The night is boundless, and this burning heart, which is still beating feverishly and rising, is so unrestrained and difficult to place.

Walking in the dark palace road, Jingluan rampage was arrogant all the way, ignoring the panic and a trace of fear on the faces of the palace people on duty day and night.

He knew that he must be terrible at the moment, and his face was full of burning sensations, which should be the temperature of his skin brought by the constantly rising heart fire. The scattered emotions in his heart swelled more and more like weeds, and soon filled his whole being!

He only felt that he was a straw man filled with dry straw at this moment, and it seemed that all he needed was a fire...... No, as long as the slightest spark burned at him, it would set his whole body on fire at once, and it would be enough to burn into a battle that soared into the sky!

Walking too hurriedly and thinking too complicated, Jingluan accidentally hit the pillar hidden in the dark at the corner of the corridor. His heart suddenly jumped up, and he simply stopped his windy steps and did not continue, leaning forward angrily towards the pillar.

There was another violent exertion, and when the body touched the hard column, there was a dull pain in the cadmium bones in the spine! But it was this clear pain that made him the most good medicine, and it suddenly brought him back to a scattered, wandering and undignified state of mind......

Puya didn't chase it out, no matter how fierce the flame of Aiqing burned in her heart, she still had the usual tone of her actions, and she wouldn't really show all her emotions and desires like a little daughter. This is also the most distressing part of Puya, sometimes some emotions are actually good, if you don't show it, you just press, detain, let the negative things accumulate and force the pressure on the internal organs, bear the torment alone, and over time the body and bones will collapse.

Thinking of this, Jingluan suddenly began to worry about Pu Yalai again.

He'd worry about her, he really would. Even if he never thought about whether he loved her or not, whether he had true feelings for her; It's not that he is confused and inconclusive, but that he doesn't dare to touch it or touch it.

He and she should have had a bitter enmity with her, and she had beheaded his parents and brothers, slaughtered his people, destroyed his homeland, and divided his cities...... What rules and regulations shouldn't make him hate her to the core? Therefore, if he not only does not hate her, but falls in love with her, or if he loves and hates her, then he is afraid that his parents under Jiuquan and the people who died in vain in that city will not be at ease and will not be able to forgive him if they turn into ghosts!

In fact, if you think about it from another angle, the reason why Jingluan is afraid of dabbling in this kind of issue and not daring to look directly at these feelings proves that he already has love for her. Otherwise, he would not have chosen to run away repeatedly.

The difference is that Puyameduo, who grew up in the barbarian land of western Xinjiang, is different from the Han people, and she can't understand the roundabout thoughts and scheming of the Han people. In her shijie, heaven is heaven and earth, and every flower, grass, and even sand and stone is so vivid, and the purpose is clear and clear. Love is love, where is there so much repeated guessing, if you leave? Life is just this short hundred years, which passes with a flick of a finger, but it still has to spend a lot of time guessing about feelings in the short life of this white horse? Self-suffering personal!

Because of such a different perception rooted in the bone marrow, even if Puya faintly guessed Jingluan's attitude towards her, her heart was still mixed and fluttering, undulating. She always felt subconsciously that if Jingluan really loved her, she should show her an attitude, if she couldn't get a response from him, and couldn't see his true attitude of not going around, she would never be sure what he was doing to her heart.

Even if the honest meeting and the physical reaction that can't deceive oneself have vividly expressed this attitude, when Puya returned to reason afterwards, the obsession in his heart still couldn't be easily relieved.

In other words, some women in the Han family probably prefer to look at substantive measures; And Puyamedo's ethereal vows can make her feel more at ease.

Puya is such a simple, clean woman. If you swear to heaven, she will believe in you, and she will believe in you. Even if she sees you breaking your oath one day, she will probably only think that it is her own delusion, that it is your insincere move......

The more Jingluan didn't want to think about this, the more uncontrollable his thoughts leaned on Puya! The weeds in his heart are growing so violently, fortunately this is the end of August, the cold wind in this palace courtyard is steep enough, and the moonlight is cold enough, otherwise he really doesn't know if his body will really be on fire!

Turning to his negative energy in the dormitory, he suddenly fell into a daze again.

He suddenly didn't know that he was so angry, because of Puya's distrust that seemed to see through his thoughts, or because he thought he would trust him very much but didn't trust him, or because he was a hypocrite but was still angry and embarrassed by Puya's seeing through the haze? Maybe there's a little bit of a ...... in each of them

He is getting more and more chaotic and annoying, and his already entangled mood has become more and more entangled and difficult to sort out! After a long time, this thought didn't know where it went, but suddenly remembered the Dharma of the walking monk.

Yes, it's him, it's him!

This scorching flame, which I can't tell what it is, suddenly rose from the bottom of my heart...... Like jealousy, like obsession, like fanaticism, more like a scoundrel who wants to hate Puya but can't bear to hate!

He wanted to use Fadu's knowledge and unique attraction to enable him to gain Puya's appreciation and respect, so that he and Fadu could be more comfortable with Puya and Linchang.

Yes, Xiao Jingluan's mind has always been gloomy, and he is no longer satisfied with the real but unknown regent rights given to him by Puya. In fact, what national enemies hate and what responsibilities and righteousness, those are all excuses, all of them! Even if he and Puya had been clean and free from the beginning, he would not give up such an opportunity now, he wanted to become the king of Linchang, he wanted to restore his destroyed homeland, and even his ambitions were huge and outrageous...... He wants to occupy this ancient region, gather the small countries around him, and eventually become the unique king of this vast west!

But when the seemingly predetermined chess game was laid out one by one in front of him, Jingluan found that the trend of the chess game seemed to be more and more out of his control, and deviated from the original trend he had set earlier...... Such a discovery was undoubtedly striking, and it scared him!

First of all, he thought that he and Fadu were both Han Chinese, and Fadu was alone in Linchang, helpless, and naturally needed his protection, and he could handle it. But Fado's attitude seems to have been hazy from the beginning, and Fadu never acted as he expected, and he never will.

What is even more frightening is that Puya's attitude towards the Dharma seems to be increasingly biased towards ...... Inexplicable feelings. This makes Jingluan actually breed worries about his fall from grace!

This is nothing, but the most terrifying thing is that with the passage of time and the passage of this situation, Jingluan panicked to find that he was seeing his heart little by little, and he was ...... to Puya's heart

No, how is it that all this is so chaotic, how has it all been turned into a mess of scattered threads, and then intersected and woven into an incomparable net! He was self-righteous and full of joy thinking that he had snare others, but he never thought that this cold and unscrupulous swoop would only net himself!

His forehead and temples were hot and painful. Jingluan clenched his teeth violently, raised his hand and clasped the skull that was about to explode with his fingernails, and the whole person slid down the pillar he leaned on, softening into a puddle of shapeless water, so powerless, so entangled that he couldn't be freed!

Heaven is forgivable, but it is self-inflicted...... I really can't live!

So, what about the fact that heaven is doing evil at the same time?

This is undoubtedly a pure land, and the plan is yes.

The fairy mountain is covered with fog, colorful clouds stretch out, the pine gathers the thin mist and the flowing purple clouds, and there are red cranes on the side of the clear spring on the stone of Lingling Qingyue, and they are leisurely.

Fadu suddenly found himself in this place where Zhong Lingyu was beautiful, vaguely the top of the water and clouds, the mountain of Penglai, the dream of the dream, and the red dust!

Yes, he soon realized that he was dreaming, but the shijie in this dream was still alive and tangible. However, for a practitioner, other situations are commonplace, and they will not make him feel new.

His state of mind was so peaceful, he raised his head and closed his eyes, letting the clear sky wind blowing from the depths of the fairyland blow around his body, his arms slowly raised, and he became a crane with wings fluttering and about to fly.

Feeling the cool breeze against the skin and slowly stirring it over, the feeling of relaxation and joy arose, which made the Dharma suddenly let go of all thoughts, and the whole person was really like an invisible Buddha baptism who had been enlightened!

The inspiration of these wonderful circumstances, which I don't know what kind of chance, brings much more enlightenment...... When all the dirt and dirt that had been invisibly stained by the world of Suva were washed away, and the Dharma was soft and pure, and he only felt that he had no desires and no desires, he slowly opened his eyes.

At the same time as this warm beam of light suddenly dazzling, a humanoid image from shallow to dark was faintly revealed, which was ...... Fadu concentrated and meditated, and suddenly he was born with heartfelt joy, he couldn't believe his eyes! That is, it is his master who has passed away for many years!

What a blessing to the soul! Incomparably special and immensely filled my heart, and at the same time it was so familiar, so kind and sad...... As soon as his body fell, he knelt down!

The guru who has already left the world of suffering and is truly free from suffering and happiness is just a calm gaze and an indifferent smile. He opened his mouth, with a distant ethereal spirit in his steady tone, and told his proud disciple word by word: "I am proud of your teacher." ”

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The light and shadow of the vast expanse of illusion settled steadily with Master's words, and suddenly dissipated! Fadu opened his eyes and woke up, and sure enough, when he was meditating, his soul left his body and wandered to the outer Buddha realm of unknown places.

The boundless darkness of the night was about to end, and he folded his hands and chanted a Buddha name, and then began to precipitate a peaceful mind, and seriously thought about the real dream of Fang Cai...... Could this be the manifestation of his master's divine consciousness?

The master was telling him that after ten years of tossing and turning, he was still practicing hard in the red dust and could not be born, and finally came to the place where he should have come......

As soon as his thoughts were in a trance, his heart was suddenly full of the shadow of Queen Puya! If Master were in the same situation as him, what would Master do?

Master will not choose to deceive, this is really against the precepts, and even more against his own heart...... Therefore, he will not deceive, he should not deceive!

After thinking about it for a while, Fadu's thoughts gradually fell, and he decided to go to Puya, and decided to tell her something that she might also be interested in.

The queen of Linchang and the pearl of the desert, she is such a kind person, and she will be like her mother many years ago, chasing the most brilliant thoughts in her heart, chasing the truth, goodness and beauty without regrets, supporting the Buddha and protecting her own heart......

The boundless warm color suddenly pierced the clouds and sifted the earth, and the thousands of golden waves broke through the window, dispelling the cold night, and igniting the hope of this boundless new life, so excited and surging!

Fa Du subconsciously glanced sideways at the window, and suddenly found that the sun had risen, and the sky was brighter in an instant.