285.Chapter 285: But I Can't Forget It
Wen Anan looked at Long Sinan, and when he didn't know it, he was already in tears.
At this time, she realized how deeply she missed, she found his shadow in everyone, in every corner of the street, when she turned back, she hoped to see him suddenly appear.
He would ask her angrily, "Wen An'an, would you like to be with me!" ”
How could she not want to? She loved him, so much!
She was in tears, her eyes were blurry, and then she threw herself into Long Sinan's arms, and she looked up at his handsome face. muttered, "Long Ze, I miss you so much!" ”
She suppressed it for too long, and she didn't say a word, and now he was in front of her.
Wen An'an closed his eyes, his hands tightly around his neck, tears flowing into his neck, and his shirt wet.
Long Sinan's face was gloomy, but he still slowly hugged her body.
"Long Ze, why don't you come back earlier!" She cried, tears that never stopped, making his heart wet and uncomfortable......
But he would rather hold her like this for the rest of his life, and no one else.
She cried for a long time, then looked up and wanted to kiss him.
Long Sinan squinted, held her little face with both hands, and glared at her fiercely: "Wen An'an, see who I am and kiss again, I am Long Sinan you hate the most, are you sure you want to kiss it?" ”
She stared at him blankly, and for a moment, her voice was soft, "You're not Long Ze?" ”
He looked closely into her eyes, only to realize that she was actually a little drunk.
This damn little thing, the amount of alcohol is so bad!
Long Sinan pushed her away vigorously, his expression gloomy, "I will kiss after seeing it clearly in the future, I don't want to be burdened with inconsistent charges." ”
Wen Anan was already sober, she pursed her lips, and it took a long time before she spoke: "I'm sorry!" ”
He was a little stunned, and before he could speak, her voice sounded again: "You are wrong, the person I hate the most is not you, but myself!" ”
He looked at her, "Wen An'an, how can I forget you, so that I don't like it, and I don't read every message from you." ”
Yes, she was in pain, she lost Long Ze, but she could hold him openly and say that she missed Long Ze.
No one dared to touch her wounds.
And what about him?
It's ridiculous that a sinner through the ages still likes his aunt...... Because she hates him!
His hand pinched her little face, and the handsome face approached, "You sue me, what do you have to do to dislike you?" Do you find a lot of women to have sex one by one? I looked for it, but none of those women I liked, and I didn't even react. ”
He took her hand forcefully and pressed it to a certain place, Wen An'an was shocked and angry.
Long Sinan sneered: "Are you afraid?" Don't provoke me if you're afraid, Wen An'an, when a man initiates love, he doesn't recognize people! ”
He jerked her go, letting her fall into the soft back seat.
Wen An'an gasped slightly, "That's all you have to tell me!" ”
Long Sinan's lips were pursed, and it took a long time before he spoke, "What do you want me to tell you?" Say I don't give up? I haven't been that ...... yet."
Wen Anan looked at him: "Then what do you want to say to me?" ”
Long Sinan's fingers held the steering wheel and didn't speak for a long time.
Just when she thought he wouldn't speak, Long Sinan spoke, he looked ahead, and said almost without emotion: "Wen An'an, in the future, I will protect you." ”
She felt that she had misheard, how could Long Sinan tell her this?
But he repeated again: "From now on, I will protect you." Don't think about him, find the right person to marry! ”
His voice became drier and drier: "Jiang Rui is very good, he is a partner who can get married!" ”
Wen Anan felt that either she drank too much tonight and hallucinated, or Long Sinan went crazy......
Obviously, she is very conscious now, and it should be the second type.
She looked at him in a daze, Long Sinan smiled bitterly, and then reached out to stroke her slightly messy hair: "An An, don't look at me like this, my heart will be messed up, and I will regret what I just said." ”
The tenderness in his eyes only flashed, and then it became cold and hard: "What I said just now, I only said it once, and there will be no second time in this life." ”
He paused: "I'll send you up!" ”
Saying that, he opened the car door and got out of the car, and when he opened the car door for her, Wen Anan was a little stunned.
"It's late, I won't let you go back alone." He said lightly, then laughed mockingly: 'Don't worry, I won't do anything to you. ’
His slender hand took her hand and dragged her out of the car door, then slammed it shut.
He kept holding her hand and walked towards the elevator.
Standing in the elevator, Wen Anan looked at his watch uncomfortably.
"That watch, change it, I'll help you buy a more expensive one." Long Sinan's voice carried a touch of sadness: "Don't think about him anymore, Wen An'an, you drove him away by yourself, you are very spineless." ”
She raised her eyes to look at him, "I didn't say that I have backbone, Long Sinan, and I don't want to forget the past and forget him." ”
In fact, she was going to go to Zhou Chen, to retrieve her lost memories, her and Long Ze's memories, no matter how good or bad, no matter how painful it was, she had to remember.
Long Sinan glared at her and narrowed his eyes, "You're really...... If you don't reach the Yellow River, you won't die! ”
His words made Wen Anan a little alert, but she didn't understand why he was so abnormal tonight.
At this time, the elevator just arrived, Wen Anan walked out, and then blocked the elevator door: "It's okay to send it here, you can go back!" ”
She turned around and wanted to leave, but Long Sinan stopped her: "An An." ”
She turned around, her long hair had been cut short and shoulder-length, but it made her look a lot more immature!
Long Sinan looked at her, his voice was low, revealing endless desolation: "An An, do you hate me?" ”
Wen An'an's eyes stared at him, and he whispered for a long time: "I only hate myself!" ”
Between her and Long Ze, it is not because of a Long Sinan that separates, one of these qiē cannot be said, it is like a cup of bitter wine, she drinks it herself, and fulfills all of them......
The grievances of the previous life, she is powerless to change, she can only let the people she loves be well!
Walking back to the apartment, she opened the curtains and prepared cat food for the cat, watching Shirley eat deliciously, her heart warmed a little.
Snuggled up on the sofa, he casually took a Rafe from the wine cabinet on the side, poured himself a glass, and tasted it lightly.
I don't know when, she started drinking, and a glass or two was common.
In the car just now, she wasn't drunk at all, she just missed that person too much......
Thinking too much, she is willing to let herself indulge once, and mistakenly admit it once!
When she can't sleep, she also sits on the toilet in the bathroom, quietly lighting a cigarette and watching it go from ignition to extinguishing......
She never smoked, just watched her fiery starlight, in the dark, twinkle and twinkle......
Shirley wanted to scream after eating, lying at her feet and aiking, her mind was thinking about things, and she didn't pay attention, Shirley jumped on her lap and whined.
Wen An'an lowered her eyes, put the wine aside, picked up the cat food, and poured some more for it.
When Shirley was full, she didn't go to accompany her baby, but nestled comfortably in the arms of the hostess, and exhaled softly.
Wen An'an patted it and closed her eyes gently, she was already in tears as she hummed his favorite song......
Shirley fell asleep on her lap, and Wen An'an opened her eyes and carefully put it back into the cat nest.
She raised her eyes and looked at the endless night, she knew that she had waited for Long Ze for a long, long time, waiting for him with his child, and now, what she was waiting for was only her old age, or the arrival of heartbreak.
Maybe one day, in Zhou Chen or Yanqing's mouth, she can hear the news of his marriage.
She thought bitterly that he couldn't even be considered a remarriage because they had never been married!
Wen Anan didn't go to sleep, just sat on the sofa and ...... all night
On the opposite floor, an apartment opposite was also lit all night, and a high-powered telescope was mounted.
He could see the tears on her face, he could see her holding the cat and feeding her gently, he could see her drinking, she was obviously already a middle and high master, and she was very skilled in pouring wine.
It's good that she's an alcoholic now!
What's more, he saw her hair cut short...... Is this to say goodbye to the past?
The man's gaze burned with a raging flame, and with a strong hatred, he gazed greedily at her qiē until it was dark, and she walked back......
In less than twenty minutes, she reappeared, this time, only for a few seconds, but the man's gaze froze, because she was covered by a short bath towel all over her body, and not much was covered up and down at all......
He can see the slender legs, as well as the spring light under her round shoulders!
She came over, raised her hand and closed the curtains, and at that moment, the bath towel on her body fell to the ground, and then the man saw a seductive body and a woman!
His throat moved, but when he squinted, he couldn't see anything, and she closed the curtains completely.
Her body is still so wonderful, but it's a pity......
The man also closed the curtains, turned around and walked straight into the bathroom.
The place that hasn't been swollen for a long time is painful, and I want to release it!
He solved it several times in a row, and only then did he take a shower when he was at ease, wrapping a bath towel around his waist.
Standing in front of the mirror, inside was a handsome and cold face, he picked up a toothbrush and brushed it mechanically......
Behind him, the scars are shocking.
After washing, the man casually untied the bath towel around his waist, walked into the dressing room without hesitation, reached out and picked out a set of iron gray suits to put on, and put a coat on the outside.
When he got dressed, a beautiful foreign woman walked in, smiled and said, "President, today's itinerary is ......"