Chapter 15: Impermanence in White Robes
April 21.
I woke up early, and the soft sunlight of the spring morning was already shining beside my bed.
At this time last year, it was also such a bright day, and Qingqing secretly brought back a paper kite named "Feiyan Soaring to the Sky". Although I know that this kind of running and jumping thing like releasing paper kites should not be done by a lady, but my heart is still excited.
I put on my embroidered shoes and slowly walked to the embroidered couch in front of the window.
A month ago, the day I was about to be able to get up, Senior Brother Ten put an embroidery couch under my window.
The location of this embroidered couch is really wonderful, I lie on this embroidered couch and look up slightly, you can see the mirror water lake in the distance.
Although it is already April, the grass is already green at the bottom of the mountain, but the Jingshui Residence where I live is located in the middle of the Taixi Mountain, and the spring is later than the mountain down.
Pushing open the window, the breeze rushed in with a slight warmth, and I was very happy when I landed.
I thought, although I can't put paper kites anymore, as long as I can sit in the courtyard, bask in the sun, and blow a warm breeze, I will be satisfied!
But Senior Brother Ten said that before the master went out, Tete ordered me to come down, and I couldn't go out of the room until his old man returned to the mountain.
Alas, even so, if I could turn to a few books of drama books and wild histories, the time in the mountains would not be so boring.
When I was still at home, I secretly collected a dozen or so drama books dedicated to talented and beautiful people.
Before I came to Taixi Mountain a few years ago, I wanted to take these books up the mountain, but my eldest brother said that my body was so weak and my mind was so heavy, and I couldn't get rid of these books, and I ruthlessly burned my books like babies with my heart and liver.
Although I was unwilling, I was powerless to resist at that time.
In the past few days, the six to ten senior brothers have been deliberately laughing at me because I can't go out, and they have been dancing swords on the shore of this mirror lake every day.
Alas, I thought it would be better to be able to look out the window every now and then than to be slumped in bed all day. Therefore, in the past month, I have spent most of my sober time nesting on the embroidered couch, watching the six to ten senior brothers who are alive and well by the lake.
Daddy seems to have said that there is no greater pain in the world than watching others do things they can't do.
Now, I wrapped myself tightly in a thin quilt, and nestled very sadly on the embroidered couch by the window, looking at the six to ten senior brothers in the distance, blowing the breeze and dancing in the warm sunlight, and the days when I couldn't go out were even more difficult.
Maybe I woke up too early today, or watched the sword dance for nearly a month, a little boring, I actually leaned on this embroidered couch and fell asleep, and when I opened my eyes again, the sun had turned south, I raised my eyes to look out of the window, and the shadow of the senior brothers had long been lost on the shore of Jingshui Lake.
Thinking that Senior Brother Ten would bring me lunch in the future, but I was about to wake up, and my face was not washed, this unkempt appearance was really insulting to a lady's face, so I struggled to get up from the embroidered couch and go to the basin by the door to wash my face.
However, Xu is too sleepy today, I don't have much strength, and my body fell to the embroidered couch without obeying the call, and before I closed my eyes, I glanced at the mirror water lake, and this time I saw the person again-
The blue waves of Jingshui Lake are rippling, the willow branches are swaying slightly in the wind, and the man is standing under a willow tree with a crooked neck, his white robe and plain fan, and his black hair is lightly brushed, which is very otherworldly.
I slowly closed my eyes, and vaguely thought-
Bai impermanence, you are here again......