"Doctor Zhao, how is my wife's health?" The white-haired old woman looked expectantly at Dr. Zhao Ya, who was young but recognized in front of her.

"Auntie, don't worry, there is nothing wrong with the uncle's legs, but you should pay attention in the future, try to avoid walking more, and you will be fine after a few months of cultivation." Zhao Ya showed a friendly smile, zhanzhu patrolled the footsteps, took the old woman's hand, patted her comfortingly, and signaled her not to be nervous.

The old woman nodded, smiled, and walked into the ward with peace of mind.

At half past one in the morning, Zhao Ya returned to the office where she was temporarily resting, sat on a chair, took out her mobile phone and looked at the photos inside, with a sad look in her eyes, but the corners of her mouth were always smiling happily, tears were hanging in her eyes, and her eyebrows were always strong.

There are not many group photos, but Zhao Ya has been looking at them over and over again, and she never gets tired of looking at each one, although some are very blurry and her expression is not very natural, but for Zhao Ya, this is her spiritual pillar during this time.

on the surface, closed in heart, calmly facing ordinary people, once she opens her heart, she will be paranoid and devote herself wholeheartedly, this is Zhao Ya, when Zhao Meiru did not support Zhang Jun's accident, but silently went with the flow, she was very sad. The heart that only opened a slit because of what happened when she was young was finally opened, and she took care of it carefully, for fear of accidentally destroying it, and for fear of losing.

Narrow-minded people are often prone to dead ends, Zhao Ya is this kind of person, her mother's unsupport made her go to the alley, afraid to see Zhang Shidong, afraid that he would look at herself with blaming eyes. The more time passes, the heavier my mind becomes, and the more scared I become. The more apprehensive I became, the more uneasy I became.

wiped away her tears, stood up with a smile, walked to the side of the single bed, lay directly on the bed, held the mobile phone in both hands and put it on her abdomen, her neat clothes were not messy, her posture was not messy, she closed her eyes, and continued to continue the sweetness of her and her lover in her dreams. From childhood to adulthood, Zhao Ya learned to numb herself with one thing. Whenever something unsatisfactory happens. She let her thinking stagnate in the time period before it happened, and continued the continuation of her life in her thinking before she closed her eyes and went to bed every day, for a long time, Zhao Ya's bedtime thinking. Zhao Meiru didn't even divorce Lu Dahong. The two are still a loving husband and wife. And she is also the happiest girl.

It was another nightful of dreams, and after finishing the morning's work, Zhao Ya, who had changed her clothes, said goodbye to everyone with a smile. Leaving the hospital ten minutes early, she was afraid of seeing Kong Mei and didn't know how to face it, perhaps, her aunt had already chosen the girl from Yanjing.

The woman's mind for pleasing herself is gone, she returns to the apartment in despair, the moment she opens the door, the smell of food comes with the heat in the house, standing at the door of the kitchen partition, Zhao Ya's whole person softened, the heart that was originally only opened once a small opening, was directly knocked open, and it was stuffed with the figure of a man in the kitchen with an apron, the tears are sweet, the smile is beautiful, everything is happiness, and the dawn of the morning has never been so bright for a moment.

"Come back, wash your hands and eat."

People with narrow hearts are not easy to be moved, but once they are moved, they must be moved in the depths of their hearts.

There is no need to say superfluous words, in the early morning after the cold winter, the sun shines in the room and is projected on half of the dining table, Zhao Ya took off Zhang Shidong's apron, gently wrapped it around his neck, and pressed against his cheek: "I'm done, I'm really finished, you tell me, what should I do?" ”

Zhang Shidong slapped his hips, which were getting more and more round and straight: "Eat." ”

"Oh."

Can you imagine what a woman will be like to a man, just look at Zhao Ya, she can no longer tolerate anything in her heart, and the center of life and the center of life are transferred to Zhang Shidong's body.

After eating and taking a bath, Zhang Shidong was gorgeously knocked down.

According to Zhao Ya's own words, when she has not yet fully reached the point where she has the confidence to show everything she has to Zhang Shidong, Zhang Shidong has only one answer to this, from top to bottom: "How do you plan to let other women live?" ”

Comprehensive invincible, Zhao Ya is still a comprehensive invincible woman in many aspects, from top to bottom or a little flaw, all inclusive, innate molding and acquired efforts, her perfection is suffocating after savoring.

The powerful woman used all the ways that women served men to please Zhang Shidong, and was crazy to satisfy all the touches that a man brought her.

zuihou, until she was exhausted, until the whole bed was covered with sweat stains and body fluids of the two, this peace battle belonging to the two was declared over, hugging each other in the bathtub, Zhao Ya hugged Zhang Shidong tightly, put her face on his chest and listened to his heartbeat, her chin felt the light itch of the warm water, and her face was full of happiness.

Two people who didn't have a good New Year, spent seven days together, shopping together, shopping together, shopping together, pressing the road together, playing together, the excitement is coming, Zhao Ya asked for leave, Zhang Shidong didn't care about going to work, this is a procedure that nine out of nine people must follow.

The river breeze blows on the bank of the embankment, and the camera records the most natural moments.

The aroma of street food is fragrant, forget the cleanliness of being a doctor, and enjoy the intimacy of a string of fish balls, you feed me one and I feed you.

The aiqing drama in the cinema was moved by those feelings they felt sincere, and they also gave the middle finger to those fake aiqing films that deceived tears.

In the supermarket, there is a lively discussion about the practicality of each purchase, not for money, but for the likes and dislikes of both parties.

Passionate bar affectionate singers, a few bottles of beer, a bag of popcorn, a plate of pistachios, enjoy the warm atmosphere of the scene and the singers' passionate interpretation.

In the apartment, learn all kinds of cooking skills that have not been tried in video tutorials, make a cake, play with the whole room with cream, roll the sheets in the cream and enjoy those favorite things, and then wake up and spend hours retidying the room.

Zhao Ya wants to live a life like this, but she also knows that it is just a dream, it is enough to have these seven days in her mind to stay and slowly reminisce, she knows that her man is a person who does great things, and he is a person who is destined to become famous in the world at a certain explosion, she can't help anything, even the family background that is still a little confident has been completely destroyed this time, I am me, in the eyes of his side, it is not Lu Dahong's daughter nor Zhao Meiru's daughter, just Zhao Ya, the one who enjoys life with him Haode Zhao Ya, The one who is willing to spend his whole life waiting for this beauty haode Zhao Ya.

"Here, I bought it."

When Zhao Ya said this to Zhang Shidong, looking at this not big but very delicate apartment, Zhang Shidong was also very moved in his heart, this is Zhao Ya's home, and it is the home she will stick to for him.

"Yesterday my dad went to Mayor Zhao's house."

This is also Zhang Shidong's promise to Zhao Ya, for you, I am willing to ease all the relationships that hinder your ideas.

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Zhao Ya's diary.

A brand new diary, not a diary of those gray memories locked in a box, but a brand new diary, recorded, only him, only her.

On January 9, 2013, Xiaoxue was in a mood like an abyss.

She (Zhao Meiru) didn't care about Uncle Zhang's business, I heard that, she didn't say anything at the meeting, not even just a remark of abstention, I know, she is afraid of being implicated, I don't hate her, I only hate myself for being incompetent and unable to help the man I love.

What can I do for you?

On January 17, 2013, it snowed heavily, and the mood was like a blizzard.

He was so busy, so busy that I thought he had given up on me, very lost and scared, really afraid of what would happen without him?

Why I love him so much, I don't know myself, perhaps, it was the moment he smashed Lu's windmill that I fell in love with him.

New Year, sunny, mood cloudy.

The sky outside is very blue, but there is never a ray of sunshine in my heart, I want to give up, give up my struggle to become a perfect woman, I am afraid that no one will appreciate my struggle.

I persuaded myself for a day and told myself to believe in him, to really believe in him.

On March 1, 2013, it was sunny, and the mood was extremely beautiful and happy.

I knew he was going to be back. (In the future, I will write this sentence at the beginning of every diary, so happy.) When I woke up in the morning, I secretly used his toothbrush and wrapped myself in his bath towel, and he didn't notice.

At noon, I snatched a piece of chicken wings from zuihou, so happy, accompanied him to drink a little wine, dizzy, he said to take me to KTV in the afternoon ghost crying wolf howl.

In the evening, we watched a Korean drama all night, he watched it very seriously, but I was distracted, aiqing in the TV series didn't move me, he moved me, I really want to lie quietly in his arms for the rest of my life.

It's time for him to go, he's going to Beijing, he's going to be a big hero and the center of attention, and even though I don't like it, I'll stand behind him silently, even if I can only help him wash his socks.

March 2, 2013, sunny and cloudy.

He was gone, and I found myself in the room where I couldn't stay any longer, everything was his shadow, everything was his smell, and when I closed my eyes, my mind was full of him.

No, I have to learn to adapt, when he comes back, this is the warmest home, and when he leaves, this is his zuihou harbor. Whatever happens, I'm the one who must be zuihou.

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On the grass downstairs of the apartment, a dog's tail grass is slowly growing, and there is a green grass beside it, and the grass always likes to grow next to those bright flowers, and becomes the focus of attention with them.

The dog's tail grass sways in the wind and grows alone.

The flowers were plucked, the grass returned, and the dog's tail grass accompanied it and grew together.

New flowers bloomed, and the grass went again.

The dog's tail grass still grows alone, swaying with the wind, and every time the wind blows, the lonely dog's tail grass survives the danger again and again, alone.

The flowers were plucked again, and the grass returned.

Dog tail grass, always there.

PS: A new chapter is about to begin, and it will still be cool to the end, so stay tuned.

PS2: Thank you for poisoning you 10,000 times! I don't know how to manage book reviews, if you're interested in being fair, please apply in the background, xiexie! (To be continued.) )