Memories in the depths of the mind
That night, Yun Ge didn't forget it, and the moment he got out of the car, he saw Roy glancing at his phone. Crashing waves
After that, he changed his story and told her to go back to rest first.
Yun Ge didn't try, if he tried to call Herris's mobile phone, it would be possible or not.
But one thing she may have understood, and that was that Herris didn't want her to know where he had gone.
As for what made Herris, who has always been on time, choose to break her trust and let her wait alone in the restaurant for so long, it is unknown.
Roy didn't contact Yunge to tell him where Herris had gone, and Herris didn't call her to explain that night that she had missed the appointment, as if it had never been.
For a week, it was as if Herris had disappeared.
She knew that Peach City was just a city where Herris occasionally stopped, and she heard Roy say that in the past, Herris didn't come to Peach City many times a year, and he only stayed for a few days at a time, and this year, he stayed in Peach City many times more than before.
That night, it was cold and it rained lightly, just like it had rained many years ago.
Yun Ge had a long dream.
Late spring in March, light rain.
Gu Ran has been sick for several months, and the doctors said no, his body has not been well after the miscarriage, and he has been worse every day, and he still needs heart medicine for heart disease.
And this heart medicine was adulterated with poison, and Gu Ran was unwilling to drink it.
At that time, Xiao Yunge was eight years old, and he was already sensible.
She hid outside the door, only showing a small head to look inside.
Gu Ran's voice was very soft, and Yun Ge couldn't hear what he said. She seemed to be still crying, and Jingjiang was standing at the head of the bed, her back looking a little tired.
"Ranran, why do you-"
"Don't say it," Gu Ran's crying eyes looked out of the door, saw Yun Ge hiding outside, and said to Jingjiang, "You go out, the girl is outside." β
Jing Jiang was stunned, looked back, and sure enough, he saw their daughter, who was very beautiful, as beautiful as Gu Ran.
Yun Ge and Jing Jiang looked at each other and did not speak.
Jingjiang was silent for a few seconds, and went out without saying anything, Xiao Yunge entered the room, lay on Gu Ran's bedside, and shouted crisply: "Mommy......"
"Ge'er......" Gu Ran rubbed Yun Ge's little head and smiled softly, "Why did you get out of school so early today?" β
"Grandma said Mommy was unhappy, so she brought me back......" Xiao Yunge pouted, "Mommy...... Did you quarrel with Daddy? Don't argue, there are classmates' dads and moms in my class who are arguing and separating...... I don't want you to be separated......"
Xiao Yunge thought that they would be separated in the future, she couldn't live with Mommy if she followed Daddy, and she couldn't live with Daddy if she followed Mommy, and she felt bad in her heart.
Thinking about it, my eyes filled with tears.
"Not separated...... Daddy and Mommy won't be separated, okay? Gu Ran comforted her, but she coughed without saying a few words, "Ge'er...... Mommy's most reluctant thing is your ......"
Gu Ran remembered something, and he was even more dark.
Because of the cough, Yun Ge didn't hear what Gu Ran said clearly.
"Pull the hook, don't lie to me."
Gu Ran followed her and pulled her little thumb, feeling so uncomfortable.
Now, she can let go of everything, but she can't let go of Yunge.
It's just that her own disease was forced by her to develop tuberculosis, and she can't cure it.
If she knew today, she wouldn't be so indifferent. Even if you leave with Yunge and live a harder life, what's the matter?
Why did she have to guard this tree that was gradually rotting, and eventually even her heart was corroded......
"Mommy...... Don't cry......" Yun Ge also whimpered, and his little hand reached out to help wipe it, "Where it hurts, I'll blow it for you." Daddy is not good, we ignore Daddy, grandma said, Daddy is not obedient and will drive Daddy away, grandma is on our side. β
The child is fragile, and the family chooses to hide it from her.
This matter is now a foregone conclusion, Gu Ran is sick because of this, and he will die in the near future, let alone tell the child such a cruel thing, let her know that her happy family is actually not so happy.
Gu Ran would rather live in pain than let Yun Ge live in a happy prayer all the time.
"No, your daddy is fine, it's just that Mommy herself is a little sore."
"Where does it hurt? Mommy, I'll help you rub it. β
"Heart......
"Heart...... Does the heart weishenme hurt? Can the heart be hurt too? Mommy, I'll help you buy medicine, and it won't hurt if you take it. β
"You're still young...... Later you will understand that if your heart hurts, it hurts to the limbs, and there is no cure for this pain......"
Xiao Yunge really didn't understand, she couldn't understand what Gu Ran was saying.
sniffing, he looked at Gu Ran with red eyes and said, "Mommy, I will go to the exam soon, I will study very hard, and I will perform on stage like Mommy in the future." There's a show next month, so Mommy will come to see it with Daddy, right? β
Gu Ran twisted her little nose: "Mommy will go......"
April.
At the beginning of the show, Yun Ge's eyes swept all over the auditorium, but he didn't see Gu Ran and Jing Jiang.
Until it was her turn, there was still none.
Grandma Jing touched her little head and said, "Go ahead, your daddy and mommy may be stuck in traffic on the road, the song is a good performance, grandma will help you record it, you won't miss it." β
There were no bright lights in the auditorium, and Yun Ge couldn't see that Grandma Jing's eyes were already full of tears.
Of course, Yun Ge didn't know that when she performed a second-level piano piece, her mother was battling death on the operating table, and the family was busy inside and out.
Although he was a little apprehensive, and even a little absent-minded because of the absence of Gu Ran and Jingjiang, his performance was not abnormal.
Near the end of the piano music, a small figure in the audience suddenly jumped out of his seat, noisily wanting to go on stage, but of course the teacher would not let him.
"He Lingxiao! There's a limit to how naughty you are! The teacher said angrily, "Don't disturb Yunge's play!" β
He Lingxiao didn't care, jumping up and down to brush his sense of existence: "Little Yunge! Stop playing! Your mommy is dying! β
"Boomβ"
A screeching piano sounded.
Yun Ge leaves.
She stood in front of He Lingxiao, who was half a head taller than her, "Don't talk nonsense! β
"Who is talking nonsense! My mommy was in the hospital, and she could see clearlyβ"
"Don't curse my mommy!" Yun Ge pushed him the chest, and shouted angrily, "He Lingxiao, I hate you!" β
β¦β¦
The piano certificate of the second level fell in the corridor, and everyone looked at Xiao Yunge, who had just arrived, with a sad gaze.
Gu Ran's body was withdrawn from the operating room, and the scene was full of suppressed cries.
Jingjiang pounded his head in pain, and someone knocked on him and motioned him to turn his head.
"Song ......"
Grandma Jing was standing behind Yun Ge, looking at such a scene, she pulled Yun Ge back and held her in her arms to prevent her from looking.
Yun Ge didn't move, grabbing Grandma Jing's hand, obviously she already knew something, and her eyes were full of tears, but she still tried to say in the calmest tone: "Grandma, let's go, Mommy is not here......"
"Song ......"
"Grandma, let's go......" Yun Ge urged more urgently.
ββ¦β¦β
"Let's go......" Grandma Jing didn't move, Yun Ge was anxious, the more anxious she was, the more uncontrollable her tears became, Zuihou dug into the ground, "Let's go, grandma...... That's not Mommy! Mommy didn't die ......"
Many people came to comfort her, saying that Xiaoyunge doesn't cry, you still have grandma, you still have father, and you still have so many of us who love you.
"Uh......h Mommy...... You lied to me...... You said you wouldn't leave me, you said you would come to see me perform, you lied...... Mommy is a big liar......"
"Daddy, you call Mommy up, ......"
"Uh......h Mommy...... Don't leave the song......"
"Mommy ......"
"Hey......? Wake up? β
He Lingxiao heard a lot of movement in the room, pushed it in to take a look, and there was nothing wrong, and at a glance, he saw that the person on the bed was very restless.
She had nightmares!
At first he didn't know what she was dreaming about, he sat at the head of the bed and watched her brow furrowed and couldn't let go, until later, tears flowed out of her closed eyes and soaked the pillow.
Obviously, He Lingxiao was stunned, and was so shocked by her sudden tears that he didn't react.
Yun Ge's dream reminded He Lingxiao, and he woke her up.
Yun Ge woke up from that real dream, his consciousness gradually returned to reality, and he was also surprised when he saw He Lingxiao in front of him.
"Why are you here...... her voice a little hoarse when she woke up.
Turn your head and look out the window.
Is it already dawn......
"My father-in-law said that your mobile phone couldn't get through, so he gave me the key, pass by, come and see!"
As if what he said was true, he made a phone call to Father Jing as he spoke.
"Uncle, Yun Ge is fine, his phone is out of battery, and he is asleep at home."
"......" Yun Ge didn't speak, looking at the white ceiling above his head.
He Lingxiao hung up after reporting to the other side, and continued the topic just now, "Did you dream of your mommy?" β
He couldn't forget the tone of sadness to despair when she called Gu Ran just now.
Her dreams also reminded him of many memories that were sealed in the depths of his mind