Li An didn't know how to tell Xia Ruan about these things.

Because, there are already too many people who say that he was born in the midst of blessings and did not know blessings.

However, Ang Lee never felt happy.

That's never what he wanted.

Li An thought for a moment before he said softly, "You don't understand." ”

Because Xia Ruan is not him, he doesn't understand his feelings.

Before, Gu Xirou also asked him what kind of life he wanted.

At that time, Ang Lee still didn't know how to answer.

If he wants it, can he get it?

As a result, it was clearly not what he wanted.

"If you don't say it, I naturally don't understand." Xia Ruan followed behind Ang Lee, slowing down and reminding, "Right." ”

Before she came to the White Horse Temple, Li Changfeng had already sent someone to take care of it. The wing room where she lives and the wing where Li An lives are only separated by a peach forest.

Before Xia Ruan left, Li Changfeng hesitated for a while before he opened his mouth and told Xia Ruan, "Persuade him, you persuade him." Alas, the third uncle is old, and there are some things that he still needs to face as soon as possible. ”

The sun was shining in the courtyard, and Xia Ruan was standing very close to Li Changfeng, so he could clearly see that a few silver threads had grown in Li Changfeng's sideburns.

Li Changfeng, who was high-spirited in front of her in the past, seemed to have aged a lot in an instant.

Xia Ruan thought for a moment before replying, "I'll try, but it may not work." ”

She knew that her third uncle had never liked to beg for help, nor did she like to bow her head. But for Ang Lee, Li Changfeng has paid too much in his life.

Li Changfeng is indeed very successful in government affairs, but in terms of family affection. He was a failure.

In the past, Li Changfeng thought that he loved someone and protected her in the palm of his hand to protect her. Therefore, her mother Li Changyue will be raised into a deep house lady who does not understand the sophistication of human affairs, let alone the sinister world. Later, Li Changfeng knew that this way would not work, so when he treated Li An, he was a little more harsh.

But Li Changfeng was stern. But Ang Lee wanted to escape again and again.

Li Changfeng has spent a lifetime of hard work. Ang Lee is not very rare. Li Changfeng didn't even want to marry again, let alone take another concubine, just so that Li An didn't feel wronged.

Her third uncle cares about Ang Li very much, but he does this. But they won't say it.

The third uncle's temperament is extremely similar to Xiao Jiu. I don't say what I can do. Even if you give, you won't express it.

Xia Ruan looked up at Li An, and didn't know how to comfort him for a while.

Li An didn't notice that Xia Ruan's expression was a little wrong. It was only after a moment that he said, "Cousin, you probably don't know what that feels like. ”

Speaking of this, Li An slowly exhaled a turbid breath, and the girl who followed Xia Ruan and Li An also began to keep their distance appropriately.

"When I was younger, I thought I was smart, so I studied hard, hoping to be my father's pride one day." Li An showed a bitter smile, "But later, no matter where I go, others will always say, look, that's Li Changfeng's son, and lo and behold, that's Cheng Guogong's grandson." In their eyes, the good people were my grandfather and father, not mine. At that time, I wondered if all my efforts had been in vain. They don't think I'm better than my grandfather and father, and I'll always be blinded by them. ”

Ang Lee raised his head, as if this was the only way to make his suppressed heart more comfortable. He continued, "So I wanted to run away and wanted to get out of this home. I want to go to a lot of places, and I don't want to touch the so-called rights anymore, these things are poison to me. ”

The rights of his grandfather and father, who were proud of him, were highly poisonous in his heart.

Ang Lee remembers all his life that when he was a child, he went to the hairpin party with his mother, and the people around him would always laugh and say.

"Ah, this is Cheng Guogong's only grandson?"

"This kid looks so smart, and he deserves to be Lord Li's only child."

"Brother An, where did your grandfather and father go?"

……

They didn't notice him, and even if they did, it was because of his grandfather and father.

Ang Lee hated this feeling, he didn't want to be noticed, or because of his family background. He wants to be really noticed, and people pay attention to him because of his talent.

But to surpass grandfathers and fathers, it is too difficult.

Over time, he gave up.

After Li An's words were finished, Xia Ruan finally understood why Li An's appearance was stubborn, and even a little stubborn.

Xia Ruan lowered his head and didn't look at Li An's expression, but said softly, "Actually, cousin, you want to prove to the people around you that you can." However, you are under pressure. You are not as afraid as your grandfather and third uncle...... Cousin, there are many people who think like you. In fact, sometimes, the people around you value the result more than the process. If you want to make a difference, you shouldn't think about these little things. ”

Li An shook his head, "You don't understand. ”

"Then cousin, let me ask you, if your grandfather and third uncle were ordinary people, and they needed to borrow your name to do things, would you mind?" Xia Ruan stopped, "Or, you have a lot of herbs, and your grandfather and third uncle need this herb to save their lives, will you give it?" ”

Li An blinked, "Of course I'm willing to give them to them, but is there an inevitable connection between this and what I just said?" ”

"Naturally, there is." Xia Ruan's words were full of affirmation, "Hero don't ask where you come from, cousin, you are now standing higher than others, so you should be more successful." If you evade like this, you will really fall into other people's tongues. ”

Li An hung his head, unable to see the look on his face for a while.

Xia Ruan naturally understood how painful Ang Li's distress was for a man.

However, the success of his grandfather and third uncle should give Li Ang more motivation.

"What you have to do is to make people think of your name when they mention your grandfather and third uncle in the future." Xia Ruan smiled gently, "It's like when others mention tea, they will think of the Xia family." ”

Xia Ruan's words gave Li An a hard blow.

What is Xia Nguyen's birth and status. He knows.

When Xia Ruan and Li Changyue first came to the capital, when others talked about Li Changyue and Xia Ruan, they would think of Li Changfeng for the first time. And now, this qiē seems to be somewhat opposite, when people mention the Li family, they will think of the great young lady of the Xia family.

Nowadays, almost most of the tea in Daqin is produced by the tea plantation in Xia Ruan's hands.

She occupied the tea market as quickly as possible, but an excellent businessman like the Nan family could not meddle in the tea business, even at all.

Li An was slightly stunned. Said helplessly. "You...... You're better than me. ”

"I don't think so, I'm stupid." Xia Ruan shook his head and vetoed Li An's words, but still comforted, "Actually, when I first came to the capital. I'm scared too. At that time. Only the third uncle can be relied on. When others talk about the Xia family, they will always feel that the Xia family is stained with the light of the third uncle. Don't hide it from my cousin, that will be me and my mother. is often looked down upon by the people in the house. ”

Xia Ruan stretched out his hand and covered the sun, "I never thought about what I would become. However, if you don't do it, you don't know what you can do. Just like when we go to the wing, if we don't take a step, we will never be able to get to the wing. But you see, now, if we take one step, there will be one less step to the wing. In fact, hard work is the same, only hard work, will you be one step closer to the result you want. If you flee, you will always be stuck in the same place, or even backwards. ”

"If you don't do it now, if you want to do it in the future, I'm afraid you won't have this opportunity." Xia Ruan stood firm, "Don't miss the opportunity that should belong to you, and the people." ”

Xia Ruan smiled and added, "Even if it is for the sake of the people around you, you have to work hard to achieve this qiē." ”

She can't tell Ang Lee directly, she is a reborn person.

She had missed too many opportunities and people who should have belonged to her, and once that opportunity was gone, she would never come back.

If she wants to protect her mother and younger brother, she must succeed and not fail.

If Ang Lee is willing to take the initiative to face the predicament in front of him now, his grandfather and third uncle will secretly help him, which is a great opportunity for Ang Lee.

In his previous life, Li An was forced to kill his biological mother Jiang Shi, and after the death of Cheng Guogong, Li Changfeng had to face this qiē when he was infected with toxin.

Xia Ruan didn't know how Ang Li in his previous life went through those days.

But now, she hopes Ang Lee doesn't miss out.

Privately, Xia Ruan has also heard about Gu Xirou and Li An.

Gu Xirou is a smart person, when Gu Xirou and Li An got married in her previous life, Gu Xirou was already a little old.

It's not that Gu Xirou is pretentious, but that Gu Xirou is worried about whether the person she entrusts with this life is right.

Li An has Gu Xirou in his heart, if he wants to marry Gu Xirou, then his current attitude towards things is absolutely impossible.

Gu Xirou will not entrust herself to the current Ang Lee.

Xia Ruan remembered the ink that had disappeared for a long time, and the man smiled charmingly and said to her, "Mrs. Chang'an Hou, help him when it is critical." His nature is not bad, and he is also an excellent person, don't let him miss it, what should belong to him, and don't let her miss Miss Gu Jiaba. ”

When Mo Yan said these words, Xia Ruan was a little shocked.

"Okay." After a long time, Xia Ruan agreed to Mo Yan, "I will help him." ”

After she escaped from Cinnabar's hands, she never heard from Mo Yan again.

It is rumored outside that Princess Qinghe executed Mo Yan, because this man from the Western Regions was actually moved by other women, and he wanted to elope with that woman. Princess Qinghe was furious, so she personally took a sword and killed Mo Yan.

When these rumors fell into Xia Ruan's ears, she could only smile faintly.

Whether Mo Yan is dead or alive, she doesn't know.

But what Mo Yan entrusted her, she will work hard to do.

After all, Gu Xirou is really suitable for Ang Lee.

Along the way, Li An didn't speak again, and when he was about to walk to the wing, Xia Ruan looked at Li An.

She thought that Ang Lee would not answer her question.

It's just that as soon as Xia Ruan turned around, he heard Li An say, "I know, I'll try, I'll try." (To be continued......)

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