But I also understand that if I have no children, I will be sorry for my mother, and it will also make Yan'er very stressed, and I will be more obsessed with children's affairs, I don't want to live up to my parents who raised me and love me, and I don't want Yan'er to bear so much pressure.

So I thought of a way, I pretended to marry Suzaku Youlan to enter the door, and then stunned Suzaku Youlan, and asked my cousin to go to the cave room for me and give birth to the bloodline of the Wen family. It may be despicable for me to do this, but I hope that after I have a bloodline inheritance, I can take Yan'er away from here and live in seclusion.

But I never thought that Yan'er had already found out that I was making her unable to get pregnant, she desperately ran away from me, and our relationship was extremely bad, and she was physically and mentally tired. And that's when I met Dongfang Wuxian, and I knew who he was.

I hated them, but he promised me that if I could help them deal with the Far North, the heavens would lift the curse on me and her, and I was too painful to bear. So I carried my conscience and agreed to this matter, and I went to help the Heavenly Realm set up a formation in the extreme north and absorb the power of the earth spirits.

Maybe it's retribution, I didn't succeed, the formation was broken by you and the Extreme Northerners, but I was relieved, even if it was to lift the curse, I had a bad conscience about so cruelty to the creatures of the Far North.

And the Celestial Realm is as despicable as ever, maybe they never intended to fulfill their promises, and I actually believed them. The Queen of Heaven naturally will not let me go, abolish my spiritual root, stab my eyes, and want me to remember the fate of betraying the heavenly realm for the rest of my life.

My life was ruined, so what, I don't care at all, I only care about the people I love, and I can't be affected by me, so when I came back, I desperately tried to get rid of her. But Yan'er, she is a fool, I am like this, she actually forgave me, I thought this was the beginning of happiness, after the pain, we can be together forever.

However, last night, my mother told me that she was pregnant. I felt like a bolt from the blue, unbearable, remembering that she had died in her first two lives because of childbirth, and I knew that we still couldn't escape this terrible curse, so in order for her to survive, I couldn't keep this child, and I killed my own child with my own hands. ”

When he said this, tears flowed down his eyes and he was overwhelmed with grief.

The teasing of fate, and Hua Yan's death twice, have already traumatized him physically and mentally.

Hua Yan has forgotten the pain of his previous life at least every time he is reincarnated, but he has faced her death again and again, and after experiencing everything painful, he can't forget it, so this pain and despair are even more intense.

"......" Ji Wu listened to it, and only felt that everything that this lover had experienced was too tragic, and it was so sad that it was heartbreaking.

She didn't know how to comfort her love, and no words could soothe the pain and self-blame in his heart.

Nor can this tragedy diminish the atmosphere of sorrow.

In the Heavenly Realm, the shameless and cruel Feng Clan, in addition to the blood feud of the Sea Kingdom, there are also Huayan and Lovers, and she also wants to get them back.

"Ask Qingtian, don't despair, it's not your fault, explain everything to her, I'm sure Huayan will understand."

The real most painful should be the man in front of him, he knows all the truth, he has suffered the most, Hua Yan and him are not wrong, what is wrong is only the murderer behind the tragedy.

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Hua Yan and Wen Qingtian are so sadistic and sadistic, and they have finally finished writing their stories, and everyone remembers to vote.