although I am not good, I am not a ruthless person, and I don't understand how far I have come today.

- I decided to give birth to this child, I have already lost you and cannot lose him/her anymore. Fetal movement is really amazing,