011 Guidance! This love, from love to hate!
"Yu'er!!"
Mu Yunjin sat up suddenly, and his sweat was faintly visible in the thin morning light. His slender eyes were filled with nightmarish darkness and silence, and it was clear that he had just been awakened from a nightmare.
After a while, he seemed to look around like a rational return, and then he gradually found consciousness, lay down heavily, but no longer sleepy, turned over and got out of bed, walked barefoot to the table, lifted the teapot and began to pour water violently. The cold tea swept through his throat and over his heart to the bottom of his stomach, which made him shiver all over, and his aching and swollen mind gradually cleared up.
It was a nightmare, and he put down the teapot, still feeling terrified. In the nightmare, Yu'er is being caught by a demon, bullied, ravaged, and intimidated. is so helpless Yu'er, without the happiness and simplicity she once had, and without the indifference she is now, the whole person is broken. In his dream, inch by inch shattered in front of his eyes. He couldn't catch her.
His heart was sore and painful, and his eyes were full of panic. Even if it was just a nightmare, that feeling of palpitations deeply entangled him, making Mu Yunjin unable to extricate himself from it.
When it was dawn, the servants in the courtyard began to be busy, and Mu Yunjin was alone in the pavilion, watching the fish frolicking in the pond, and his eyes were unfocused.
Mu Yunhe patted Mu Yunjin on the shoulder with one hand, woke up the pensive Mu Yunjin, and sat opposite him. Mu Yunhe quipped: "My brother, is this Sichun?" ”
Mu Yunjin's expression stiffened, laughed at himself, and said: "What I miss is never spring, I never know what missing is, and when I know what lovesickness is, the person who makes me miss it has already drifted away." Even if I followed, I would never find it again. ”
Mu Yunhe was taken aback by Mu Yunjin's sad and pessimistic tone, put away his posture, and said, "Brother, is this nailing yourself to death?" You chased after all of you, and before you did your best to redeem it, you scared yourself to death? If that's the case, then you can't say it's my brother, you can't afford to lose that person. ”
Mu Yunjin sighed, and the melancholy made him look even more helpless and charming: "Sometimes I really envy you and Luo Zhiheng. Although there are so many tribulations and differences between the two of you, you have finally come together, and this insistence between each other is definitely not something that most people can have. ”
"You and Nan Yu'er also have a lot, you have been separated for so many years, and you can continue the front edge between you. Brother, can you not be so pessimistic? Mu Yunhe was stupid by Mu Yunjin's tragedy, and hated the way that iron does not become steel.
Mu Yunjin shook his head and smiled bitterly: "No, the relationship between me and Yu'er hasn't even started yet, where does it come from?" ”
Mu Yunhe said: "Who said that there is no beginning between you? Didn't you fall in love in public before? At that time, there was a lot of uproar, and the people who had completed it all knew about it, do you want to deny it? ”
"It's just a conspiracy, a ridiculous conspiracy that kills the self. Looking back now, I will be very glad that I failed in that conspiracy, and I am glad that I didn't really hurt Luo Zhiheng and you, otherwise how would I still have the face to live now? I'm afraid that my bad deeds at that time have completely damaged Yu'er's image, not to mention my deception and use of her at that time, Yu'er now resents me so much, and it is also appropriate to reject me. Mu Yunjin felt a little exhausted.
I saw and heard Yu'er's words on the roof of the palace before, and the expression on Yu'er's face when she talked about him, the disappointment was full of anger and resentment, and Mu Yunjin felt like a knife every time he thought about it.
He has missed too many things in his life, and after every thing he misses, he can never catch it back, he has been in pain and has struggled, but he never wants to try to make it back, not that he doesn't want to, but he doesn't dare!
Mu Yunhe sneered and said, "Are you here to pity yourself?" So what did you do when you came so fast? Is it just to visit the mountains and rivers? ”
"Naturally, it's not like that!" Mu Yunjin was slightly excited: "I suddenly heard such news, how could I not be in a hurry?" Let's talk about Yu'er...... I didn't know that Yu'er Weishenme was going to suddenly decide to use such a hasty method to decide the major events of her life. But since it was Yu'er's decision, there must be a reason why she had to do it. I can't support it, but I don't have the right to oppose it, but I think at least I'm qualified to meet the husband she has chosen. ”
"You are clearly unwilling! You are so miserable not because you feel that you are not qualified to participate in the second half of Nan Yu'er's life, but because you have low self-esteem! You cowardice! You don't have the confidence that Nan Yu'er can look at you again! After all, you, Mu Yunjin, have now completely lost a man's self-confidence and ambition. Mu Yunjin, you are really not qualified to marry a princess of a country! Which emperor is blind and will marry his daughter who is like a flower and jade to a waste man who even he can't defeat! Mu Yunhe's poisonous tongue was so angry by Mu Yunjin that he was vicious and vicious, but he pointed out Mu Yunjin's biggest problem now.
Mu Yunjin was stabbed by Mu Yunhe's words, he felt embarrassed, and even aroused his anger, he waited for Mu Yunhe with some annoyance, it seemed that he had endless words to speak, but in the end he was just decadent and silent.
Mu Yunhe felt a big headache, slapped the table and said, "My brother! What do you want to do with your old man? You've come all the way here, so you can't just hide at home all day, right? So what are you here for? ”
Mu Yunjin didn't know what he should do, just with the enthusiasm in his heart, the idea that he didn't want Nan Yuer to marry someone else, so he rushed here regardless of the wind and rain, but after he came, he was timid because of Nan Yuer's attitude and words, is this still him?
"I'm not sure. I'm not sure if I can save Yu'er, I'm not sure if Yu'er still needs me. Yunhe, do you know, I'm really scared that when I appeared in front of Yu'er, her expression was not surprise and happiness, but disgust and fear. It was only once that I fell into the abyss. I'm afraid that one more time will be the end of the day. Then I'll be really useless. Mu Yunjin shook his head painfully, his eyebrows tightened.
Mu Yunhe said angrily: "Nothing has happened yet, you think now, what's the use?" If you don't fight for your own happiness, how can others help you? What's more, who knows who Nan Yuer marries a random cat and dog, and she will really be happy in the future? What if you are not happy? What did she do? ”
Mu Yunjin looked up in a daze, he really hadn't thought about this. If Yu'er really marries someone else, if Yu'er is really unhappy, then what should he do? Can he watch Yu'er be someone else's bride and have nothing to do with him from now on? Can he watch Yu'er be unhappy in the future, but he no longer has the ability and qualifications to give Yu'er happiness?
He can't! Absolutely not!
Mu Yunjin's eyes lit up little by little, and an inexplicable hope rose up on his decadent handsome face, and he asked Mu Yunhe a little carefully: "Can I?" ”
Mu Yunhe smiled with encouragement in his eyes: "If you don't work hard, don't try, don't do it, you must not do it!" But you did, tried, tried, and no matter how it ended, you're halfway there! The other half, it depends on how much you give. Big brother, you never have to be inferior to others, you have always been excellent. I hope you can be happy. ”
Mu Yunhe's words made Mu Yunjin feel like he was suddenly opened, this conversation with Mu Yunhe was simply too important for Mu Yunjin, it was Mu Yunjin who was almost about to lose confidence, and he was about to give up the straw that he had regained later!
"She's still at our door this morning, I don't know how long she has been here, but I don't think she's here to find me, and she shouldn't have come to find Ah Heng." At the end of the conversation, Mu Yunhe got up with a smile after speaking, and pointed out that this kind of work is really fleshy enough, no wonder Ah Heng is reluctant to come, and prefers him to persuade the eldest brother. Looking at the eldest brother like that, I'm afraid that my heart is already flowing like a flood at this moment, right?
After all, Mu Yunjin is no longer a hairy boy, he is now mature and stable, and other men and children of this age can ride horses, archery and embroider handkerchiefs, but he is still alone. But after so many years of loneliness, in exchange for a more missive mood for Yu'er, and a more inseparable love.
He came, stood at the gate of the palace, tried to calm himself down, no matter what the outcome was, he had to try hard so that he would not regret it, not regret it.
"Princess, someone from the Mu Dynasty has come to ask to see you." The palace maid said cautiously outside.
Nan Yu'er's tense nerves twitched suddenly in the three words of Mu Dynasty, she lay on the bed like a stiff corpse, her dry eyes were scarlet, and she tried to blink a few times, the painful friction made her almost cry, and she controlled the painful heartbeat, she asked, "No." ”
Now, she can't see anyone, no one dares to see her. If you see it, you might kill them.
The palace maid hesitated for a moment, but said more carefully: "Someone said it, if the princess can't say it, then let the slave and maid pass it on together, his name is Mu Yunjin." ”
There was a bang, silently, but in Nan Yu'er's heart, it seemed that a party collapsed in an instant!
Her tense and broken heart, which seemed to be vulnerable and vulnerable at that moment, stubbornly disguised strong, was so small in front of those three words.
The heartache struck suddenly, Nan Yuer seemed to have finally come to life, curled up on the bed in pain, tears crackling and falling, but the curvature of the corners of her mouth and face was smiling, but the more she laughed, the more she cried. Tears poured down like rain, laughing almost uncontrollably, biting her lip like a masochistic way to prevent herself from laughing.
Curled up, she rolled herself up into a self-protective pose, and her voice came out of her arms in a muffled voice, which was a mixture of joy and sorrow: "It's finally here, you're finally here!" Mu Yunjin...... Do you know how desperate I am waiting for you? Do you know, I waited for you to come, from loving you to hating! ”
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