Chapter 165: Return

"Auntie, Qiao Zhen died once, I don't want to come again, you always know better than me about the mansion, I'm afraid that my bones will be eaten if I go in." Qiao Zhen looked at her aunt seriously, she was afraid that she understood better than herself, but her concern for Chen Xuanyu blinded her, and she didn't want to think about it.

"I will protect you, when the time comes, I will be the housekeeper mother of your yard, you have the identity of a flat wife, I am the nurse of the young master, everyone will respect you a little, and I will protect you thoroughly." Sun Juhua said what she thought.

Qiao Zhen looked at her aunt, and after a long time, she sighed and said: "Auntie, there are no outsiders today, Qiao Zhen will talk to you about my heart, I saved Chen Gongzi, and slowly got down, the two of them have some feelings, I have always known in my heart that we are not suitable, and our identity is not suitable, but I have always thought in my heart that I can continue."

I thought that since he came to the town, he should not return to the capital, he will be in the town for a lifetime, as long as he has the ability to protect himself, then he can live happily in the town.

Because of selfishness and expectations, I don't think about his return to the capital, and it can also be said that I have avoided thinking about this and have been avoiding.

I heard what you said that day, I knew his life experience, I was sad for him, I was also sad, I wanted to help him, but I had no choice, I couldn't be a wife, my life was here, I couldn't live like the capital.

You all think I've climbed him, but, auntie, you don't know the way, that's not the day I want.

Don't say that he is the son of a general, he is the prime minister, he is a general, and I don't want to be a flat wife, if I am not prosperous and rich, but only one person.

Sister-in-law. Maybe I said this to you, it was in vain, you don't understand, and you will say that I am jealous, I know that although you are my aunt, you grew up watching Chen Gongzi, so in your heart, our family together can't reach Chen Gongzi's position, and you will think about him in trouble. It's human nature.

Auntie, I don't want to be rich, even if he is a gouging in the dirt, as long as the two of them are doing well, as long as there is no other person around him. I'm satisfied, I just want this life. Can you understand? Qiaozhen tried her best to tell her aunt what she thought.

"I don't understand. I only know that Young Master Lu Dao is very uncomfortable now, he is sad because of you, Qiaozhen, even if the aunt begs you, you promise the young master, the aunt guarantees with her life. I'm going to protect you. Sun Juhua understands a little, but she really can't see her young master uncomfortable.

"Auntie, you said that you guaranteed your life, how to guarantee it? If I did go into the house. Then your identity is a subordinate, if the general's wife makes trouble for you, if Chen Gongzi's wife finds trouble for you, if she finds a reason to use family law against you, what should I do? Can I protect you?

What are we going to do then? You must know that the back house is a woman's world, and the son can't always stay in the back house, who will protect us if there is something in the back house?

We can rely on ourselves, rely on ourselves to fight every day, to fight, to win, whoever is ruthless will win, the scenery and win are exchanged for human life, how many people will die in time, does my aunt want me to become a person like the general's wife? Am I going to murder my wife's children for the sake of my children?

Auntie, at that time, there will be people who hate me as much as Chen Gongzi and come to take revenge on me, is that kind of day what you want? Don't you feel more at peace in this Zhuangzi? Although there is no big fish and meat, no fine clothes and fine food, but here you can eat, you can wear clothes, life is simple, don't you think it is better to stay here? Isn't it better to live in peace in your old age here than to live in fear in the General's Mansion? ”

Qiaozhen's words made Sun Juhua stunned, her niece thought so thoroughly, after so many years in the General's Mansion, she was tired, just because she didn't have a son, because she couldn't rest assured that the young master was not at ease, so she stayed there, otherwise she would have come out early to enjoy her old age.

In these days of the Wang family, she is still full of satisfaction, she prefers to stay here in her heart, although the coarse tea and light food, but the heart is simple, do not have to worry about being harmed at any time, do not have to worry about it, but what about the young master? She couldn't let the young master face it alone.

"Qiaozhen, don't you really want to think about it anymore? Young master, he ......" Sun Juhua asked Qiaozhen, hoping that she would change her mind.

Qiao Zhen shook his head, "Auntie, I don't care about his identity, even if he has nothing, I am willing to live with him in Zhuangzi for the rest of my life, but I will not go back to the capital with him to fight in the inner courtyard for the rest of my life." Our paths are different. ”

"Hey, that's it, my aunt doesn't ask you, what you said is not unreasonable, your knowledge is here, it's not a good thing for you to go to the capital, those ladies in the capital are arrogant and arrogant, they only make friends with the same kind of people, with Miss Ning here, you can't get ahead, and no one can help you.

In the inner courtyard, in addition to the silver can communicate with the gods, but also rely on your foundation, Miss Ning is everyone's best girl, her dowry must be more, her maiden family is powerful, those subordinates are used to seeing the wind and the rudder, they must be able to slap her, then the young master spoils you, and your life is not easy.

The lady of the inner courtyard, who doesn't have blood on their hands, if you are pregnant in the future, you may not be able to keep it, they have a way to harm you, one corpse and two lives are too much, you can't fight them, you are right, where are you gnawed bones left.

Aunt don't say it, Qiaozhen, you can find someone to marry in Zhuangzi, and it's good to get rid of the young master's thoughts, otherwise the young master will not give up, he is afraid that he will not return to the capital, Qiaozhen, the aunt is tired, and I also want to settle down here, but he is my young master, I will accompany him back when the time comes, your grandmother, I will trouble you to watch more, you have to do your filial piety for your aunt. Sun Juhua seemed to be a lot older for a while, as if she was explaining what was going on.

Qiaoxin sighed in his heart, this is an ancient loyal servant, the aunt can give up the family she just recognized, and follow Chen Gongzi, she can ask Chen Gongzi to sell her deed to the aunt and return her free body, but is this what the aunt wants? The aunt has her persistence, just like herself, and she respects her choice.

Qiaozhen nodded solemnly and agreed to the aunt.

"Auntie, when will Gongzi Chen return to Beijing?" Qiaozhen asked about the return date.

"After the New Year, the young master wants him to accompany the eldest lady here for the New Year, in previous years, he didn't know that the eldest lady was buried here, and this year he will accompany the eldest lady here. After February 2 of the next year, I left for Beijing, and I am afraid that I will not come back in a short time, and I don't know if there will be a day when Lu Dao will see you again. Sun Juhua said sadly.

Qiaozhen is silent, she has no good law, she has no solution to this matter.

At this time, the door was pushed open, and Sun Yun walked in with a large bowl, and the bowl was still steaming.

She placed the bowl on the table and kept touching her ears with her fingers.

"It's so hot, auntie, the noodles are ready, you can eat it while it's hot." Sun Yun smiled.

"Xie Lu, Xie Yun'er." Sun Juhua thanked her, picked up her chopsticks, picked out a bite of noodles, and began to eat.

The heat blurred her face, and she really had an unreal feeling, it was the beginning of December, and next year my aunt would go, it was really possible that she would not be able to come back, and Chen Xuanyu's path would be different, and it would have nothing to do with her from now on. Qiao Zhen felt the heat spread to her, and she also felt that her eyes were a little blurry.

Sun Juhua ate all the bowls of noodles, and the noodle soup was also drunk, she let out a long breath, and her heart was a lot more comfortable.

"Zhen'er, I think Baosheng is good, if you don't win, let your father and mother decide the family affairs for you, in this way, my aunt can rest assured, and I can go back to the capital." Sun Juhua also has a meaning, if she is married, the young master will die. I can also go back to Beijing to marry Miss Ning with peace of mind.

Sun Yun had a smile on her face, she could see Brother Baosheng's affection for Sister Qiaozhen, they were all good people, they should be together, and they were happy for them, but for some reason there was a little bit of sourness in her heart, what was it for, she couldn't say it clearly.

Qiao Zhen didn't say anything, do you want to marry Brother Baosheng? But his heart is not in Brother Baosheng, so he can't live with others. She can't be so selfish.

"Auntie, Brother Baosheng is my life-saving benefactor, for Brother Baosheng, I have always been sorry, I can't do this, I'm so sorry for others." Coincidentally, I said it.

"Sister, Brother Baosheng can see your thoughts, do you think Brother Baosheng is not good? Why not? Sun Yun was a little puzzled.

"Brother Baosheng is good, but I don't deserve him. If I marry like this, it will bring a lot of trouble to the Zhang family. Qiaozhen was helpless.

Sun Juhua and Sun Yun were silent, they each thought.

"Alright, you guys are busy, I'll go to the yard over there. We'll talk about that later. Sun Juhua stood up and stopped mentioning the matter.

"Auntie, I'll send you." Sun Yun sent Sun Juhua to the door, but Qiaozhen was distracted.

Qiao Zhen hasn't eased her emotions yet, she didn't expect Yu Chengfeng to kick the door, he hasn't been here for a long time, and she thought he wouldn't come, but she didn't know that Lu Dao was coming.

After saying the kind words, Yu Chengfeng said his intention, he said that he wanted to send someone to propose marriage in a few days, he first asked Qiaozhen for what he meant, if Qiaozhen agreed, he would send a matchmaker to the door, if Qiaozhen refused, he would not find someone to come to the door first, so as not to be embarrassed.

He has already opened up the relationship in the family, and he has been busy with family affairs recently, and has done something for the Yu family in the capital, in exchange for the consent of his family, agreeing that he will marry Qiaozhen as a flat wife.

Qiao Zhen looked at him and didn't speak for a long time, although she was a crossing girl, she knew that she was really ordinary, but she was a little different from the women here, so she attracted their attention, otherwise they wouldn't look at themselves more with just their own peasant women.

It's that they feel that they are a little different and are obsessed, so they don't care about their origins, otherwise with their own clothes, who will be rare of themselves.

It's just that if he didn't save Chen Xuanyu, if he hadn't blocked the knife for Yuchengfeng later, they wouldn't be like this, but they are really not suitable for themselves, they and themselves are people living in two worlds. (To be continued......)

PS: The second watch arrives, and the third watch is estimated to be more than eight o'clock. I don't know when the rain will stop, it's cold, and the cold is good.