786 Then, I'm Ready to Love You (8)

His eyes were flooded with a layer of tide all of a sudden, obviously she couldn't see it when she was asleep, but he still turned his head fiercely and closed his eyes, after a long time, Lin Yuanai let out a long sigh of relief, gently pulled out his arm, got down from the chuang, picked up the pen and paper on the chuang's head table, and left a sentence for Li Xiaoxiao: "Remember to eat when you wake up, take care of yourself, I'll go see my sister." ”

Then he picked up the clothes on the ground, dressed them neatly, and walked out lightly.

…….

Lin Shenshen seemed to accompany Bo Rui in the afternoon as usual, until Bo Rui fell asleep at night.

When Lin Shen coaxed Bo Rui to sleep, she thought of what Qin Shi told her at noon, so she asked Bo Rui with a hint of temptation: "Rui Rui, what would happen to you if your mother suddenly appeared?" ”

Bo Rui didn't understand why Lin Shenshen suddenly asked this question, but his face quickly fell, and the corners of his lips that had just been chatting with Lin Shen turned into a tight purs.

Lin deeply saw Bo Rui's demeanor, and an indescribable layer of discomfort rolled in his body.

I don't know how many times this is, as long as Bo Rui's mother is mentioned, Bo Rui will immediately become very unhappy.

She looked at Bo Rui's unhappiness, and suddenly lost the courage to go down and say to Bo Rui that she was his mother, and quickly changed the topic and continued to coax Bo Rui to sleep.

Although Lin Shenshen only mentioned Bo Rui's mother, Bo Rui's interest was no longer as excited as just now, and even when he finally fell asleep, his expression was a little unhappy.

Lin sat deeply on the side of the sick man, looking at the displeasure on the corners of Bo Rui's lips who were asleep, and his heart contracted violently.

Bo Rui's performance just now made her once again clearly understand Bo Rui's resentment towards his mother, in the past, Bo Rui did not show his dissatisfaction with his mother in front of her, but at that time, Lin Shenshen didn't know that he was Bo Rui's mother, so he didn't feel anything other than feeling sorry for Bo Rui.

But now it's different, she is the mother that Bo Rui resents, and when she saw Bo Rui again when she heard her mother show a cold and hard demeanor that didn't match her age, Lin Shen's heart felt like someone was pricked with a needle.

Especially now, when she thought of the expression and tone that Bo Rui had said to her that he hated his mother, her body was filled with unspeakable fear.

Will Bo Rui really hate her as a mother?

What if he knew that she was the mom he had always hated?

Will you ever be as close to her as you are now?

Lin deeply knows that such a Bo Rui is all her fault, children who grow up in single-parent families, no matter how good their background is and how good their upbringing is, still have natural defects.

As soon as he thought of this, Lin Shen's heart was filled with a deep sense of guilt and guilt.

Lin Shen couldn't help but raise his hand, gently stroked Bo Rui's cheek, looked at the child who had only reunited after five years, and said softly: "Rui Rui, I'm sorry." ”

I'm really sorry.

Mom didn't mean to want you.

Mom has always been looking for you, and she has always kept you in her heart.

When you know I'm your mom in the future, don't blame me, okay?