But the sea is a leaf boat 3
From the beginning, the corners of Zheng Guan's skirt did not move at all, just as her expression remained unchanged. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info She saw Xiao Lu swallow in her throat, thinking that the qi and blood in her body were in chaos.
"Don't talk nonsense!" Xiuxiu's cold voice came from the room, "Sister, don't listen to her nonsense!" These words were said to Zheng Guan, and his voice had become soft and quiet.
"Meihuawu is a marriage for this scene, and the red stickers are sent to Chaoyun Sect, Jin Dao Sect, Sanxian Sect, Wuchen Pavilion and other large and small sects, as well as the Immortal Alliance, the names of each sect, for us, isn't it the vast ocean, just wave a wave over to teach people to break their bones, isn't the girl just knowing that she can't fight, so she is willing to be silent?" Xiao Lu choked and said towards the house.
"It's not about it, I'm ...... the bag," the voice in the room raised the volume slightly.
"Needless to say, I'm going to Licheng." Zheng Guan interrupted Xiuxiu, she didn't want Xiuxiu to say that sentence against her will, saying that she had no thoughts about Bao Yuting, those feelings can be put in the bottom of her heart, no need to explain to others, she knows whether it is true or false.
The more she spoke, the more it seemed like she was deliberately putting herself in a pitiful and pathetic place.
In fact, if Xiuxiu didn't want her to know anything, she shouldn't let Xiao Lu appear in front of her; If Xiuxiu didn't want her to think too much, there was no need to interrupt Xiao Lu halfway and hurt Xiao Lu, showing her helplessness and weakness, which made Zheng Guan feel sorry.
Whether Xiuxiu wants to make herself think that she is scheming against herself and let herself go alone, no matter what Xiuxiu wants to let herself do by retreating, maybe it is to convey her love for Bao Yuting, or hate, or maybe it is to let herself end her love, hate, and hatred...... No matter what Xiuxiu thought, Zheng Wan found that he couldn't see clearly, and the person who was once close to him had been walking with his back for a long time.
But no matter how far away, she could see that Xiuxiu was not dead set on Bao Yuting.
No matter what kind of mind she has, she still wants to go to Licheng, not for others, but just to figure out some things.
"Xiuxiu, since you have decided to stay here, I won't say more, I just want to ask you, is staying here what you want?" Zheng Guanzai looked carefully into the room, and she could see Xiuxiu sitting in front of the red candle, with a sad back.
At this moment, Zheng Guan suddenly remembered Yun Sleeve, if one day, he said: "Guan'er, please let go of me." ”
Well, she will definitely simply let go, as soon as he says it.
If he treats him sincerely, she is obsessed with her. If he wanted her to leave, she would not force her to stay.
Because if she feels that leaving is her happiness, it is that others do not understand her intentions, so, no matter how much she is attached to others, it is just a shackle, she will forget the past, and never go, leaving others with what he thinks is her happiness.
She was so lucky that Cloud Sleeve never wanted her to leave him.
"Sister, I have decided to stay here from now on." Xiuxiu's back was straight, and her answer was unequivocal.
Zheng Guan smiled and turned to leave.
After waiting for a while, Xiao Lu got up from the ground.
"You can go too!" Xiuxiu's voice came from the house, Xiao Lu was slightly stunned, and asked in a low voice, "But what did I do wrong?" It's because I'm worried about the girl's ......."
"You didn't do anything wrong, and I don't suspect that you're worried about me, but you should be worried about more than that, right? You're more worried about that person's cultivation, if you stay here, the person you're waiting for won't be able to take revenge on me, right? Xiuxiu's voice was extremely calm and weak.
Xiao Lu's face turned pale, he smiled reluctantly, and said sadly: "When did the girl know?" ”
When she finished speaking, she seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and there was only peace and detail on her face.
She understood that the "person" in Haixiu's language was the person who should have been called "sister", but in the conversation just now, she understood that their fate was broken in her heart.
"Do you know what I learned the most from that person? Except for the person who pretends to be in his heart, other people never believe lightly, even if they stay by their side, they must always keep an eye on it. When I first started to investigate you, I didn't find anything, but didn't you find it, when I was in the Zonglou, every time I passed by the Little Bird Pavilion, you would always walk half a step slower, and then I knew that it was Qiu Yiming's residence, and then I inquired about it, and I knew that you had served him for a few days back then. ”
"If the girl knows who I am, why did she stay with me?" Xiao Lu asked.
"It's better to keep you by your side than to let you hide in the shadows, and besides, you actually have no hatred for me, because for you, I, the Dongshu faction, are a huge ocean, I want to hate but can't hate, and I can't find a real reason to hate, so it's better not to hate. I guess you just belong to Qiu Yiming, looking forward to seeing him again when he can return to the Dongshu Sect for revenge, or even help him, so you are keen to collect all kinds of news. ”
"The show girl is smart, Xiao Lu sighs to herself. But I don't understand, Miss Xiu must understand her intentions, in my opinion, if you want to do anything, she seems to be able to do it for you? ”
Xiuxiu sighed and paused slightly, "It is precisely because of this that I insist on staying here, not only because I still have the Dongshu faction behind me, but also because only by abandoning me can that person go further." And I, even if I looked at her, couldn't have looked at her any longer. "When she used the Spirit Transformation Pill, her Dao foundation was destroyed, her cultivation could not be refined, and she could no longer see how far that person could go in the rest of her days, so let her leave that person's world.
"But the girl is not selfless, is she? The girl can't hate Bao Yuting, but she can't forgive Bao Yuting, right? The girl just spoke up, indicating the girl's intentions, and since that person knew the girl's intentions, he naturally would not do nothing. ”
"It's not smart", Xiuxiu smiled, "What I like most about you is that you think things are very complicated, but I can't be sure if what you said is not my original intention, but no matter what, everything doesn't matter." In her heart, she didn't want to admit it, but it was undeniable that at a certain moment, she hoped that that person could vent some anger to Bao Yuting on her behalf.
Bao Yuting, he can abandon her, but he can't betray her when he doesn't completely abandon her, this is the reason why she hates, but mixed with love and years of mutual support, her heart is contradictory, so only that person can break it all, as long as that person makes a move, Bao Yuting can identify it as her meaning, then, she will really tell herself in her heart that there has been an unbridgeable gap between her and him.
"Girl, do you want me to go?" Xiao Lu asked.
"Whatever you want, but I'm afraid that the person you're waiting for won't come back, how can you make a decision if you don't leave here."
Xiao Lu smiled bitterly and watched the door slowly follow, as if it had cut off everything, everything about Haixiu, everything about her.
She replied softly, "What kind of courage can I have to break off something that even Miss Xiu can't decide on her own?" ”
There was silence in the courtyard.
Xiao Lu raised his head, the stars and the moon hung in the sky, and unconsciously a line of tears fell.
Haixiu is right, if Qiu Yiming really wants to take revenge, how could he not appear when the Dongshu faction is in an eventful time?
When he was seriously injured and unconscious, she took care of him for a few days, and lost her heart, and that person may not have known that there was such a person as her.
She has been waiting for sixty years, and she has long understood that the person she is waiting for will not appear, and she will not know her when she appears, but she has long known that if she does not wait, how can she explain lovesickness?
She looked back at the house, imagining the lonely expression in the house, she was also an idiot at the end of the world, if she left here, where could she go?
Here, at least, she had found something she was used to and could do. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. )