Chapter 768 Charity Dinner (11)
Ling Yichuan just held her hand and looked at her.
In the past, because of his habits, he often seemed to like to tie her up, and in a sadistic situation, he felt that he was strong and strong, and she was weak and charming. Even, when I saw her bruises and purple bruises, I had a very strong impulse! Subconsciously, he seemed to feel that he was no longer the object of being tied up and kidnapped, but Ji Liunian had become the object that he could treat wantonly!
People who study psychology in the United States have found that if you have been subjected to some kind of strong behavior in childhood, when you grow up, you will subconsciously want to get that "frustration" back. Therefore, children who witness their father's domestic violence against their mothers may also become abusers of domestic violence when they grow up. And Ling Yichuan, who had never fallen in love with her strongly at that time, got the greatest satisfaction in the abusive relationship with her before. Because of this, he gradually became infatuated with her little by little.
But when he fell in love with her, he would also decide to end the sadomasochistic relationship with her because she said that she didn't like to be tied up. But even so, he didn't expect that the little abuse he gave her at that time would make her miserable.
Before he was injured, he didn't think it was a big deal to get her covered in injuries. The big deal is not to bind her, be fierce with her, and show that you love her very much.
However, today, after experiencing this paragraph himself, he found that he couldn't accept these things in himself, let alone Ji Liunian!
He saw himself with a blue nose and swollen face in the mirror today, as if those terrible experiences in the past had come to his mind again, and he felt that he seemed to have done something wrong!
Ling Yichuan's personality has some paranoia and arrogance. To everyone else, he is a high-minded arrogant look, and only for the people he likes can he look understanding and considerate.
And now, Ji Liunian has also become the person in his heart, so he has also learned to put himself in her shoes.
"No, I'm at fault too." Ling Yichuan shook his head and held her hand tightly, "I never thought that it would be a big deal to get you injured all over. But today, I ......"
He paused, and then said, "When I saw my appearance, I felt that I really ...... you at that time Somewhat excessive. Nan, I promise not to do this to you in the future, can you ......?"
He couldn't say the words "forgive me", but the hand holding her delicate wrist gradually tightened. At the same time, his eyes also looked at her for a moment, and his eyes were shining.
If Xi Zixuan or Lian Sihan were here, they would definitely be surprised and surprised! At this time, Ling Yichuan, where does he look like his usual arrogant and indifferent appearance, it is simply a large Alaska! looks stupid and cute, and especially wants people to pat his fluffy hair.
Ji Liunian didn't expect that he would actually talk about this! For a while, she was inexplicably moved.
Although Ling Yichuan was annoying and domineering, he also lied to her. But his "deception" was not a matter of principle or this or that, and now that I think about it, although his deception made her a little ashamed, but shyness is the main thing, and anger is the secondary.