Chapter 84 Sick and blind call the Buddha
Fadu was intoxicated by the undulating scenery of the desert dunes, and intoxicated by the flowing clouds in the sky, shining brightly. He walked all the way, just as he had arrived.
It's just that he comes like a gust of wind, leaving his sleeves empty, and it seems that there is no difference in everything, and it seems that he is still the wandering monk who is free and easy, and looks at everything casually. However, weishenme, this peaceful state of mind in the heart suddenly has a full precipitation, that different feeling is unprecedented when I settled on any piece of land before, and then continued to leave from any piece of land!
It was once set out from the hometown of the Han Dynasty, although he had a thousand inextricable feelings in his heart, but because he practiced Buddhism, he had a clear heart in his heart, knowing that all the filthy land in the world was not really home, and he really did not have too much attachment.
But at this moment, this has not intersected with him in the Linchang Ancient Domain before, why does this parting make him feel concerned, it seems that there are infinite obstacles and still tenaciously stationed in Linchang, the immortal heart and unyielding thoughts are real, he knows that he did not keep the Qingming heart at this moment, and the mixed thoughts are in vain......
Fadu didn't dare to stay longer, he quickened his steps and walked step by step towards the vast desert into the distance, where more unknown opportunities awaited him. He told himself to collect his mind, that is, to meet the other experience and feel the different practices in front of him with full enthusiasm and full passion.
In fact, he did!
The Dharma monk clasped his hands together and chanted the Buddha's name as he walked, plucking a Bodhi bead between his fingers with each recitation. There was a faint smile on his handsome and resilient face, as if that day, that place, that sand dune, and that breeze had also been faintly smiling. In this way, he continued to go all the way into the distance, and unconsciously left behind the ancient city of Linchang, which had put aside his encounter for a while and hid his unfinished thoughts.
The four seas are at home, thinking of the world; Whisk the five lakes, fishing the end of the world and the moon; Deep valley pine platform, laughing white horse west wind; The heart is pure and glassy, and the lotus flower is quietly blooming .......
I can't tell what's going on outside, I don't know how long I've been asleep, or how long I'm going to continue to sleep.
In the dazed coma, Puya's body perception and emotions did not completely dissipate, she still retained a trace of consciousness, realized that she was being carried around, and realized that there were some notorious people around her who were irritated and chaotic, so she could not be at peace!
That was Xiao Jingluan's manpower, just when she was unconscious and did not distinguish between personnel, Jingluan completely occupied the former dynasty of Linchang and controlled the political situation in Linchang! Puya thought to herself, and the thought flashed through her mind. But her mental and physical strength was too low to effectively stop this.
She treated him so well, so well that she always longed to treat him better. She has no regrets about his feelings, she doesn't even have any big desires, she doesn't expect anything in return, she just hopes that he can treat her better, not perfunctory and bending, but from the bottom of her heart, really good...... But at the end of the day, is all this wishful thinking on her own?
Even now, although it has only been two years, this man who she has loved with all her passion and all her heart has loved, he has given her repeated blows and injuries, first personally removing the fetus in the womb between him and her dear, and then after Fadu left because of the fulfillment of good intentions, while she was still ill, she occupied her court, and she did not blame him in her heart.
Not because she has the ability to tolerate all things and the love of ambition like Fado, but because of her weakness, she is afraid, she is so afraid that she doesn't even dare to hate! The slightest hint of hatred would make her heart ache and she couldn't ...... herself Those loves, those loves, and those pasts, just a little touch will hurt the heart, but where do you dare to hate?
She didn't have the strength to hate, she was so tired that she didn't even have the strength to find herself! What about hate?
It's just that it's helpless, and it's better to say that it's helpless!
At this moment, Pu Yajue's self had broken away from the mortal body and feathered into the air, and Jue's self turned into a gentle breeze.
In this way, she allowed the formless soul to leave the shell that bound her self and drift all the way to the sky. Watching himself constantly shuttling between the clouds, watching countless flying birds with pipa in their arms and smiling faces around them, dancing happily!
In the air around her, there seemed to be an incomparably clear sound of joy and a faint fragrance, a fragrance she had never smelled in the world......
At this time, a burst of bright red and pink, jade, white, purple petals rain down, the beautiful petals in the wind freely relaxed, whirling and swaying, this scene is really special and rare!
Suddenly, Puya suddenly remembered that Fadu had told her the story of "Heavenly Maiden Scattering Flowers", saying that when the flowers bloom to see the Buddha, and those who see the mandala flowers and rain will be removed by themselves. After being purified and polluted, it is an incredible opportunity to encounter it, and the whole body will be wrapped in layers of lotus flowers, which means that the moment the lotus blossoms open, you will see the Buddha!
Buddha......
Isn't her Buddha the Dharma? She only knows the Buddha of Fadu!
She loves the Buddha, she loves the Buddha with all her might, loves the Buddha without regrets, and can't carry too much invisible wisdom in her limited cognition, but she only needs to have him in it, because her Buddha will help her take care of everything, will be by her side to support her, guard her, with him by her side, she is thoughtful, the whole person is appropriate!
But where is he now? Where is he!
Puya's clear and peaceful heart suddenly swelled with a touch of anxious eagerness, she was a little flustered, she couldn't just lose her Buddha, even if he didn't want her, he abandoned her, she couldn't lose him just like that! No...... The Buddha would not abandon anyone, any spirit, and he said that, how could he deceive her?
Puya frantically pounced on the flying sky beside him and asked, asking them if they had seen Fado?
The one who was special and beautiful, the Flying Bodhisattva, only smiled and did not speak.
Puya became more and more confused, and subconsciously wanted to block their light and fluttering way. But her softness was nothing before them, and they rushed through her body into the distance, where there was the bliss and the ultimate joy......
However, there was no joy she wanted!
The darkness of the sky is only a matter of a moment, and the rotation of the Pure Land and Hell is only a thought. Puya's shijie began to become dim and dark, her vision was filled with dark clouds and miasma, she could no longer see the way forward, she subconsciously turned around and desperately fled.
In fact, she escaped, she really escaped, and the scenery of the scattered flowers changed in front of her eyes, and she saw the temples and stupas standing tall, and saw that there were pious monks, lamas, and lay disciples constantly stepping on that pilgrimage road. Such a scene made her heart inexplicably excited!
In this way, she flew over the rows of eaves and the tops of the towers, and was completely intoxicated by the incomparable clarity and tranquility. However, she still had a trace of vulgar thoughts, and she had not yet found him, the person she had been thinking about...... Weishenme in life gradually weakened, the soul has been half out of the body, in line with the kind nature, she seems to understand the nature, but it seems to be not, but this moment of the most sincere unity of heaven and man, she thinks about the complete absence of Xiao Jingluan, without her hard work to manage the Linchang Wangcheng for a long time, there is no respect for her and respect for her Linchang subjects who are regarded as children...... Nothing but the testimonies, only the testimonies?
It was also Fadu who told her that people would have a thought of zuihou before they died, but this thought was not controlled by themselves. It takes a lifetime to manage and accumulate, that is, the thought that arises according to cause and effect, and the thought that determines where to go.
Presumably, this thought contains too much, it is a thorough understanding of the original heart, and it is the sincerity of truly proving the undeceived sincerity of one's own heart! has his own cultivation for many lifetimes, and he also has a little obsession that he can't rest assured......
It is the thought of this zuihou that determines the fate after death. Then it's good, let her follow this instinctive, uncontrollable thought, and return to the Buddha's side! Go back to him!
Suddenly, her heart fluttered, and Puya's heart flashed with extreme joy and surging expectations, and if it was really a thought, the auspicious and beautiful scenery in front of her continued to become bizarre, so vague, like smoke and water, she seemed to have returned to a familiar place...... It was the moment when I saw him for the first time in the pile of homeless people, it was the moment when he gave her the small word "Gesang" in the garden, it was the moment when he told her about the past of her predecessors in the dormitory, it was the moment when he was sassy and heroic in the holy land, it was the moment when he was considerate and protective in the cave, it was the moment when he took medicine and took care of it in front of the sickbed, it was every moment when he lectured for her, consulted with her, helped her explain, and had him by his side!
All these scenes changed very quickly, so that the sorrow and joy in Puya's heart continued to overlap, and she felt that her physical mortal womb would not be able to bear so many complicated mental forces! Fortunately, Zuihou's zuihou, she really returned to his side, and she saw him!
I saw the jade on the side, the pine figure was facing away with his back to the sun, even if it was just a touch of the back, it was still so tenacious and determined, and the willingness was self-fulfilling!
Puya followed the sudden movement in her heart, and subconsciously used all her available strength to catch up quickly......
She came to him, she came. She won't leave again, never, forever.
"Queen, Queenโ"
In this world, next to Pu Yameduo's sickbed, the loyal palace lady who served closely kept shaking Pu Yamedo's cold and sweaty body, so anxious and afraid of being heard called her, and kept calling her.
But she just didn't wake up.
That palace was anxious, but at this moment, she vaguely saw the queen's lips move slowly, and her haggard face became softer than ever before.
This sudden beauty suddenly shocked the people of this palace! She stopped shaking at the Queen, and slowly leaned down to listen very carefully.
The queen's lips moved slightly, and her teeth opened slightly, evoking the two words that had been written all her life: "Fadu." โ
Testimonies, testimonies......
Ethereal and full of ardent anticipation and extreme sincerity, faint and weak, like the wind.