Looking at her suddenly woke up, there was still horror on her face, but there was a chill in her eyes, like a cold ice cellar, Mama Liu was shocked. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

She was only thirteen years old...... You shouldn't have such a look......

But after all, he could only sigh, what a poor child.

As in the past thirty or so late nights, I didn't dare to delve into it, only when the eldest lady had a nightmare, and I was comforted by a soft voice.

The biting cold and icy snow all disappeared without a trace the moment Su Jie opened her eyes, and the originally dark night also had a dim but warm candlelight, and the only thing that remained unchanged was the wind whistling outside the house!

This is not the Imperial Garden, nor Jingren Palace, but the Guogong Mansion, which is her bedroom before leaving the pavilion.

After staying for a while, Su Jie came back to her senses from her dream, and now she is not a queen, and there is no Ji'er in this world.

There is some irrepressible loss in my heart, but more than that, I am glad!

Looking at the woman's anxious face, which gradually became clearer, Su Jie's nose was sour, she sat up, and threw herself into the other party's arms without thinking.

Yes, she is alive.

For the past month, she has had such horrors and doubts every night.

Mama Liu was already distressed, and Su Jie's sudden move made her even more sour, and she hurriedly hugged the trembling woman in her arms and comforted her softly.

Both were holding back their tears.

"What time is it?"

After calming down for a while, Su Jie straightened up and asked Mama Liu out loud.

Mama Liu is her nursing mother, she has been by her side since the day she was born, and she is even more cared for and loved on weekdays.

After lighting the candle and turning his back, he heard the question, carefully wiped away the tears that were about to come out of his eyes, and after lighting all the eleven candles on the candlestick made of red coral, his mind calmed down a little, and then he replied: "It's just over the fourth watch, and it's still early!"

I can't tell I've cried.

The room was lit up, and all the objects around were covered with a layer of soft light of candle flames, and there was no longer the coldness and silence in the imperial garden, which made Su Jie feel more secure.

"The old slave went to let people fetch water to come in and wipe the young lady's body, you wrapped in the quilt, don't get cold!" Out of a cold sweat, in this cold winter wax moon, you can't do it!

Mama Liu leaned over, straightened out the quilt on the bed that she kicked away and piled up messily, and put it on her again, wrapped it tightly, leaving only a head, and then turned around and went out with anxiety, Su Jie also sat obediently on the bed, but her thoughts had already flown away.

Just a month ago, she was still trapped in the harem of the imperial city, living in the luxurious and beautiful Jingren Palace, and she was the queen mother above 10,000 people under the three people.

Why do you say that there are three people, because in addition to the emperor, there are two queen mothers who do not accept the old ones!

Ji'er is the child she gave birth to three years after entering the palace, and the only child she has been born in the seven years since she entered the palace!

Just after the fourth birthday, the age that should be alive and kicking, but in a snowy day with a howling north wind, he fell into the old well in the imperial garden for some reason, and when the little eunuch salvaged it out, the small body was already stiff, and the face still had a frightened and painful look before death, and the exposed skin was as pale as paper, so fragile that it seemed that a hole could be broken with a poke!

She knelt in the snow, hugged her little body and cried and fainted.

Ji'er, her lively and lovely child, has never been able to open her mouth and call her "Queen Mother" with a milky voice!

He was only four years old......

"Queen Su, get Mu Tian's grace, you are the mother of the country, but her grace and arrogance, pampering and indulgence, indulging in selfish desires, slandering, forming a party for personal gain, gaining power in the harem, killing the prince, threatening the concubines, losing women's morality, it is difficult to set up the middle palace, after the verification of the mourning family, it is now decided, it is really a heinous crime, and now all titles are removed, and the order is given to commit suicide!"

Just two months after Ji'er's death, it was also a cold night like now, a decree, a white silk, she died with hatred!

When I opened my eyes again, I thought that what I saw would be the horror and gloom of the underworld, and that I should drink Meng Po soup, cross the Nai He Bridge, jump into reincarnation, and repeat the suffering of the world...... But I don't want to open my eyes again, but I have returned to the past!

Back to when I was thirteen years old, back to when I hadn't married into the palace yet, back to when everything was still too late!

Did God know that she had died unjustly, that she was unwilling, and that she had not avenged her revenge, so he made this arrangement?

What a gift!

Since the rebirth, the scenes of the past have flashed in my mind one by one like shadow puppetry, and in a blur, a month has passed.

Su Jie sneered, and the coldness in her eyes spread out like a flood that burst the embankment.

For a month, she lived every day in the joy of rebirth and the pain of her past life, like a pair of giant hands about to tear her soul in half, half joy, half sad. She didn't dare to fall asleep, she didn't dare to sleep deeply, she was afraid that she would open her eyes again, she was still in the deep palace and was worse than dying, and she was even more afraid that what she was holding in her arms was Ji'er's stiff body, but every night, she would dream back to her previous life! Repeating the pain of a past life.

And all this, she will not forget how it was caused.

In this life, how should Su Jie live to get rid of the tragedy of the world?

Even though I am confused in my heart, I have a little more tenacity and determination!

After returning from rebirth, she is no longer the Su Jie who only knows how to make compromises in the past!

Just after the fourth watch, Qingzhi Garden was busy, although the north wind was howling, the corridor could still see people with their necks shrunk and coming and going.

After getting the order, the small kitchen was busy boiling hot water, and the eldest maid Liu Ye took the two second-class maids to prepare for freshening up in the bathroom, found clean clothes, lit incense, and sprinkled the dried rose petals, bath towels, combs, and balms in the bathtub...... Everything has to be ready. Liu Xin, who is also a big girl, commanded the little maids to carry wooden buckets to the small kitchen to fetch water, and then carried buckets to the bathroom in the bedroom.

On the contrary, it was Su Jie, who sat alone in the room, and even her eyes were straight, which was in stark contrast to this busy subordinate, and it showed a bit of independence and coldness.

Zhenghuan was under the snow outside, and a thick layer of snow had been piled up in the courtyard, and I couldn't find where the steps were. Because the time is still early, no one steps on it, and it is rare to be clean and bright!

The cold wind was cold, and the row of painted hexagonal palace lamps hanging on the verandah was blown out a few times, and some sharp-eyed little servants carried the ladder and shivered to relight it.

The snow reflects the red candle, adding a bit of aesthetic atmosphere!

Served by the maid to remove the sweat-soaked bedclothes, Su Jie soaked in a half-human-high, seven-foot-long bathtub, and let the warm water wrap herself, washing away the coldness in every pore of her body little by little.

People who have been through the ghost gate for a while, at this moment, feel that they are alive again!