If loving someone is hard work, then being loved must be a burden.

I know this may be a fallacy, but I often think so.

Especially when I saw Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun, who were also drenched in the rain, I felt that love was too hard, love was too heavy, and love had changed too much.

I'd rather not love if I could.

In the hall on the first floor of the dormitory building, Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun and I looked at each other, we didn't know what would happen next, but I had to stop everything from happening.

I walked up to Zhao Jun, his hair was still dripping, and the towel he had originally given him was also snatched away by Fang Wenke.

I looked at Zhao Jun in front of me, I was ashamed, but I couldn't do anything.

"Zhao Jun, go back to the bedroom first! Fang Wenke and I will leave directly after a while! ”

"Aren't you going to stay at school?" Zhao Jun's eyes were full of pleading.

"No, I still have to go to the instructor's place, and then I will go directly back to Fang Wenke's house."

"Can you shut up?" Fang Wenke suddenly said to Zhao Jun on the side.

Zhao Jun turned his head to look at Fang Wenke, with indignation in his eyes.

"Can you stop talking to Li Weiming in the future? Don't you know how shameless you are now? Fang Wenke continued to speak wildly.

Zhao Jun was silent, but I could see his anger, especially the bruised tendons on his right arm.

Fang Wenke saw that Zhao Jun was silent, and continued: "Li Weiming, she doesn't like you at all!" Can't you feel it? ”

But Zhao Jun was still silent, he lowered his head and gritted his teeth.

"If you still think of me as a brother???"

At this time, before Fang Wenke's words fell, Zhao Jun suddenly waved his right fist and hit Fang Wenke fiercely, and Fang Wenke fell to the ground at that time.

This punch scared me out of a cold sweat.

"I don't need you to care what I do, you have enough, please don't interfere with my choice!" Zhao Jun roared angrily and dropped this warning.

I hurriedly ran to Fang Wenke's side and helped Fang Wenke up.

Then, Zhao Jun left violently, leaving only the swaying curtain in the hall.

I gently touched Fang Wenke's right cheek, and Fang Wenke screamed in pain.

"You weishenme said it so harshly? Zhao Jun, he's your brother! ”

"If I don't say that, he'll only pursue you even harder!"

"Then you can't touch his bottom line!"

"I can't help it, I can't bear it!" Fang Wenke was depressed on the side.

"I'm really convinced of you two!"

"Actually, I knew a long time ago that Zhao Jun liked you, but I have always maintained a silent attitude, I thought he would not do anything out of line." Fang Wenke sighed and punched the wall.

"It's all my fault." I whispered sadness.

"What does this have to do with you, the blame can only be blamed on our brothers who like you!" Fang Wenke relaxed his tone and turned to comfort me.

"You still respect Zhao Jun very much, don't you?" I advised.

"Yes, and from childhood to adulthood."

I took the towel in his hand and helped him wipe the rainwater, and he was like a child, standing motionless beside me, at my mercy. He Fang Wenke quietly looked at the majestic rain outside the door, and Zhao Jun had already gone away at this time, just like their brotherhood.

After comforting Fang Wenke, I sent him to the car and asked him to wait for me in the car, and then I went to the instructor's office.

When we arrived at the office, the instructor was sorting through our student files.

"Teacher!" I stood at the door and knocked.

"Unnamed! Come on in! The instructor said politely.

"Teacher, this is the student information form for my class."

"Well, put it on the table!"

I walked over to the table and placed the form on the table, but a passport photo still caught my eye.

It was Fang Wenke's ID photo.

"Teacher, isn't this ID photo from Fang Wenke?" I asked, confused.

"Yes, you know!" The teacher put down the file in his hand and walked over to me.

"Well, he's my boyfriend." I replied shyly.

"Li Weiming, okay you! Find such a rich object! The teacher patted me on the shoulder.

"Teacher, why is his photo here, is it to register something?"

"Don't you know? He applied to be an international student in the United States, and his mother came to the school last week to negotiate with us, and now she is going through the procedures! The teacher opened the drawer and pulled out an application form.

"Oh!" I replied embarrassedly.

I looked at the table in front of me and couldn't help but feel pantothenic acid in my heart, my stomach, and all my blood vessels.

Fang Wenke was going to study abroad, and he never told me.

"What? He didn't tell you? The teacher stroked my forehead, and the warmth of the palm of my hand was like that of my mother.

I nodded, silent.

"It's okay, there are only two years to study abroad, and his mother has to handle these procedures. At that time, when his mother Fang Yun came, she applied for two places, and there was a junior boy named Zhao Jun. ”

"Zhao Jun? Is he going to the United States too? I asked uneasily.

"That kid didn't go, he came to me yesterday, he refused this opportunity, he said he would coordinate with Fang Yun. I only learned yesterday that the two children, Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun, are brothers. ”

Immediately, the teacher took out a voided application form from the drawer.

"Well, the two of them are brothers." I was in a trance.

"Don't be absent-minded! It's only two years in a different place! The teacher said encouragingly.

"Teacher, is that sure Fang Wenke will go to study abroad?" Again, I asked in disbelief.

"Yes, it's certain." The teacher nodded.

I stood at the table, holding the edge of the table with my hands unconsciously, as if I had suddenly lost my support.

"Teacher, I'll go first! I've got something to do! I pretended to be strong.

"Well, let's go!"

After saying goodbye to my teacher, I hurried out of the office, and I stood at the corner of the stairs, calming my heartbeat.

At this moment, there are mixed tastes.

As I walked out of the school building, I was standing at the entrance of the hall, and the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and I felt breathless.

In the layers of rain, in the continuous space, white and transparent intersect, penetrating one spring breeze after another, and dripped into one fragile heart after another.

The pearl-like raindrops fell to the ground without regrets, and the broken whole burst out with countless droplets, they flew and jumped in a brief moment, and then swarmed towards this cold land, slowly evaporating in the world where no one cared.

I love you so much, but you will abandon me, leaving me alone to survive.