suicide

If she had known from the beginning that Jing Yunge was nothing at all, she might not have the heart-wrenching feeling she has now. Clamp the waves

It's cold......

Even in warm water, she still felt as if her body was naked in the air, so cold......

With his eyes closed in the water, his hands around his body, he curled himself up like a fetus in his mother's womb.

It's just that even so, the body can't feel a trace of warmth.

Yun Ge shivered with cold, and his lower body was accompanied by a tingling pain.

Unlike the previous two times, the first two times he was at least patient before entering, and would use his usual powerful technique to tease her body, so that the tunnel became moist enough that even if it was a little uncomfortable, it would not hurt as much as this time.

As soon as you close your eyes, the events of the morning will come to mind and linger.

Mental anguish is accompanied by physical pain, which is very uncomfortable.

Finally unable to hold his breath anymore, Yun Ge floated up from the bottom of the water and came out of the water Hibiscus.

When I got up, the pain in my lower body was even worse.

It's only August now, it's still summer and summer, but Yunge just feels cold, shivering with cold, hiding in the quilt after taking a shower, and his body still can't warm up.

She didn't know what was wrong with her.

Is there still a medical symptom that when the heart is cold, the body is as cold as if you were in an ice room?

She felt tired, but her body was too cold to sleep, tossing and turning in the bed.

I flipped through my bag and pulled out my notebook, which recorded several phone numbers that were frequently contacted.

Since I didn't have a mobile phone, I used to carry this notebook with me so that I could find it whenever I needed to get in touch.

There were a lot of numbers, but she didn't know who to call.

Maybe even Yun Ge herself couldn't imagine that among the many numbers, looking around, what Zuihou dialed was Bai Yaoyao's number.

When she first wrote these numbers, it was Bai Yaoyao's turn, she was stunned for a moment, not knowing whether she should write them or not.

After a moment of torn between writing and not writing, Zuihou wrote down her number, even though she didn't think she could dial it.

Obviously, even she couldn't understand herself.

Maybe when people are at a low point, the person who wants to talk to them the most is the one who knows them best.

Once, her "good friend", the "best friend" she had devoted more than ten years of affection to maintain and treat sincerely.

Yun Ge thought again, maybe it was also a habit. In the past, she was sad and sad, she was bullied by He Lingxiao, and she couldn't get over it in her heart, so she would complain to Bai Yaoyao, but now this habit cannot be continued, so she will be even more sad in her heart.

The phone rang for a while and no one picked it up, just before being hung up by the system, Bai Yaoyao answered it and asked, "Hey?" Who? ”

"Yaoyao......" Yun Ge's voice softly.

"Yunge?"

Look, the other party is still so clear about herself, she just needs to open her mouth without thinking too much, and guess her identity directly.

Yaoyao...... I'm cold...... It's so cold......"

"......" Bai Yaoyao probably didn't think that Yun Ge would call her, which was even a little unbelievable to her.

Last time, it was because she called He Lingxiao, but this time, it was Yun Ge who took the initiative to call her, and she didn't want to settle old accounts with her, she was talking about ...... Cold?

At that moment, Bai Yaoyao had the illusion that she was still Jing Yunge's good friend.

Otherwise, how could she call her?

Her voice didn't sound quite right.

"You've been drinking?" Bai Yaoyao asked.

Where is she?

It is impossible to entertain such a bar KTV, and the other end of the phone is very quiet, and there is no noisy sound. 8

"Cold ......" Yun Ge just repeated the word, "My heart is so cold, my body is also cold, I seem to have become a cold-blooded animal, and my blood can't be warmed." ”

"......" Bai Yaoyao was silent for a few seconds, "Cold? Do you have a fever? ”

"I don't know......" I could hear her voice in the air, and it seemed that she was already starting to get confused.

“……”

I don't know how long there was silence on the other end of the line before someone asked, "Where are you?" ”

……

Just as Yun Ge couldn't have imagined that she would choose to set the first number she wanted to call Bai Yaoyao, Bai Yaoyao didn't expect that after Yun Ge reported the name of the hotel, she would choose to go to that hotel and come to her room number.

Yun Ge opened the door for Bai Yaoyao, and the two of them first looked at each other for a few seconds, and then Yun Ge gave way to the empty passage and let her in, while he went back first and hid in the bed.

"...... "She's going to come here?"

What's wrong with Jing Yunge, does it have anything to do with her?

Even though I thought so, I went in anyway and closed the door by the way.

After Yun Ge put the person in, he lay down on the quilt, as if to let her do it casually.

After Bai Yaoyao swept the hotel room she was in, she came to the bedside and saw that Yun Ge had almost no strength, lying on the bed softly.

At this time, she sold her, and she still didn't know.

Bai Yaoyao walked over and put one hand on her forehead to feel the temperature.

"It's very hot, ninety percent of it is a fever," Yun Ge closed her eyes, as if she was saying it to herself, "When did you become so miserable, you didn't even have a fever to take care of, and you had to live in a hotel by yourself?" Where's your daddy? What about Ling Xiao? Didn't you show off to me arrogantly? I thought you were so capable! What's more, he's not here, who are you pretending to be so weak? ”

Yun Ge narrowed his eyes a little, leaving a slit to look at Bai Yaoyao.

Yaoyao...... You weishenme don't continue to lie to me......"

There are some things that she can't tell anyone else, and her daddy and Aunt Xi will definitely not be able to.

If Bai Yaoyao hadn't exposed herself, she would at least have someone to talk to.

Deception is sometimes so beautiful.

Yun Ge is already thinking about it, even if it is a deception and living in an illusion, it is quite haode.

"......" Bai Yaoyao was silent, "There are so many people, you just called me, are you so sure that I will come?" ”

2000/1700

"Aren't you coming?" Yun Ge's voice was very soft, with a feeling that Bai Yaoyao couldn't understand for the time being.

At this time, Yun Ge did not have thorns, her thorns had already been plucked out by He Lingxiao, and she had not had time to grow them yet.

Looking at such a cloud song, Bai Yaoyao was speechless for a while.

In the early days, Jing's Group was one of the largest companies in Taocheng, and the Bai family's enterprises were just starting out at that time.

Because they were in the same kindergarten, she was told by her family that she wanted to get close to Yun Ge and establish a good relationship with the Jing family.

At that time, in Bai Yaoyao's opinion, Jing Yunge was really a princess who was loved by thousands of people, she was full of pride, and many children were picked up by her family to play with her, and she was lucky, Jing Yunge chose her to be her friend.

"Do you know, in fact, I've hated you since I was a child," Bai Yaoyao simply pulled a chair over and sat on the edge of the bed, "But my daddy and mommy want me to get close to you, you know, how brilliant the Jing family was at that time, there are countless people who want to befriend your family." Yun Ge curled up and didn't speak.

She knows.

As Bai Yaoyao said, the Jing family was very glorious in the past, when she was a child, she stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, and she could see many people coming in and out of the Jing family, and there were always some gifts in her hands.

She has a bad personality since she was a child, and it is also because she doesn't like the always different guests who come to the house, even though it is the first time they meet, but they always have to touch her face, ask her how old she is, ask her what she likes, and ask her if she likes to play with their son.

She has a cold temperament, she doesn't like this kind of self-acquaintance, and the first time they meet, it feels like they've known each other for several years, but in the end, she doesn't even know who they are.

Because I hate this feeling, my personality is getting colder and colder, and I see things more and more extremely, and I always think that it is bad for others to approach me, and I don't have the heart to treat it sincerely.

"I hate you and pretend to be very good at you, do you know how tired I am? You know I weishenme hate you, right? You're a princess, I'm nothing, everyone revolves around you, and I'm one of those who revolves around you. When I learned the word "Stars and Moons", the first person that came to mind was you. ”

Bai Yaoyao took advantage of this time to say all the words in her heart that she had been holding back for so many years.

Yun Ge still didn't speak, so she let her say this, and looked at her herself, indicating that she was listening.

"Feng Shui takes turns, and the first person I think of is also you," Speaking of this, Bai Yaoyao smiled, "What has become of the Jing Group now?" One by one, the companies are becoming more and more brilliant, including my father's company, only your Jing family is going downhill. Do you think you're still the proud princess you once was? If it's not Yunge, you're no longer a princess, so your princess personality should also be retracted. ”

Yun Ge didn't answer her words, and after being silent for a few seconds, he asked her, "Yaoyao, have you ever thought about ruining my reputation?" This disgust you have for me...... If you were given a chance, would you? Yes...... The whistleblower, is that you? ”

"Who?" Bai Yaoyao was a little puzzled.

"Today's headlines." Yun Ge reminded.

Bai Yaoyao thought for nearly ten seconds before she suddenly understood, and suddenly realized, her expression seemed to be smiling.

"Is that woman you? You and Bai Ze? Bai Yaoyao was stunned and smiled, "Seeing that it was Lingyun's female employee, I never thought that person was you." ”

Bai Yaoyao's performance has indirectly admitted that the person who took the picture was not her.

Although she had previously accused herself of fake pregnancy and competing for favor, this did not affect Yun Ge's judgment on this matter.

The person who took the photo and broke the news was not her, Bai Yaoyao had no need to deceive her, if she did it, she would admit it.

Obviously, Bai Yaoyao also regarded this nude photos incident as an entertainment news that had nothing to do with herself, but after knowing that the heroine turned out to be her "best friend", she suddenly didn't know how to react.

Yun Ge felt even colder, covered the quilt tighter, and wrapped himself like a zongzi.

Yaoyao...... He was strong = raped me......"

There are some words that she can say naturally when she faces Bai Yaoyao.

"......" Bai Yaoyao felt that it was wrong, with their current relationship, she shouldn't have told herself this, "Have you forgotten that we are no longer friends?" What are you telling me all this for? ”

Although I asked so, I was still shocked by her words.

Yes, with He Lingxiao's self-respecting character, now that this nude photos incident has occurred, it will definitely conflict with Yun Ge.

But she didn't expect that he would rape her.

"Cold ...... Do you remember that we once discussed, how cold the North and South Poles are......" Yun Ge didn't seem to hear Bai Yaoyao's words, and said to himself, "Probably that's it...... No matter how much you add a quilt, your body can't warm up...... You said he liked me, but I didn't feel it...... You gave me hope, but now I feel like I'm going to hell...... Even if it's just once, can someone you once liked hurt so unscrupulously? I didn't...... I didn't hurt Lin Xi, I didn't lock her up on the basketball court, I didn't do anything in the car, I didn't ...... I tried to treat her like a sister, but I couldn't...... As soon as I thought that it was the existence of her and Yang Rong that caused my mommy to be depressed, I couldn't face them...... He only said that Lin Xi was pitiful......"

Yun Ge's forbearance, Bai Yaoyao is clear.

There are some things that outsiders don't know, Jingjiang has never announced Jing Linxi's identity to the public, and he has always thought that Yun Ge doesn't know.

In fact, Yun Ge knew everything, but pretended not to know, and only told Bai Yaoyao about the secret in his heart.

Yun Ge went from a small whimper at the beginning to a choked sob, Bai Yaoyao kept looking at it.

"Where was he when I was in the police station...... Where was he when I lost my child...... Where was he when I was almost kidnapped and raped......"

Bai Yaoyao's eyes slowly widened as Yun Ge spoke.

She was pregnant, and then she had a miscarriage? Almost kidnapped, raped = raped?

What's going on here?

Yun Ge's condition looked like it was very bad, Bai Yaoyao squatted down and reached out to touch Yun Ge's forehead, it was very hot.

"You really have a fever."

And burned to the ground, otherwise how could she babble nonsense?

That proud Jing Yunge, even in front of her, would not say such a thing.

Even in the past, when she mentioned these things, she used the most calm tone, and sometimes Bai Yaoyao didn't know what Yun Ge was thinking in her heart.

But today, she has removed her strong shell.

This is a Jingyun song that Bai Yaoyao doesn't know.

Bai Yaoyao sighed and went to the bathroom, ready to wet a towel to help her reduce her fever.

She's crazy to come here!

When she came out again, there was no longer Yunge's cry, and she shrank under the quilt as if she was finally asleep.

Bai Yaoyao saw the medicine box that fell on the ground, and the pills scattered on the ground, she was very curious about what it was, and she was shocked when she saw that it was a sleeping pill.

"Yunge?" She tried to nudge her, "How much did you eat?" Hey, Yunge? ”

Bai Yaoyao pushed harder, but Yun Ge still didn't react at all, panicking.

"Don't scare me!"

She was really sad just now, but she really didn't expect that she wouldn't be able to think about it!

"Tian ......" Yun Ge didn't move, which frightened Bai Yaoyao, she didn't expect to encounter this situation, she stayed there for a few seconds before she trembled and took out her mobile phone, her mind was a little blank, and the contact person turned page after page and didn't know who she was looking for.

By the time she remembered that she should have called an ambulance first, she couldn't remember which number to call.

Fingers kept scrolling over the contacts, and suddenly stopped.

Contact: Ling Xiao.

Human life is at stake, and Bai Yaoyao can't care about thinking so much, so she hurriedly dials it over.

There were a few sounds over there, and then he was hung up, and He Lingxiao didn't want to answer.

But at this moment, Bai Yaoyao couldn't think of anyone else who could be contacted, so she dialed it again, this time, he quickly picked it up, he was a little noisy over there, he didn't know what he was busy with, and then said impatiently: "I said, don't-"

"Lingxiao! Oh no! Yun Ge committed suicide! ”

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Or explain.,Sleep late for a week.,I can't hold it and sleep first.,I didn't expect to be so busy during the day.,I can't finish writing updates.,It's really a lot late today.,Sorry.

Then, I'm going to do more than 5,000 parties a day, just sauce