Chapter 301
"Tingxiao, I really didn't expect that, you would think so. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoSince then, in my eyes, you have always been the most serious and hard-working person in everything, but I didn't expect that you have these thoughts in your heart. At this moment, Sith was very emotional.
"Sith Lord, after my efforts, I succeeded, in your eyes, I did everything well, and you finally recognized me. And those who were also taken in by you, in the end, they were all sent away by you. Tingxiao said.
"Because they're really useless," said the Sith, "Tingxiao, you're so capable, what's the use of asking them?" Sith sighed.
"I try to do everything because of that love in my heart." Tingxiao said, "But, even so, Lord Sith, even if I give so much, you have never smiled at me, in your eyes, I will always be just a machine that can do things." β
Sith listened to Tingxiao's words, and there was no expression on his face. When Tingxiao said this, he let out a faint "um".
"I gradually grew up, from an ignorant little girl to an adult. I've come into contact with more and more people, and I've come into contact with quite a few people that you, Sith have regular contact with. Gradually, I began to realize the difference between Sith and me. Sith Lord, since I was little, I have always wondered, why is it that your hands are always cold with such a handsome adult? Gradually, I realized that there are not only human beings in this world. Gradually, I realized that I only belonged to human beings, but the Sith was not, and the Sith never grew old over time, and when I grew into a big girl, the Sith was still so young, and I realized that the Sith was a vampire. Tingxiao sighed.
"I chose the best time of your life and turned you into a vampire." "For the people who follow me, I want them to be the best in every way of looking at it. β
"Yes, Sith Lord, you made me a vampire when I was sixteen. At that time, I was very happy, for from now on I would be completely one of the Sith's kind. Tingxiao said, "However, when I first became a vampire, I realized how painful it was to be the same kind as Lord Sith, because becoming a vampire, my feelings were completely different from when I was still a human." The love that I had always had when I was a human being disappeared all at once. I used to love you so much, Sith, but after becoming a vampire, that feeling suddenly disappearedγγγγγγγ β
"No wonder γγγγγγγ" When Tingxiao said this, an expression of epiphany appeared on Sith's face. "No wonder you behaved so strangely at that time, at that time, I just thought that your wings were stiff and you didn't take me seriously."
"No, not at all, Sith-sama. It was a very painful time. Originally, my heart was full, because Sith Lord you are all I have, and by your side, I am happy. However, when I became a vampire, the happiness I had had suddenly vanished. At that time, I began to doubt my choice, whether I chose to pay for you so desperately, whether it was right. It was because of these painful feelings that I started running away from home. I've left the kind of home-like place that Lord Sith had built for me when I was a human, and I'm beginning to choose to shun you, Lord Sith. β
"Yes, I was very angry in those days, and when you left, I swore that when I caught you, I would let you die without a place to bury." When Sith said this, his expression was full of anger, and it seemed that he was indeed very annoyed for a while, "What I can't stand the most is the betrayal of others to me. Sith said. At that time, I thought that after you became a vampire, you would understand that you would have eternal life, so you wanted to set up your own door. This is the last thing I can tolerate. β
"Sith-sama, in my eyes, you've been a non-smiling person since I've known you, but I've never thought you've been a bad person, and I've never thought you'd think you'd think of me like thatγγγγγγ" Tingxiao said this, with a painful look on her face, "After I left you, I have always felt very lost in my heart, I wandered around, as if I was looking for something, but I didn't know who I was looking for?" I leave you, Sith Lord, and I do not feel happy and joyful, on the contrary, I feel more tired. β
After a slight pause, Tingxiao continued, "The world of vampires is a world of the jungle, and it is extremely difficult to survive in it. Although we have the most attractive appearance, although we have the kind of body that will not be destroyed for thousands of years, the danger in the vampire world and the possibility of being destroyed at any time, that is, existential crises will often arise. As a young vampire imp, I was in a situation that I found difficult to face. I have gone from being a lonely and disappointed vampire when I left you to a vampire who is always afraid and worried, and in a kind of fear, I have inadvertently met you againγγγγγγ β
"Yes, that's what I remember," said the Sith just then, "and I met you a few years after you left me, in a small remote human village. When you saw me again, I still remember your expression, which was, you want to run awayγγγγγγ β
"Yes, at that time, I didn't expect to meet you at all, in fact, when I met you, it was just like when I met you when I was a human, it was my most depressed time, I haven't eaten for a long time, you know, for vampires, what it means to eat." Tingxiao said, "I don't want you to see what I was like at that time, so when I see you, the most I want to do is to escape." β
"It turns out that at that time, you thought like that." Now, Sith looked a little awake, "At that time, I knew you wanted to escape, and when I saw you want to escape, I felt very angry, Tingxiao, all along, I thought I had been betrayed, so when I saw you again, how could I let you escape again." You know me, Tingxiao, how do I deal with the people who betrayed me. β