I saw the dark and dreary grove in the distance, and there was a faint light in the forest, as if it was about to sink in the next moment. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Walk towards the light, and you can see Steward Yun's hut." The guard said coldly.

"Aren't you going in?" Zheng Wan asked, in fact, she wanted to ask if you didn't go in with me, but seeing that dark face, I thought he must not be willing to accompany her little girl. Suddenly, the night breeze blew, Zheng Wan couldn't help but shiver, his chest was cold, and when he looked down, it turned out that his clothes were wet when he was carrying water before, and he was originally scorching with the soup, but at this moment, he was tormented by the cold. But as soon as she thought of her mother, she could no longer care about the slight timidity in her heart, so she decided to go in alone.

"I'm waiting for you here, and the housekeeper doesn't like outsiders to scratch him."

Zheng Wan nodded, there are guards, and it is much more convenient when he goes back. She walked towards the light, and after a few steps she felt her surroundings darken for a moment, and when she looked back, she was startled that the scenery from which she had come was gone, but only a stacked grove, and she had actually only walked a few steps. The forest was so strange that the guard's face sank when he heard that he was coming. But with the light in front of you, you don't have to worry about getting lost, and you don't need to worry too much.

After a while, Zheng Wan realized that something was wrong, and she ran all the way to the light, but she didn't realize that it was nearly half a minute. She was in a hurry, and she didn't know what was going on, so she ran forward again, repeated it a few times, and found that she really didn't get close to the light for half a minute, and she felt great remorse in her heart, blaming herself for being too careless, the guard was so jealous of this place, there must be something unusual, but even the guard had no choice, what could she do with a little girl, and thought that her mother was still in danger, so she was so anxious that she shouted: "Steward Yun, please save my mother." The sound echoed through the forest a few times, and then it dissipated.

There was silence all around, she shivered again without self-study, and now she had no better way, so she had to continue to shout: "My mother is going to give birth to a little brother, it is very dangerous now, please save her, Zheng Guan will repay you as a cow and horse for the rest of her life." ”

Still silence took the place of answering.

She knelt down towards the light, kowtowed heavily, and continued to shout, "Please save my mother." ”

As the skull knocked to the ground, the dust and sand sticked, and the head was raised, and the dust and sand fell again. I don't know how many times the dust and sand fell, Zheng Wan began to feel dizzy, and her eyes were a little blurry, as if a white shadow appeared, she subconsciously thought that it was Steward Yun, and reached out to grab the corner of the person's clothes, lest what she would lose was hope, and she didn't forget to say: "Save my mother." ”

There was a burst of fragrance of plants and trees in the white shadow, and the smell was refreshing. She saw that it was the immortal of that day, and with a smile on her face, she looked at her closely.

He was dressed in white, as clean as winter snow, and particularly dazzling. She retracted her hand suddenly, for she saw that her hands were stained with dirt, and his white clothes were covered with a layer of black, which was particularly glaring.

He turned and walked in the direction of the light.

Although he didn't say anything, Zheng Guan felt that this immortal was trying to guide him, so he didn't care about the slight numbness of his body, and got up and followed.

After taking a few steps, Zheng Wan felt that the light was getting closer, and a clear voice came from the white shadow: "This is a small maze, you feel that you are walking, but in fact, you have not moved a step." ”

Zheng Wan felt curious in his heart, obviously he had been walking, it felt so real, how could he not be walking, suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, as if he understood, he was running all the way just now, but he didn't feel tired, but his body felt colder and colder. If she were to move around, she wouldn't be like this. After thinking about it like this, I accepted such a statement, and then I thought this formation was very interesting, and blurted out: "What kind of formation is this, and how to do it?" ”

The white shadow did not answer, and after a while, he came to the courtyard, and saw a small wooden building, nothing peculiar, except that the light flickered on and off, and peeked out of the room, and through the window, a figure could be seen.

Zheng Guan was overjoyed in his heart, and was about to thank the immortal, but found that there was no one around him, and it was not the time to look for that person, so he hurriedly knocked on the door and said, "Steward Yun, please save my mother." ”

Menuchi Road: It's okay to save people, but my rule is fair trade.

When Zheng Wan heard that the housekeeper said that he could save people, he was overjoyed, and he didn't have time to ask what fair trade meant, so he should go.

With a "bang", the door had already opened and closed once, and a gust of yin wind bulged out from the inside, Zheng Guan subconsciously took a step back, feeling that the temperature inside was much lower than the outside, which made people cold to the bone. At this moment, there was a small bottle on the ground, and when I opened the bottle, there was a small pill in it, and I couldn't smell anything, only heard the voice in the station: "Take it back and give it to your mother, you can save your life." ”

"Then my little brother ......" Before he finished speaking, he said: "The doctor has arrived, your mother has given birth to Lin'er, if you are late, your mother will not be able to save her." ”

When Zheng Wan heard this, he thanked him again, turned around and ran, and didn't have time to wonder how the housekeeper knew about his mother's situation. At this moment, the path of the grove was already very clear, and the lantern of the guard could still be faintly seen.

When I returned to Weiming Building, I heard the faint cry of the baby, as well as the crying of Liu's mother, Chen Shirt and an old man outside the door stood outside.

Chen Shan's face was solemn, his voice was hoarse, and he said, "Go see your mother." ”

Zheng Guan's heart trembled, remembering the housekeeper's sentence "If you are late, your mother will not be able to save you", and hurriedly ran into the house, and saw her mother lying on the bed, her face was pale, and her eyes were a little scattered.

After Zheng Guan entered the house, Lan Yu'er's expression was a little lively, and she called "Guan'er".

Zheng Wan ran up and held her hand, it was cold, she only called her mother in a low voice, then choked and couldn't speak, only took out the vial in her hand, poured out a small pill, and said intermittently: "Eat...... That's it. ”

She delivered the pill to her mother's side of the road, but Lan Yu'er looked away, and then looked at Liu's mother who was wiping her tears on the side.

Zheng Wan was puzzled, and he also turned his eyes to look at Liu Yan, only to hear Liu's mother ask: "This is what Steward Yun gave you?" ”

Zheng Wan nodded yes.

Mother Liu said in pieces: "It's okay now", and then wiped her tears and shouted out: "Doctor Qian, come in and take a look." ”

Doctor Qian entered in response, and Mother Liu pointed to the pill in Zheng Guan's hand and said, "This pill belongs to Steward Yun, can it save the child?" ”

When Zheng Wan heard this, his heart sank, could it be that there was something wrong with her brother? She looked at the little guy lying next to her mother, who had just been ignored by her, her face was purple, and her crying was faintly audible. She didn't understand a little, and looked at Liu's mother with doubts.

Liu's mother said: "The child is less than a month, I am afraid that I will not survive, the girl has a difficult birth, and there is heavy bleeding after childbirth, which is also a little dangerous." When you had a difficult birth, your mother said that she would save the child first, and she refused to take this medicine because she wanted to save your brother. ”

Zheng Wan shook her head, not believing that all this was true, how could this be possible, in the evening, her mother was pregnant with her younger brother and everything was fine, and now both of them were in danger of life, her brain seemed to explode, and she only remembered what her mother said that day, "never leave ......". No, she can definitely save them, she kept kneeling to Dr. Qian, wanting to open her mouth to beg him to save her relatives, but suddenly she couldn't say a voice in her mouth, only holding the pill.

Mother Liu hurriedly pulled Zheng Guan up from the ground, and said, "Doctor Qian is a good person, and he will definitely do his best." ”

Doctor Qian took the pill, sniffed it carefully, and said, "This is indeed Steward Yun's pill, but there is only one ......" Speaking of this, he shook his head and continued: "The girl has a heavy hemorrhage after giving birth, and taking this medicine should save her life; The child is less than a month, and the body is not well developed, and the chance of taking it to save his life is only 60%. ”

After hearing this, Zheng Wan only stayed where she was, and she couldn't accept that she could only choose between her mother and the younger brother she was looking forward to.

Lan Yu'er struggled to get up, but Mother Liu hurriedly pressed her, Lan Yu'er's voice was weak, and she said, "Save the child." ”

Lan Yu'er's faint voice woke up Zheng Wan like a plate of cold water, her heart seemed to be torn apart, and the name "Cloud Steward" suddenly popped out of her head, occupying all her thoughts in an instant, as long as she got one more pill, she could save two of them. Thinking of this, she immediately rushed out of the door, ignoring Liu's mother shouting from behind.

Outside the door, Chen Shan heard the shout, and saw Zheng Wan rushing out, so he pulled her back, only to see the little girl with tears on her face, completely helpless, and just said blankly: "Find Butler Yun." ”

Chen Shi had asked Dr. Qian about Lan Yu'er's situation outside the door earlier, and knew that the best plan they had made was for Zheng Guan to get a pill that could save one of them. Chen Shan thought that persuasion was ineffective at the moment, so he picked up Zheng Guan, carried light skills, and hurried away to the basis of Steward Yun. Outside the grove, Chen Shi stopped, did not speak, only listened to the voice inside: "There is only one pill left, and nothing else." ”

Chen Shan's heart sank, such an answer he had already known from Doctor Qian's mouth, in the early years, Doctor Qian saw that Steward Yun took out this pill to save people, no matter what kind of injured person, it was all good in three days, so he wanted to ask Steward Yun to ask for one or two to study, but Steward Yun was very kind of this treasure, insisted on not giving it, and then relented, and said: "This pill is a treasure in the world, if you eat one, you will lose one, and there is only one left in his own hand." "That was three years ago.

For Zheng Guan's request for the last pill today, although he felt a little puzzled, he was also happy for her. As for whether this pill was really the last one, he also asked Doctor Qian about this question, whether this cloud housekeeper made it up because he didn't want to give it.

Doctor Qian was convinced of this, and said: "Although the person Steward Yun is elusive, one thing is certain, although he is the steward of Heyun Villa, but have you ever seen him like a butler, everything in the village is taken care of by the second steward, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he is half the master of the villa." And this person is a little conceited, thinking that if he doesn't want to give, there is no need to deceive people, and he doesn't care to deceive people. ”

Chen Shan turned his eyes to look at Zheng Guan, her face was as white as frost, her expression was decadent, and he couldn't bear it, so he said: "Let's go find Yun Erye, he has great ability, maybe ......" Chen Shan didn't dare to say the following words, because he had seen that after Zheng Wan heard this, there seemed to be a lot of hope in his eyes, and he was worried that he had given great hope by saying too much, and the little girl would not be able to bear the corresponding disappointment at that time.

The moonlight is cold, Yunying's white clothes are like fairy robes, his hair is like night, slightly light, a jade flute is lightly touched to his lips, and the melodious sound falls back to the garden.

Chen Shan saw the immortal-like Yun Erye from a distance, but when he saw his chic, he didn't hear half a sound, and it wasn't until he entered the garden that he could smell the sounds of heaven.

Looking at the slender silhouette, he couldn't help but be a little stunned, as if the scene should not have been disturbed at this moment, and his sudden intrusion was really an abrupt move, which made him feel embarrassed.

Zheng Guan saw that the second master of the cloud was really an immortal in the mortal world, knowing that he had superior ability, the hope in his heart was deeper, and he instantly forgot that he had resent him at that time for ignoring his mother's bullying, and only remembered the appearance of an immortal when he first saw him, and the grace of guiding the way in that small tree tonight. As soon as I thought of leading the way, I thought of my mother, and hurriedly broke free from the embrace of Chen Yi.

Chen Shi suddenly put down Zheng Guan.

Zheng Wan hurriedly knelt down towards the immortal in his heart and pleaded, "Second Master Yun, please save my mother's life." She was about to bow her head and knock down, but a soft force lifted her up, and her body also rose.

The sound stopped instantly, and only his still light voice was heard: "You are not qualified to kneel to me, and I am not able to bow down to you." ”

Zheng Guan closed his lips tightly and only looked up into the eyes of the owner of the voice. She didn't know what kind of gaze burst out of her eyes, she remembered that many people knelt down that night, and they all said that the man had gold under his knees, but the daughter also had dignity in her heart, even if she was only six years old, no, she was a seven-year-old girl tonight, she was also stubborn in her heart.

If she had the ability, she would rather have her own flesh than kneel to the man in front of her, for she had never seen any affection in his eyes until now, because she knew in her heart that it would only be despair to speak from this man, for from the first sight he had only a look of pride and contempt in his eyes, and this gaze made her resist in her bones.

But she didn't dare to give up, she was afraid that she would give up a glimmer of hope because of her self-esteem, so she knelt down and begged this person she didn't want from her heart, but in exchange for his light sentence "You are not qualified to kneel to me." ”

Her heart suddenly throbbed for no reason, fear penetrated her whole body, and she saw the immortal's lips move slightly, "The fate has been decided, and there is no power to return to the sky, and I can still see her last time when I go back at this moment." There was a sigh in his tone, but there was still no trace in his eyes.

She suddenly felt ridiculous, since she had no feelings, why did she show compassion to others, she complained that she was still called an immortal, it was really ridiculous in the world.

She didn't know how to go back to Weiminglou, but she felt that her mother's face gradually appeared in front of her, and gradually blurred, the white and colorless face was carved into her heart, and the dry white lips were closed one by one, obviously not making any sound, but she heard her mother's words, she said, "Guan'er, I'm sorry...... My mother can't be with you anymore...... From now on, you are an older sister, and you must take care of your younger brother ......."

Outside the door, Liu's mother squatted on the ground, covering her head.

Chen Shan's voice was dry, and he asked, "Miss Lan really doesn't make it?" ”

Mother Liu didn't look up, but moved a few times, as if nodding. After a long time, he said: "It's too late to say anything, I see that she seems to want to speak in the end but has no national strength......"

The sun is shining into this room, it is a new day, a new year.

Zheng Wan looked at Lan Yu'er, who had lost her temperature, the warmth of the past had dissipated, and she only covered her mother's face. At this moment, the sun rose and shone into the room, and she looked up at the sun, vaguely feeling mild and cold. From now on, no one will gently comb her hair, dress her, sing nursery rhymes to coax her to sleep, the warm pictures of the past can only become memories, the most beautiful name in the world "mother" is nowhere to be used, and the best person in the world has disappeared.

What is Loss? It was just a beautiful morning when the sun was still rising, you woke up and found that the person was gone, you searched in bed, inside the house, outside the house, everywhere she was before, and all you found was memories, but no one would call you, call you, hold you, and spoil you like her. All the memories are warm, put in reality but cold, helplessly, no matter what you do, you can't shake off the heart-rending regret, regret that you didn't look at her more, say more, hug more.

She just left, just to make the people who stayed only indelible thoughts, and this is a mystery that lingers in the world.