Chapter 48: Infatuation
That night, on the sofa in his living room, under Ye Ming's crazy and rhythmic impact, Chen Yi had completely fallen into a state of madness.
She didn't expect that when she was with her beloved, she would be so excited and ecstatic. Just like the original situation in the spring dream, under Ye Ming's body, she felt that her entire body was about to melt......
Originally, she had been suppressing her increasingly strong thoughts and admiration for Ye Ming. She was afraid of gossip in society, and she was afraid that once she crossed that line with Ye Ming, she would attract endless criticism and shame.
Moreover, the strong sense of morality and chastity in her heart has also made her struggle in contradiction and pain: she loves Ye Ming, loves unforgettable, and loves to die and live. However, she is already married, and she already has a family and a husband. This kind of love can only be buried in the heart, and can never be put into action......
But now, when Ye Ming tore the chastity she deliberately guarded with a bit of compulsive wild action, she immediately fell into the whirlpool of lust/desire, and she could no longer extricate herself......
At this moment, under Ye Ming's body, all her worries and feelings of shame no longer existed, and all thoughts about chastity and morality had been driven away without a trace by the increasingly fiery lust/desire. Driven by a sense of excruciating pleasure that she was about to ascend to heaven, she forgot her shame, she forgot her reserve, she forgot everything......
When the clouds and rain dispersed and the two of them returned to calm, Ye Ming took Chen Yi's head into his arms, and while caressing her somewhat messy hair with his hand, he said a little apologetically: "Sister Chen, I'm sorry!" I'm a little drunk tonight and I can't control myself......"
After saying these words, he himself felt that these words were hypocritical and disgusting, so he slapped his cheek with his hand.
Chen Yi grabbed his hand that was pumping his cheek in the dark, raised his head, kissed him tenderly where he was pumped, and whispered, "Yezi, sister doesn't blame you...... Sister really realized what it's like to be a woman tonight...... I...... I'm happy now......"
Ye Ming's heart was moved, and he couldn't stop kissing him back.
Chen Yi shrank in his arms, pondered and meditated for a long time, and then asked faintly: "Ye Zi, let me ask you: Are you like this with me because of impulse, or because you like me?" I hope you're honest! ”
"Sister, I can swear to you: you have always been the goddess in my heart, and you have always been my standard for choosing a mate! I'll admit that I was a little impulsive just now, but this impulse, which has accumulated over time, is something I have always dreamed of. I like you, I love you, that's what I mean! ”
Chen Yi sighed with satisfaction and whispered: "I have heard a saying that men have sex before they have love, and women have sex when they have love. I didn't understand this sentence at first, but now I finally understand: Li Zhi is my husband, but there is no love between me and him at all, so since I got married, I have been very cold and very annoying in that regard! However, I feel very excited to be with you tonight, and even feel a little...... Yezi, you won't look down on me because of this, right? ”
Ye Ming knew that the central meaning of her words was still the last sentence, that is, she was worried that she would look down on her when she saw the kind of forgetfulness on her bed, so she comforted her softly and said: "Sister, in my mind, you will always be the most dignified, chaste, and virtuous goddess!" It was, is, and will always be! If you don't have a husband or a family now, I can propose to you right away! ”
When Chen Yi heard his categorical answer, his heart was both moved and sad, his eyes contained tears, and he choked up and said, "Ye Zi, thank you...... Don't worry, I won't ask you to marry me. I am so much older than you, and I am a married woman, and if you marry me, it will be too unfair to you, and it will definitely attract overwhelming criticism...... I just want to be the woman behind you silently. I'll do it for the rest of your life as long as you want...... Moreover, you also know the Tao: I am a person who has a habit of cleanliness. Now that I'm with you now, I'll never let Li Zhi touch my body again! I think: if a woman is with two men at the same time, it is the most shameless and dirty act! ”
Ye Ming asked a little worriedly, "If you do this, will Li Zhi doubt you?" After all, he's your rightful husband now! ”
Chen Yi stretched out his hand and twisted it on his face, and said hatefully, "You little villain! Since you know that I have a legal husband, why did you do that to me just now? Now that we're all like this, what's the point of him doubting it or not? If he feels that he can't get by, then divorce! Besides, there was ...... between me and him."
She originally wanted to say that there was actually very little husband and wife life between her and Li Zhi, but after all, she felt embarrassed to speak, so she stopped talking.
The two of them silently hugged for a while. Ye Ming knew that Chen Yi had a habit of cleanliness, so he whispered: "Sister, you go to take a bath first!" ”
As he spoke, he got up and prepared to press the lamp on the wall next to him.
Chen Yi grabbed his hand and said shyly: "Don't turn on the light, I'm not used to it!" ”
Ye Ming smiled, then lay down again, listened to Chen Yi put on his underwear on the side, and walked into the bathroom in the dark, and then turned on the light.
Half an hour later, Chen Yi came out in her pajamas and said softly, "I'll put the bath water away for you, go take a dip." By the way, tonight you patronized and drank and did not eat, and your stomach must be hungry. I'll order you some noodles, fry an egg, and you'll go when you're full! ”