"Lisa, why, you are always so cruel? Your mistakes are always borne by others. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Lisa, the past has passed, and none of us can change it. But we can change the future. "I looked at Lisa's eyes, which had a red glow that was almost mad, and I felt a little heartache.

"Lyle, I don't have a future. I've come this far, and it's all on my own, but you still have an unshirkable responsibility for all this. Lisa looked at me, and it seemed like she was never going to give up.

"Lisa, can you hear what I have to say?" Now, perhaps the day of my life when I finally meet Lisa, I have a strong instinct that tells me that if we meet this time, we may never see each other again if we are separated.

This kind of mentality makes my mood very desolate, perhaps, in my heart, I should have something to say to her, but I haven't said it. Now, if you don't say it again, maybe, there will be no chance to say it later.

"Lisa, a person, or rather, whether it is a human or a vampire, our lives will always encounter all kinds of setbacks, some frustrations because of our ignorance, some frustrations because of external injuries, but no matter what, frustrations and injuries have happened if they have happened, then, it has already happened. We can't go back to the past, we can only look to the future. Lisa, you met me when you were a human. At that time, I was also a vampire who had just been born, and I didn't know anything about myself. I met you, and just like you, I have been doing what I think I should do with my inner instinct, and there is nothing wrong with it. We are all doing something in our own innocent self-esteem, and then, in our own actions, we are always suffering from what we thought was right, but when we think about it from another angle, it may be completely wrong.

We suffer the consequences of the mistakes we make when we act on the good things in our hearts. Although at that time, we thought it was wonderful, but when all the beauty and pleasure drifted away with the wind and became history, we had to bear the happiness of that time for a long time.

Lisa, actually, these days, whether it's you or me, we've been like that. I looked at Lisa, at her pale, almost bloodless face, and at her red eyes, which shone with some light, and I seemed to understand, but whenever I tried to dig deeper, it always made me feel lost. And it was then that I realized how small I was. I thought I knew Lisa, and maybe I would never know her. Lisa, who will always be the one in my eyes. Only she understands herself, and perhaps, not even herself. This world is mysterious.

"Lisa, time can never be turned back. We will flow forward forever with the long river of time, and the mistakes of the past are fixed on a page of history, and every time we think about it, it hurts. Perhaps, we should learn to let go of pain. Pain is a lesson that the living life must endure. We are slowly growing up in this kind of traumatic classroom. Lisa, you met me, I changed your life, and you hate me. But Lisa, you have to know that if you hadn't met me, maybe your life would have been different, but you must understand a truth. As long as it is a living being, it must endure pain. This kind of pain, not here, will happen there. We can't avoid it, it's something we can't escape. But we still have a choice, and we can choose our attitude. At this point, I paused, looked at Lisa's eyes, which were still slightly red, and then continued.

"Lisa, I turned you into a vampire. After becoming a vampire, you have a whole new feeling. You are far from the fate of humanity that will soon disappear, and you have the possibility of eternity. However, the world of vampires is much more complex than that of humans, and the hearts of vampires are often very painful. You have to endure all this, and that's why you hate me. But, Lisa, did you think about the ones you got. If, when we face anything, we learn to be grateful. We take all the setbacks as the experience of our life, accept all the mistakes, see the bright side of it, and then go to this kind of thing that we may think is wrong, and create the glory of the infallible, this is your own ability. I looked at Lisa, watching her slightly reddened eyes gradually flash some light, and finally, in an emotion that I couldn't understand, she looked up, "Lyle, perhaps, you're right. But, you know, sometimes, we can't overcome ourselves. ”

"Yes, our worst enemy is often ourselves. Whether it's humans, or vampires, or any kind of creature in this world. I looked at Lisa's eyes that were gradually shining, and continued, "Julius Caesar wrote for us the miracle of the vampire world. He used his love to accept and tolerate and save the world, and finally stood on the highest level of the world. But, as I spoke, I turned my face to look at Caesar's remnant soul, which was still lying on the ground, and then, turning my face to look at Lisa, "Caesar's remnant soul is the darkest thing in the depths of Julius Caesar's psyche that has been suppressed during his lifetime. Any kind of life, it will not only glow, it will not absorb. When it gives, they tend to plunder. And Julius Caesar, with his love for this world, with a noble sense of responsibility, suppressed the greed and darkness in his nature. It takes a strong will. And when Julius Caesar finally chose death and left behind his remnant soul, I think he had a purpose, he wanted me to see the real him, and also to prepare my mind. A strong man who stands on the highest place, when all the people in this world are looking up to this myth, he himself needs to bear what it is. Julius Caesar wanted to train me in this way and make me understand things that I didn't understand in the first place. And, as I know, this is the absolute trust that Julius Caesar placed on me. I can't let him down. “

Lisa looked at me like a stranger, "Lyle, I've never heard of this theory, maybe you should have told me sooner." Perhaps, when I first became a vampire, you told me all this, my life, my life and destiny as a vampire, and I would not have blindly followed the wind and followed my nature to this point. Lyle...... At this moment, Lisa was visibly calm, and her eyes became clearer and brighter as she looked at me. If you had told me this earlier, maybe everything would have been different。。。。。。 “

"No, Lisa, our experience is our best teacher, and any theoretical preaching, if it is only on paper, is not powerful. Only when you have experienced, felt, and finally struggled and experienced can you understand the meaning of some words, otherwise, those are just dead words and worthless. I said to Lisa. We have been going through our own lives and growing through setbacks. We don't always blame anyone, including ourselves. I always need to be grateful. Only in a grateful state of mind will we be happy forever and will know that the meaning and color of life, in fact, no matter what, no matter how frustration we experience, are beautiful and abnormal. “