Chapter 98 This Infinite Tribulation, I think, I have found it
Fadu raised and closed his eyes, and his mood followed tightly, and then stretched again. It's a strange feeling that is out of his control.
He casually looked at her with a soft smile in front of him, bowed his head, and said nothing.
Puya's mind flew up from the scene in front of her, and she remembered the scene when she first met Fadu along the river of memories.
The specific appearance and the picture scroll have been left in her heart forever, and there is no need to continue to elaborate in words! But she especially remembered what he had said to her, which she had only taken as a matter of idleness, and now it dawned on her how it could be so sad and unbearable...... But it seems to be a predestined opportunity in the morning, a fate that no one can not see through and not break!
Puya tilted her body to the side slightly, separated by a faint shadow of sunlight, and the face turned into a puddle of water, and she said: "At that time, you said that you would keep walking and would not stop." In order to find the zuihou in life, there is no great calamity. ”
The mystery of the past was unveiled by Puya in this way, and there was a faint, slightly bitter taste in the meantime, and it seemed that something was stalked there in the throat, and it was very tricky to not go up and down! Fadu pursed his lips slowly, and his thoughts drifted along these words.
Puya smiled bitterly: "When the catastrophe mentioned by ** must be difficult to break through." He turned his eyes to look at him, and there was a different meaning between the lines, vaguely meaningful.
Pharadu understood what Puya meant, and even though his reason told him that he shouldn't reply, he couldn't deceive his heart: "I can't break through." "Faintly replied, only these four words, but with a strong vein, this feeling is still to be said, but I can't stop!
To be honest, Puya didn't expect Fadu to say such a sentence, and after hearing Fadu's reply, her heart was shocked! However, soon, she was moved again, and the emotion irrigated her whole person like Lang Tao, making her feel like a god, and she was willing to stay in front of her forever at this moment, and could not extricate herself again......
Restraining the surging tide of his heart, Puya sobbed silently, and asked him shallowly: "Then why, don't you avoid looking for it?" "If you know it's a catastrophe, if you know it's a catastrophe, if you know it's a catastrophe, why do you want to come, why don't you avoid it, why do you want to come back?
Fadu raised his eyes, and there was a vein of tenacity flashing in this gaze, like a pine and a strong willow: "Because I can't avoid it." It's another faint five words, which seem to be non-modal, and it seems to be self-contained.
When Puya heard it in her ears, her mood was so complicated that she suddenly felt a little panicked and at a loss: "Then what should I do...... But what to do! The frown sighed slowly, and the words did not seem to be asking the Fadu, but asking themselves.
What to do? What can I do? This catastrophe cannot be avoided, but it is destined to have to break in, and have to face the final destined separation......
The testimonies have the responsibility of his body, and he has his way to go; And Puya also has her experience, and there are people and things she should meet. Maybe it's true that she is too persistent, but how many people are so persistent in this world? Sentient beings are suffering, so they know that some things are destined to be unwanted, destined to be lost, and even a real beginning, but they still suffer themselves and put themselves in prison, so that they are suffering and consumed, and they can't escape or break free!
Seeing the chaos on Puya's face, Fadu's state of mind is so peaceful, and this peace originates from his unique and firm perception of what is destined for him. He saw that Ding Puya's gaze did not leave, and he said word by word: "If you can't break through, you can't become a Buddha." "The worldly fate has its own cause and effect, and the retribution of flowers and fruits is the fate of the law, if the end is not clean, if it is entangled, you will not be able to become a Buddha, you will not be able to go home...... But if you don't break what you should break, don't go through what you should experience, when the mandala flower falls down, the petals will still stick to it, that is, go to the Pure Land, and how to achieve true carelessness and eternal freedom?
Puya's heart moved, her eyes narrowed, and she asked again: "How long will it take?" This mosquito-like question is very provocative, and the heart of the flirting is sour.
But I don't know how long it will take to get through this calamity, how long it will take to become a Buddha, or how long it will take to finish...... Or is it something else?
At this moment, Fado looked at Puya's sun-dyed hibiscus face, a face that was more delicate than a rose with dewdrops! His heart suddenly moved, and at this moment, for a moment, he felt that he had fallen, and he was willing to fall! I am willing to be shackled in the weaving illusion, and I will never be able to recover!
Following the irrepressible pulse in his heart, there was phosphorus fire floating in Fadu's eyes: "Forever." "The lips open and close, and there are too many thick and redundant words hidden behind the two words!
Never, never be able to break through, never be able to let her go, forever sink into the great calamity and infinite tribulation of this life, exhaust the cultivation of many lifetimes as a retribution! Can't break free anymore......
What kind of cause and effect should this be? In this way, a Buddha who is bound to a Pure Land should suffer what kind of unbearable retribution? There must be retribution!
Puya couldn't believe what she had heard, she couldn't believe that Fadu would be moved by the almost heartless appearance at this moment! Even if she knew it for a short time, this emotion would disappear, and he would still be the indifferent Dharma monk and the aspiring and loving cultivator: "Never become a Buddha?" "Slowly, Puya's voice is like a morning fog.
Fado's consciousness was swept back by the momentum of a gust of wind blowing towards his face. He was half conscious, half drunk, and he felt that he was on the edge of good and evil! When the entanglement was difficult, Fadu silently recited a Heart Sutra, and when he raised his eyes, his eyes were solemn: "I have my own number of days." ”
Puya opened her mouth, but was silent. Immediately, he made a mistake in his eyes, and his heart was full of thoughts, and he didn't know what kind of emotion he was immersed in: "Then now, have you found it?" In a panic, he asked again.
The Infinite Tribulation, have you found it?
Is that Infinite Tribulation an ancient territory above this desert oasis? Be...... Me?
After all, I will still be afraid that all this is my own passion, but Puya asked with fear and expectation. She looked forward to the fact that the conjecture in her heart was not a conjecture but a reality, and now she no longer demanded that the Dharma would always accompany her or take her away; But she still wanted to keep the right to dream, even though she knew it was a sinking in the sea of suffering. However, she couldn't let it go! She only wants to be happy in pain and drunk for a long time, and she doesn't want to wake up!
She admits that she is caught in obsession, and the person who is obsessed is blinded by karma, and no matter how beautiful and blissful the Pure Land Buddha Kingdom is, she only wishes to be so bitter and the sea is churning, guarding dreams and desires greedily to spend the last few years, because she is not willing to really let go of his hands...... This vast sea of suffering, the soul is tormented, and I hope for redemption!
Only, hope for salvation!
Fadu never looked away from Puya's gaze, in the faint golden light, taking advantage of the picturesque eyebrows and wise golden waves in his eyes, everything looked so irresistibly vivid and bright: "I think, I found it!" "It will definitely fall, and the words will be beady, like a cluster of transcendent and holy mandalas blooming in an instant!